
Zohra Series Book 3: Harwal
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Nooz Aster
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Hell on Earth
Book 3: Harwal
Iâm in hell. Everythingâs wrong, and I made the mistake of staying with the crew.
For five years, I worked with them. Just when I started feeling at home, it all fell apart.
Our captainâJasâis now the Empress of the Zohra. Sheâs always been strongwilled and eccentric, so itâs not entirely shockingâŚbut still absurd.
I trust Jas. Iâve always followed her. But now? I have no idea where weâre going.
I hate the Zohra. I donât belong hereâyet for some insane reason, I agreed to stay with them.
Back home, people depend on me. I need credits, and Iâll do anything to provide for my family.
I donât even know how Iâm supposed to earn money anymore.
Why did I say yes?
Jas and her new alien husband are playing house, but what about the rest of us? Where do we fit?
I grip my holster and march toward my room. I should be home, planning how to survive. Not trapped here with the monsters who ruined my life.
Everyone knows I have Zohra traumaâbut they donât know the full story. Weâve all suffered since the invasion. Some had awful lives before it, too, so maybe mine doesnât seem that special. But stillâŚthe pain is mine.
My early years were hell, but I escaped. Found peace. Love. Then the aliens came and ripped it all away.
And it was a Zohra who did it. One of the same horned, inhuman demons now surrounding me.
Iâm not fooled. I see through their rehearsed kindness. Guns donât work on them, but I still carry mine. Itâs a placeboâbut it helps me breathe.
I wonât be helpless again.
So why am I still here?
I reach my room. After checking the hall, I swipe my key card and slip inside. I slide down the door, exhausted from constantly watching my back.
That thingâthe huge Zohraâis the worst. Just seeing him triggered my nightmares again.
Heâs nearly identical to my tormentor. Same build. Same horns. Just different eyesâblue instead of that sickly pinkish-white I still see in my sleep.
Doesnât matter. Massive silhouette. Bull-like horns. The rest blends in.
So why the hell am I still here?
At first, Greece convinced me to join this madness. Now I know I have to help escort the big one to Joddel.
Joddel. My home.
I lived in BogotĂĄ when the world ended. Watched it become the iron slum it is now. I worked thereâbefore and after. I know it like the back of my hand.
And I regret letting the crew know that. Iâve always kept my past guarded. Safe.
Everything Iâve doneâevery job, every sacrificeâwas to protect the people I love.
Now, something dangerous looms over my city.
I shiver and drop my face into my hands. I was supposed to visit Joddel. See family. Relax. Instead, weâre being dragged there for who knows what.
Itâs all gone to hell, and it falls on me.
I could refuseâI know I couldâbut I wonât. Iâll force myself and convince Jas to agree. I need to help fix what happened in that hellhole, whether I was directly involved or not.
Bile rises in my throat.
No one can know the full truth.
I told the girls a version of it. A partial truth. Just enough to connect, not enough to reveal everything. Iâm terrified theyâll pity meâor worse, judge me.
They shared their pasts freely. I couldnât. I shouldâve, but⌠I was scared.
Dragging myself off the floor, I lock the door and pull an old phone from my nightstand. It doesnât make calls anymore. Itâs just⌠memories.
The screen lights up with a photo: me, young, happierâwith that ridiculous perm Aaron claimed to love. I was beautiful then, full of love and excitement. We both were.
I swipe the screen to reveal another photoâAaron and me together. His arm pulls me close, both our murky green eyes sparkling with joy. We were happy then.
I plug in old earphones and scroll through his music. All Enrique Iglesias, of course. Aaron had phases. This one never ended.
The songs are worn out, but I keep listening. Devices are expensive. Cloud storage is a scam. This phoneâs all Iâve got left of him.
Ten years of the same voice.
I hate it.
The most frustrating part is that most of Enriqueâs songs are in Spanish, but the blasted translator converts them to English. My native language, like all others, has been eradicated. Only the impoverished still hear their mother tongues. Another theft.
âI can be your hero, baby,â Enrique sings.
That was Aaronâs favorite. He sang it constantlyâoff-key and loud. He claimed the meaning mattered more than the sound.
âI will stand by you forever.â
Another lie.
I clench my jaw. Aaron didnât want to lie. But he was forced to.
He died over ten years ago. A Zohra killed him. I watched.
He saved me from my past. From drugs. From pain. He was my hero.
But he shouldnât have had to be.
If Iâd been stronger⌠if I hadnât called him in a panic that night⌠he would still be alive.
He shouldâve stayed with his brother. But he answered this phone.
I didnât deserve him. I still donât.
I rip off the headphones and shut the phone off. In the bathroom, I crank the hot water and sit under the spray, letting it scorch my skin.
The guilt still haunts me after all this time. If things had gone differently, I wouldâve joined him in death.
I curse my existence daily. I live shamelessly, doing things Iâm not proud of. But pride doesnât matter anymore. I live to protect others, as he did. Itâs my only path to finding peace with what happened.
I wipe my eyes and slap my knees. I was healing. Slowly. But now? Everythingâs fresh again.
Living near Zohra. How ridiculous.
After washing, I put on makeup and stare in the mirror. My once-bright green eyes are dull. No mascara can fix that.
I dry my hair and craft it into a messy bun. Time to sort this out. I canât wait for othersâI must protect those who need it.
I gave Jas a few notes about the labâbut not everything.
They donât know I worked there as a cleaner. Paid well at first. We scrubbed after construction crews, scientists, auctioneers.
Then the pay dried up. And, like so many others, we started selling ourselves to get by.
We did what was necessary to survive.
Itâs an awful motto I hate accepting, but itâs true if you want to keep your hands clean of blood. There are always optionsâoptions nobody sees until itâs too late.
I couldâve done hair. Opened a shop. But none of it paid enough.
And I had people to protect.
I did what I had to. I still do.
Eventually, women started disappearing. I found out why: they were being sold when the auction stock ran low.
I tried to leave. Quietly. But they caught me.
Thatâs how I ended up here.
Jas saved us. I got to see my loved ones again. But this missionâitâs breaking me.
Not just the risk to my home. Not just the threat to the planet. Them. The aliens who ruined my life.
But I canât run.
Iâll do anything to protect Grandma and Dante.
I change into jeans and a white T-shirt, ready to speak up. I need to tell Jas what I know.
Taking a deep breath, I strap on my holster and gun, then unlock my door.
I havenât left the ship since we arrived, but Iâm certain Jas is with her man in his ship. I shouldâve spoken up in the command center instead of waiting until I had to venture past the aliens.
I could wait to see her again, but I might lose my nerve.
It has to be nowâor Iâll never do it.
Heart pounding, I approach the exit. Peering into the darkening day, my breath catches.
Their massive ship is surrounded by Zohra.
I canât do this. I step back, trembling hand on my gun.
They claim they wonât hurt me, but how can I trust them? Itâs nonsense. Nobody says, âI wonât attack you,â without reason. Complete bullshit.
This is a mistake. A huge mistake. I turn and collide with something.
âJesus!â I scream, fumbling with my gun until it clatters to the floor.
âStopâwait! Itâs okay,â a woman says, grabbing my arms. âDonât wave a gun around like that.â
Panicked, I try to break freeâuntil I realize sheâs human. Just a short, nonthreatening woman. Not one of ours.
âHi, are you okay? Sorry I scared you,â she says, slowly releasing me. âMy name is Ava. I live in this city.â
I nod, glancing behind me. Several Zohra with stern expressions approach the ship.
âIâI donât want anything to do with them,â I stammer, ducking behind the doorway.
Ava checks outside and waves. âEverythingâs fine,â she calls to the Zohra before turning back. âIâm here because I heard youâre teaching Harwal to be a bodyguard slave. I donât know what that means.â
âFuck.â I mutter, crouching and watching the aliens. Theyâve stopped advancing, thank God. They look ready to kill me for the slightest wrong move. I knew this was a massive mistake. Theyâll slaughter us all.
âHello?â Ava says, drawing my attention.
âSorry,â I mumble, still watching the Zohra as I retrieve my gun. âWhat did you say?â
âLetâs start over,â she says gently. âIâm Ava, and you are?â
I shake her extended hand. âCandice. What do you need?â
She glances at the Zohra Iâm watching, then gives me a pitying look. âAre youââ
âTerrified of them? Yes. Okay? Debatable.â I stand, holstering my gun. âWhat do you need?â
âThe Shurak sent Harwal to me for slave training since I have experience,â she explains. âBut I donât know about bodyguard slaves. Is it different from regular slaves?â
I force myself to look away from the aliens. Ava studies me, head tilted slightly. I take a breath, trying to smileâuntil I notice her neck.
Bruises. Bite marks. Hickeys, maybe.
My smile falters. The memories slam in hard. Iâd thought the teeth marks were just my captorâs kink. But no. Zohra trait.
âBodyguard slaves are different. Itâs a fitting role for Zohra,â I manage, trying not to stare at her neck. âWhich species owned you, if I may ask?â
Ava blushes and touches her neck, smiling softly like itâs a pleasant memory.
She liked it.
God. I donât understand these people.
âXalavians and Fhaen,â she says, answering the question I forgot I asked.
âRightâŚthey donât usually have different slave types,â I say, finally meeting her eyes. âBut in bigger cities, they specialize. Sex slaves, bodyguardsâthose are the most common. Humans were the default at first, but now itâs moreâŚinclusive. Galactic trade and all.â
She tilts her head. âSo why am I teaching Harwal? You clearly know more than I do.â
The blood drains from my face. My arms wrap around my chest like armor.
âIâI donât want to,â I whisper. âMaybe the other girls could help. I donât make decisionsâask the captain.â
âAh, the Shuran?â She looks outside. âI tried their room, but they wereâŚoccupied.â
I rub my arms, taking a step back. âRight. Then weâll find someone else.â
Ava watches my retreat. âSure. Iâm happy to help, but I need someone who actually knows. Could you introduce me?â
I nod quickly, waving her along, grateful she doesnât press the issue. âLetâs see whoâs around.â
âHarwal says itâs urgent. Iâd appreciate finding someone today to start training.â
I force a smile, pinching my fingertips behind my back for grounding. âWeâre all kind of busy. Everyoneâs gathering data on places weâve visited. Not sure how much help we can offer.â
My brain spins. Iâm cornered.
Rita and Greece are tied up with tech work. Reyes is buried in bookkeeping. Rosalineâs likely still wrapped around her alien boyfriend and wouldnât know a thing about slave systems.
And the captain?
Definitely occupied.
This is heading exactly where I donât want it to go.
Iâm not ready. Not now. Not this soon.
Hell no.
I canât be near that man. I canât teach him to act like a slave. One wrong move, one wrong wordâand he could kill me. The thought alone makes my skin crawl.
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