Loving My Brother's Best Friend

The school week went by fast, and I was busy with schoolwork, Connor, and of course, Austin.

Austin and I had had dinner twice this week, and we’d agreed I would go over to his place to have a movie night on Friday, which was today.

I realized that I really liked Austin, but I still thought about Luca. I was torn about how I should feel about two guys.

I hadn’t talked to Luca like Connor had suggested. I felt like I was breaking my promise to Austin about being with him one hundred percent. I also felt like it would take time to sort this out.

This time, instead of Austin picking me up, I’d gotten Mom and Dad to let me use one of their cars. They wouldn’t need it, since they’d left two days before they were supposed to.

I’d enjoyed coming and going as I pleased without having to inform my parents when I left and when I’d be home.

I hadn’t had to tell them about Austin yet either. It made me feel like I had more freedom with him since I hadn’t given them a chance to be overprotective about the relationship.

“Hey! You’re a bit early,” Austin stated when he opened the door.

“I couldn’t wait to see you,” I said, and I wasn’t lying. I enjoyed being around him. I enjoyed Austin being attentive and loving. He’d become a comfort for me over the past week.

We also hadn’t been alone since last weekend, when Will and Luca had interrupted us, so I was excited about where tonight would lead us.

Austin brought me out of my thoughts when he asked me a question.

“So, I thought maybe you could stay over tonight instead of going home, since your parents aren’t there,” Austin shyly suggested.

“I could. I don’t have toiletries or clothes to sleep in,” I told him.

I’d thought about bringing extra clothes and a toothbrush, but I hadn’t wanted to assume he wanted me to stay over. I hadn’t wanted to give him the chance to reject me.

“You could borrow a shirt of mine, and I’m sure I have an extra toothbrush somewhere. I buy them in packs.

“I promise this isn’t me being weird or trying to get you into my bed. I just thought this would be a good time to spend together.”

I could tell that Austin was nervous. Will had told me about Austin’s reputation, but I felt like I was different, that he genuinely wanted to be with me.

He didn’t push me to do anything I didn’t want to, and his nervousness made me believe he meant what he said.

I gave his questions some thought and decided that it would be good for us to spend extra time with each other, especially since I’d have to tell my parents that I was dating someone.

They might try to tell me we couldn’t be alone together, which was a double standard because they let Will be alone in his room with a girl.

“I’ll stay.” I smiled at him, and he walked me up to his room.

“Great,” he said with a smile. “Do you want anything to drink or anything to eat for the movie before we get started?”

“I’ll just take water, and could you make some popcorn?” I asked him.

“I sure can. Just give me a few minutes, and I’ll be back.”

I took this opportunity to look at the things he had. I looked at the photos on his desk. I even noticed that he did some writing.

He’d left a couple of things out, but I was too afraid to get caught reading his writing, so I left it alone.

I ended up searching Netflix, and I couldn’t find anything. I ended up on his Amazon Prime account and settled on Late Night.

“Here’s your water and our popcorn,” Austin said, coming into the room.

“Thanks. I decided we should watch Late Night, and if you don’t want to watch it, we can pick something else,” I told him.

“It’s a great movie. I don’t mind watching it again. I think you’ll enjoy it.”

One thing that I liked about Austin was that he was so flexible and easy to please. He went with the flow, and I needed less drama in my life. He seemed to be a perfect balance.

We made it through Late Night and one other movie before I had to call it quits.

“I’m tired. It’s been a long day, and I think I’m ready to go to bed. Do you mind?”

“No, I’m pretty tired myself,” he stated.

Austin walked over to his dresser and pulled out a shirt for me and then started going through another drawer.

“Here’s the shirt. It should cover everything, and here’s the toothbrush that I knew I had.” He handed me the items, and I thanked him.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth.

I didn’t want to change before going into the hallway and risk running into Luca in just a shirt and underwear. He hadn’t been staying at my house with Will as they’d planned.

When I got back to the room, Austin was already in his boxers, and I couldn’t stop staring. He had a gorgeous body. He was more built in the chest and stomach area than I’d thought he was.

Austin cleared his throat, breaking my concentration.

I was about to ask if I could change in the bedroom, but he beat me to it.

“You can change in here while I go brush my teeth,” he suggested.

I waited for him to shut the door behind him before I quickly changed and waited for him to come back.

“What side of the bed do you sleep on?” I asked him when he came back into the bedroom.

“You can have the side that’s against the wall. I prefer the open side, so I don’t feel so trapped.”

His statement made me wonder if he was afraid of tight spaces.

I was nervous. This was the first time I’d shared a bed with a guy. So I got under the covers and faced the wall. I closed my eyes so I wouldn’t have to do anything but fall asleep.

A few minutes later, I felt the bed dip down, and my body suddenly got hot. Austin climbed under the covers and settled right behind me and wrapped an arm around my waist.

“Is this okay?” he whispered.

I could barely whisper “Yes” to him because of my nerves.

I took a deep breath in and let it out, and I scooted back toward him to close the gap. The warmth of his body enveloped me, and it made me relax.

I wasn’t sure what it was about Austin, but he had a calming effect on me.

He slid his hand down my hip, over my thigh, and up under the shirt, settling it on my stomach. I thought he was testing to see what I would do, but his hand didn’t move again and just stayed there.

Within a few minutes, I was halfway asleep when I felt a tickling sensation in my ear. I absent-mindedly swatted it, but then it happened again. It was sharper this time.

Austin was biting my earlobe, and the harder he bit, the more I liked it.

He started kissing my neck and my jaw and moved back up to the ear, tugging at it and causing me to let out a little moan.

I rolled over on my back to give him better access to me, and he rotated his body on top of me, making sure his arms held most of his weight.

I could feel his erection poking me in the thigh, and it made me want him even more.

“Take my shirt off,” I told him.

“We don’t have to do anything, Henley,” he reassured me; he wanted to make sure that I knew I could stop him if I wanted to. I wanted this. I wanted to be with Austin.

“I know. I want to be with you.”

That was the only encouragement he needed. He took my shirt off and let out a little grunt when he realized I was braless too.

“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he mumbled as he placed his warm mouth around one of my nipples. I arched my back and hissed when he added a bit of pressure.

I reached in between us and grabbed his penis, and he moaned into my breast. He was already hard and ready to take me.

He trailed kisses down my stomach and to my pelvic area, slowly removing my panties.

“Has anyone ever gone down on you?” he asked me.

“No.” I could feel his hot breath on my inner thigh, and it was driving me crazy. I felt embarrassed, but I didn’t want him to stop.

He bent down and kissed the top of my vagina before using his fingers to spread my lower lips open. He gave me one long lick, ending at my clit, and he sucked on it.

I let out a loud moan, and I bit my lip to keep myself from getting any louder.

“I like that you’re loud. No one is home, so let it out,” Austin said.

He kept licking and sucking as he stuck two fingers into me. I’d masturbated before, but having someone else do it was a different feeling.

“Austin, I’m going to… Oh God!” Austin kept licking and sucking until I came down from my high. My body was shaking, and I pulled him to me and kissed him roughly on the lips.

“I want you,” I told him as he pulled away.

He stood up, and even though the room was dark, I could see that he was taking his boxers off. Once he had them off, he was rummaging through his drawer.

“I’m getting a condom,” he told me.

“Good idea. I’m not on birth control yet.” I should remember to see my doctor about it.

“I figured, since you’ve never done this before,” he responded.

I immediately got shy. What if I was bad at this? What if I did this wrong?

“Henley, I know what you’re doing. Don’t overthink things,” Austin stated. It surprised me he already knew that I overthought things.

I heard the foil wrapper open, and he moved his hands down. I assumed he was slipping it on, and then he climbed back on top of me.

“This is going to hurt, but I’ll be as gentle as possible,” he said as he kissed me on the lips.

I felt his member slowly enter me. I felt the pain that he’d talked about, and he must have felt me tense up because he stopped moving. I let out a deep breath before I told him to keep moving.

He reached his hand between us and started playing with my clit. It was working. I was starting to relax. Once he was completely inside me, he stilled for a moment.

“You’re beautiful; thank you for giving this to me,” he said in between the kisses he was giving my face.

Austin started moving in and out of me at a slow pace, and eventually, the pain turned into pleasure. He wasn’t going fast enough.

He got the clue when I tried to force him closer to me with each of his thrusts. His pace started quickening, and it was fantastic.

“I need more,” I moaned. With each thrust, his rhythm got rougher. I was clawing at his back, trying to get him to go deeper.

He lifted my lower back and placed a pillow under me, and it gave him the perfect angle.

“Oh God, right there,” I moaned. He thrust a few more times before I grunted his name as my orgasm rippled through me for a second time.

I could hear Austin panting, and I could still feel him deep inside me with every thrust. His rhythm was getting sloppy, and I knew he was chasing his release.

After a few more thrusts, he grunted, releasing his seed into the condom.

“Fuck, Henley, that was amazing,” he said as he lay on me. It was strange because I could feel his penis softening and sliding out of me.

This total experience was amazing, yet strange. I hadn’t thought I would like it as much or want it even rougher than he was giving me.

He got up after about a minute to clean himself off and got back into bed.

“Are you okay?” he asked me.

“I’m perfect. Thank you.”

I gave him a peck on the lips and lay down on his chest.

I’d always thought I would wait to have sex, and the person I would lose my virginity to would be Luca, but this was perfect.

I was happy that Austin was the guy that I’d given it to. My first time had been better than I’d expected.

Tonight had taught me that Luca wasn’t the only one who could get a rise out of me. Austin was enough for me to move on, and with time, Luca would only be a family friend.