Unclassic Hero Book 2

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Jessie F Royle

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Jessie F Royle

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💕 Romance 📸 Celebrities 😌 Second Chances 🎭 Drama 🔺 Love Triangle 🏙️ Contemporary 💪🏻 Protector 🎸 Rockstars

Prologue

CONRAD

My heart shatters into countless fragments as I cradle a weeping Sydney in my arms, swaying us gently on the floor of her dorm room.

I’ve just done the unthinkable, the one thing I swore I’d never do—I’ve broken her heart. It’s the last thing I want, and I can only hope she’ll forgive me someday.

Her whispers of “No,” and “Why?” fill the room. All I can think is, she’ll understand why this is for the best, eventually.

I want to be with her forever, like I said, but she’s just starting her life. There’s so much she hasn’t seen or done that I already have.

I owe it to her to let her find herself without me. If or when she does, I hope we'll find each other again.

I’m taking a massive risk. I could be saying goodbye to her forever right now, but something inside me insists that’s not the case. We will find each other again, and then our forever can begin.

When her crying finally subsides, I realize she’s fallen asleep, her small hands still gripping my tear-soaked shirt.

Gently, I lift her up and lay her on her bed, pulling a blanket over her.

It takes every bit of strength I have not to wake her and tell her it was all a terrible dream, that I didn’t do what I did. She curls up into a tiny ball but doesn’t stir.

I move to her desk and sit, watching her sleep for a few minutes. She’s so sweet, so beautiful, and I love her more than anything in this world. What the hell am I doing?

I grab a notepad and pen from her desk and write my final goodbye. My hand moves across the paper, forcing the words out, and I feel like the worst kind of person.

Am I a complete coward, or am I doing her a favor? Only time will tell. As the cliché goes, if you love something, set it free, and if it comes back, it’s meant to be.

I couldn’t wish for anything more than for that to be true right now. I leave my pathetic note by her bed and walk toward the door, pausing to look at her one last time.

“I’m so sorry,” I whisper to her before I open the door and walk out of her life.

After a miserable flight, I arrive back at my hotel in LA and head straight to my room. I decide not to tell the guys that I’m back yet. I had told them what I was doing and got mixed reactions.

Kevin called me a fucking idiot, Jake agreed with Kevin but understood at the same time, and Harrison seemed annoyingly pleased about my decision.

If he thinks I’ve done this because I want to start living the single life, then he’s dead wrong.

If things were different, I’d go out and buy a diamond ring right now, quit the band, and fly back to Sydney right now and make her my promise. But I can’t do that, not yet. She’s too young.

She only thinks she’s ready for forever.

I reach for my journal, something I started writing after my father died, something to help me process everything that happened after his death. I open it and pull out the letter he wrote to me.

My Dearest Son,

I can’t even begin to express how proud I am of the man you have become.

I know our relationship has been far from close until recently, and I thank God every day for this second chance with you.

I want you to know that I have always been proud of you, and I’ve always known how profoundly smart and talented you are, even if I didn’t show it due to my ignorance and egotistical pride.

All of those years I could have had with you, watching you grow into the man you are today, I only wish that I could say that I had something to do with that, but I know this isn’t the case.

You’ve become who you are despite my absence from your life, and I’ll always wonder if that was the right decision. I’ll wonder how you would have turned out if I were the person you looked to for guidance every day.

I don’t think I would have made a very good role model. All I can do now is look after your future since I can no longer be in your life.

I know that wealth isn’t something you ever strived for; I know it wasn’t your goal in life, but it’s all I have to pass on to you now, so here it is.

I know that I am doing the right thing in passing everything to you. I know it will be used for good.

I know it will be used to nurture your future life so that you never have to struggle again.

It will be used for a life that I wish I had with you, that I wish I could see play out. My dream for you is this: You have a career you love but doesn’t take you from those who love you.

A wife who loves you for you, not for what you can give her, and children who look up to you for guidance and unconditional love, for everything that I didn’t give to you.

After meeting your girlfriend, Sydney, I think that you may have found your future bride. I could feel the love she had for you and you for her.

I’ve enjoyed talking with Sydney for many hours about her life and everything she wants out of it.

I know she wants a career, a family, and great happiness, which I think you can give to her, as does she.

My only fear is that she is but a child still. She hasn’t done enough in life to know what she truly wants out of it. However, I could be completely wrong.

What do I know, right? I met your mother in college and married her as soon as we graduated. She never regretted her decision to marry young, as far as I know.

Anyway, I’m rambling on about things that don’t concern me. I suppose I don’t want you two to fail. I’m rooting for you.

I hope what they say is true, and that I’ll now be able to watch over you from above, hopefully not from below. I know, terrible joke.

I love you, son. You are my greatest achievement and my most cherished treasure, and you always have been.

There’s so much more I could say, but I’ll stop here.

Love deeply, live fully.

Forever yours, Dad

I fold the letter, tucking it back into my journal. I’ve read his words so many times, they’re etched into my memory.

His words are part of why I let her go. It’s a decision I’ve wrestled with for nearly a year. I couldn’t do it before, and I’m not sure I can now.

I want her to understand that she’s everything I want. The image of her face when I ended things is etched into my mind, a nightly ghost.

It’s as if all her doubts about us were confirmed, as if she never truly believed I could want her as much as I do. She couldn’t be more wrong. I wish she had more faith in me.

I suppose I also wished she would fight for us, but she just let me walk away. I fear I’ve made a grave mistake, but I have to let this play out.