Now, at the age of thirty-seven, his name was a household word, and his life was so well-ordered and profitable he was making money while he slept, but he’d begun to question where he’d be in twenty years. Economically he’d be fine; the rich would continue to indulge their appetites for fun, fashion and food no matter the economy, but who and where would the man inside himself be? Ideally, relaxing on his laurels and enjoying a wife and kids. That thought brought him back to the woman onstage. In hindsight, she was the only woman he’d ever needed, however, when they were together he’d been too much of a cheating fool to understand that. In his perfect world, Dina would be his wife and the mother of his children, but because of the way he’d screwed up during their engagement she’d been refusing his calls since their breakup four years ago. That was a long time to be angry, but when a woman sees pictures of her fiancé and his latest side dish splashed across the front pages of the tabloids she has reason to be mad and to stay that way. He sighed. To have her in his life again would be sweeter than anything he could create, but for that to happen he’d have to convince her that in spite of everything, he’d never stopped loving her.