E. Adamson
TAYLEE
The end.
This was the end.
Wasnât it?
Tayleeâs very brain felt as if it were trembling within her cranium, every lobe and cortex on the verge of nervous collapse. She had not taken her eyes off the bear, and the bear had not taken its eyes off her.
She kept expecting it to make another noiseâto growl again, or roar.
And then, to pounce.
But nothing. So far.
In this suspension of time, she recognized two things.
One: she had been attacked. Bitten, by a bear with crazed eyes. Eyes that burned with a hunger she had never known.
Two: this bear was not her attacker.
Terrifying as it was, this close up, it was not the bear that had sunk its teeth into the skin around her collarbone and then tried to do worse.
So, who, exactly, was this bear?
All this memory recoveryâabout herself, her family, a bearâwas exhausting.
Taylee could sense her energy seeping out as she and the bear held their eternal locked gaze. Objects wavered: the bear, the trees, the black expanse of sky.
In another moment, a cloud ballooned over her brain, and she slipped under.
TAVIS
She smelled both familiar and unfamiliar.
How did that work?
He was trying to pinpoint the precise mix of scents, the way a human might try to detect notes and undercurrents in a fine Cabernet. And for the first time in as long as he could remember, he was failing.
In fact, he might say he was having a bear of a time of it.
He smirked. That is, his human smirked; bears couldnât really do that, but he appreciated his own sense of humor in either form.
The closer he drew to this injured girl, though, the clearer it became that this was no laughing matter.
He saw the way her foot caught under the twisted limb, the way she tried to cover herself despite how badly she was shaking. How the thin cotton clung to her hips.
He raised himself on his hind legs for a more thorough inspection of her condition, but then she turned, and their eyes metâAre you crazy? He could already hear Ervin hissing.
Never let that happen, never make eye contact, never!âand he recognized a fear more palpable than anything he had ever come across in a human being.
A malicious bearâor wolfâwould have preyed on that fear, used brute force to silence it.
He had seen his fellow bearsâand wolvesâsubmit to that tactic time and again, when their animal urges got the better of them.
Whereas his sole urge, to his surprise, was to take care of her.
Obviously, she couldnât understand his desire. Not by the look of her eyes, round with fright, shining like dimes.
She hadnât screamed, but that was only out of exhaustion, a dry voice box.
Before he could act, she promptly fainted. That was probably for the best. She needed to heal, and he needed to get her to a place that would allow her to heal.
He dropped onto all fours and ambled up to her, cautious not to place a paw anywhere one of his claws might scratch her. He could see the mark at her collarbone. She had already been hurt.
He carefully nuzzled her shoulder. Even with blood on her skin, she was soft. And he could still make out the almond shape of her eyes, the sweep of her short black hair across her cheek, and the bangs across her forehead.
It was time to move.
He nudged her onto his back and headed out by a different path than the one that had brought him in. No use to risk being spotted.
***
Tavis wondered how he must look, trying to carry an unconscious, bloodied girl into his walk-up. What might he be accused of?
It was easier to hold the limp weight of a body in bear form. But he had shifted back at the edge of the forest, just before crossing out onto the roadway. Behind a bush, out of the sightline of any passersby.
Granted, at that hour, any passersby might have chalked it up to seeing things, or too much to drink.
Still, he wasnât about to take the chance.
Thank goodness dawn was still a way off.
He lived alone. Even Ervin lived with his girlfriend now, but Tavis had been something of a loner most of his life.
He got a lot of flack for that from the guys.
Sure, he brought a girl home every so often, but nothing substantial ever came of it.
Never before had he brought a girl home under these circumstances.
He spread her on the wood floor beside the TV console and put a pillow under her feet. Then, another pillow, for good measure.
If he recalled anything about reviving people, it was that their feet had to be elevated.
He checked her pulse constantly, borderline obsessively. On her wrist, on her neck.
He brought a bowl of lukewarm water to her side, sprinkled in a pinch of salt, and used a rag to dab at the blood that caked most of her body. He tried to scrub gently.
Of course, it was easier to be gentle in human form.
Under the blood, he discovered, her skin was a lovely shade. Like an olive. It had a golden glow to it.
He gingerly brushed the hair back from her face and rubbed off the red in smooth strokes.
As he did this, it occurred to him how rough and bloody the rag had become. So, he tossed it aside, took off his shirt, and used the hem.
His body temperature was naturally high.
He wasnât the most toned guy in the worldâa little scrawny, said Ervin, who was a real dumbbell-lifting nutâbut it had never bothered him.
And he was usually alone, so he didnât see the big deal.
Even touching this girlâs skin, which felt as though she had been out in subzero conditions for hours on end, didnât turn him cold.
If anything, it made him warmer.
After finishing her face, he tilted her head to the left, toward him. He had read once that tilting an unconscious personâs head might revive them.
Might not. But might.
The sky was lightening through the long narrow window. Seeing her came more easily now.
Aside from the blood, she had sustained some cuts and bruises, including a nasty scrape on her knee from what must have been a fall.
On her breasts, he used the lightest touch. Mercifully, no skin was torn there; they were mostly just bloody.
It crossed his mind that he didnât know where all this blood had come from, or whether it was even hers. But he didnât want to think about it just yet.
When he reached her lower half, he didnât do anything with the underwear she had on.
That would be the final step.
Instead, he balled up his shirt, dipped it into the salt water, lifted her right leg, and began to clean the inside of her thigh.
A stir. A groan. A kick.
âOh!â Tavis jerked backward, dropping his shirt, landing on his rear end with a thud.
She was too weak to move any more aggressively, but he was so caught off-guard he could only watch as she turned her head back and forth.
"What theâ?â
Her voice came out croaky, like a frogâs.
âDonât panic.â He put his hands out, as if she would attack him in the state she was in.
âWhere am I?â she rasped. âWho are you?â
Wow. Alert, those eyes made him straighten up.
âItâs okay. Youâre safe.â
âYou didnâtâŚâ She swallowed, what looked like very painfully. âYou didnât answer either of my questions.â She tried to prop herself up on her elbows.
âDonât,â he admonished, easing her back down. âYouâre very weak.â
âAnswer me.â
âIâm Tavis.â He sat cross-legged. âTavis Orson. I found you in the woods and brought you back to my house. Itâs only me here. Everything is fine.â
He didnât actually know that last bit for sure, but he had to encourage her.
âAre we near Olympia?â
âOlympia?â Sheâs fromâoh, shoot. Could she really be fromâŚ? âWeâre in Oregon. Not too far from the Washington border. Iâll take you home, I promise, just as soon as youâre healed up.â
âI want to go home now.â
For being so drained of strength, she sure was insistent. âOh, no. Youâre in no condition. Did I mention you were passed out?â
âWell, of course I was, genius. Otherwise, I would have remembered meeting you and coming here.â
âLet alone,ââhe gestured down toward her feetââcovered in someoneâs blood.â
She looked down. She drew her knees up, planting her feet on the floor. They seemed to become aware simultaneously that she was all but naked.
âSorry.â Tavis blushed and twisted around. âI was trying to clean you. Iâve got a blanket right here.â
He pulled a throw blanket off the sofa and arranged it over her. âI do have to finish, though.â
She groaned and let her head fall, only to snap back up. âDoes this mean you touched my boobs?â
He wished he wouldnât keep blushing. âI was very respectful. Iâm a feminist.â
âSure, you are.â She turned her head away and craned her neck a little, only to curse under her breath and resume her prostrate position.
He held the sole of her foot and lifted her leg, and she yelped. âSorry, sorry.â He set it down and ran the shirt along the outer contour of her calf. âI know what Iâm doing.â
âNot if you hurt me, you donât.â
âLook, would you rather Iâd left you there to die?â He glanced up sharply. She kept her head on the floor, facing the ceiling, but he saw the coldness of her eyes and hated himself. He knew he messed up. âI didnât meanââ
âThank you.â
He paused. âWhat?â
âThank you for saving my life.â Her voice had a hard edge to it, but she wasnât being ironic. âDo what you need to do. I owe you.â
That last phrase sat heavy in his eardrums. I owe you.
âYouâthatâs not what I mean.â He continued his cleaning, moving to the other leg. âYou donât owe me. Although, you could tell me your name.â
âTaylee.â
âDo youâŚhave a last name?â
âAre you the FBI?â
âFine, fine.â To his surprise, he had to bite down a chuckle. âAnd you live in Olympia. How did you end up way down here?â
âI donât know. The last thing I remember is a bear. A big black bear.â
Oh. She remembered him.
âIt was scary.â
âWas he?â
She rolled her head toward him. âHow would you know it was a he?â
âWell.â He gulped, oddly self-conscious. âTo be fair, the bear was me.â