
Shadow Protector
Author
Jenna Ryan
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19
Chapter One
âYouâre the psychiatrist, Doc. You tell me whatâs going on in this guyâs pathetic excuse for a brain.â
Sig Rayburn pushed on his forehead as if to compress his thoughts. Pain, worry, even a hint of fear had clouded his eyes during the two-day drive from San Francisco. The long, hot drive that currently had them blasting along Wyomingâs I25 in his rusty brown Ford.
Sera searched for another vent. âMurderers usually have agendas, but thatâs not a given. I worked with a man once who liked watching people die. He said it gave him a buzz.â
âSexual?â
âProbably, although victim gender didnât matter. Neither did age or appearance.â She paused, sat back, sighed. âSig, where are we going?â
He pushed harder. âTenth time youâve asked me that since we left the motel this morning. Iâm still not gonna tell you.â
âWhich says to me you donât know yourself, you think your carâs bugged or youâre weirdly superstitious. Youâre too good a cop to drive a bugged car, and you strike me as a man who always has a destination in mind, so Iâll go with superstition and point out that wearing the same ratty T-shirt for three days straight at the safe house still didnât help the Giants win their series against the Dodgers.â
âGot âem close, though. Final game, eleventh inning. One little error in the outfield and poof, streak done.â
The clouds rolled through his eyes again. Reaching over, Sera squeezed his arm. âIâm really sorry about your partnerâs death.â
âNot your fault, Doc. You didnât fire the bullet that took out the back half of his skull. Didnât slit your friendâs throat either.â He slanted her a speculative look. âYou know who did, though. Thatâs why weâre doing this. You need time, distance and a safe place to unlock whatâs hidden inside that pretty head of yours. No offense,â he added gruffly. âI know you have impressive credentials.â
âNone taken, and theyâre not as impressive as Andreaâs were.â Setting aside a twinge of guilt, Sera fanned her face with a Wyoming road map. âIâm pretty sure it wonât jinx anything if you tell me our destination.â
Sig waved at a buzzing fly. âYouâre wrong, Doc. Leo carried a lucky rock from Sedona the whole time we worked together. Kept it in his pocket with his loose change. When we found him in that alley, the change was there, but the rock wasnât. Donât talk to me about jinxes.â
âYes, butâŠâ
âMy nephew gave him that rock. Gave me one, too. Only time I left it behind, I took a bullet in my right calf.â
âWhereâs your rock now?â
He jerked his head. âBackseat. Jacket pocket.â When she didnât respond, he cocked a brow. âYou think Iâm nuts, donât you?â
âI donât analyze every idiosyncrasy, Sig.â
âUh-huh.â But the challenge lingered. âYou gonna tell me you donât have a quirk or two?â
âOh, I have lots.â She smiled. âBut, no, Iâm not going to tell you about them.â
A rusty laugh preceded a gruff, âOne thingâs sure, Doc. Leoâs gone, and he shouldnât be. No one better in the country at spotting or shaking a tail than him. ExceptâŠâ With a glance at the distant Big Horn Mountains, he lapsed into silence.
Sera left him to his thoughts. His partner and friend was dead. Who better to understand how he felt than her? Even thoughâŠ
She and Andrea hadnât been friends so much as friendly rivals. Theyâd known each other since they were five years old, but it was circumstance that had truly defined their relationship. Coincidence had also played its wily hand. From where theyâd startedânot a pretty pictureâto where theyâd ended upâas psychiatrists whoâd obtained their degrees within months of each otherâthe outcome read like a small universal anomaly to Sera.
She closed her eyes and let the memories in. The murderer had left Andrea face up and staring at the shadowed ceiling. Through a swarm of police and medical workers, sheâd looked like a broken dollâher skin chalk white, her features frozen in a mask of astonished horror.
Pain stabbed, swift and sure, and made her open her eyes.
âYouâre doing it again, arenât you?â Sig demanded. âTrying to smash down that wall in your brain.â
She regarded the impressive peaks of the Big Horns. âItâs like Iâm in an all-black room and thereâs a strobe light flashing at random intervals. I get split-second glimpses of things I donât understand, then itâs back to black, and I want to scream, because no matter how hard I try, I canât make sense of them.â
âCould be youâre trying too hard.â
She slid him a vaguely humorous look. âYour nameâs Rayburn, right, not Freud?â
âWhat, youâve never said that to a patient?â
âNot any more.â
Sig went back to pushing on his forehead while Sera contemplated the landscape. The scenery was magnificent, as was the clear, blue sky. July in Wyoming was all about pine forests, spectacular mountain ranges and wide-open vistas that possessed a beauty all their own.
She felt a tease on the edge of her brain and tipped her head from side to side in an effort to center it. One image, thatâs all she needed to extract. Unfortunately, research suggested that forcing a resistant memory tended to be as effective as striking a nail with a feather.
She watched a pair of hawks glide in a wide arc beneath a cloudless stretch of sky.
âWhatâs that look for?â Sig asked.
âI have a look?â
âLike youâd rather be riding a cable car.â
A smile tugged on her lips. âMy face isnât that readable, Detective.â
âHell it isnât. Youâre sleek, sophisticated and polished. You probably wear high heels to the grocery store. I donât mean to sound patronizing, but I have to warn you, where weâre headed, the only place youâll see five stars is in the night sky.â
Seraâs smile widened. âPutting on your bad cop hat, huh?â
âDoc, you havenât seen anything like bad yet. When we getâaw, hell, whatâs this?â
âIt sounds like a siren.â
âWas I speeding?â
âUnless the limitâs upward of ninety, yes.â
âCrap.â He slowed and pulled over.
The officer who approached the car did so with long, easy strides. He rested a forearm on the roof while Sig stretched back to snag the jacket behind him.
âIs there a problem, Officer?â
âNot unless you make one. Got your license with you?â
âGot better than that.â Sig fished in the pocket, handed Sera what she assumed was his lucky rock and produced his badge with a flourish.
âSan Francisco, huh?â
She caught a trace of humor in the other copâs drawl. His surprisingly sexy drawl, she thought. As for his features, she couldnât see them under the brim of his hat.
She knew he glanced at her before pushing off. âOut of the car, please, Detective Rayburn.â
âHave I done something wrong?â
âDepends how fast you get out of the car.â
âDonât move,â Sig told her. He had to shove twice on the door to open it. âYouâre starting to piss me off here, Officer. Iâm a detective with the San Francisco Police Department, homicide division. Who are you to be ordering me around like a common criminal?â
Sera saw the flash of a surprisingly attractive smile. âI clocked you at ninety-six miles an hour as you flew past Moss Creek.â
Sigâs balled right fist drew an even wider smile. A second later, her companion went from a short punch on the other copâs shoulder to a backslapping hug.
It figured. Sera breathed out but couldnât bring herself to be annoyed. It was such a predictable male game.
âIâm damn glad to see you, Logan.â Sig drew back, grinned. âHowâd you know? License plate give me away?â
The taller man glanced from side to side. âThis isnât a car, Sigâitâs dented metal on wheels. One of a kind.â Without looking or pausing, he asked, âDoes she know?â
Sig shook his head.
That did it. Shouldering her door open, Sera slid out. âExcuse me, gentlemen, but âsheâ has a name. Itâs Sera, and the reason she doesnât know is because the man with the San Francisco badge refuses to tell her anything.â
âItâs for your ownâŠâ
âProtection. Got that one yesterday, Sig. But six diners, five gas stations and one truly crappy motel later, I think Iâve earned the right to know not only where weâre going, but also why a police officer in another state is better informed than I am.â She sent them a placid smile over the roof of the car. âIf itâs not too much trouble.â
Apart from his badge and the lights on his Explorer, nothing about the man in front of her said law enforcement officer. He wore jeans and a short-sleeved black T-shirt. His boots were dusty, his hat was decidedly more cowboy than cop and if he was carrying a gun, Sera couldnât see it.
Sig matched her smile as he turned to his friend. âHandful,â he said.
âSee that,â the man replied. He nodded forward. âNadineâll be serving dinner about now. Her place is on the edge of town. You can follow me.â Although his eyes were shielded, Sera felt his gaze across the top of the car. âNadine runs her grandfatherâs diner, Dr. Hudson. You can ask your questions while we eat.â Nudging his hat forward so the brim hid the entire upper portion of his face, he added, âAssuming once theyâre answered, you still want to eat.â
She wouldnât react, Sera promised herself. That would be counterproductive. Instead, she let Sig concentrate on the road that wound away from the interstate through a majestic expanse of pines, boulders the size of city buildings and a steady stream of out-of-state trucks.
Five miles in, the truck traffic thinned, the boulders softened and houses began to appear. Farmhouses at first, followed by larger, turn-of-the-century homes that ambled back from tree-lined streets.
A rustic sign with a hand-carved mountain peak rising above a lake welcomed them to Blue Ridge, Home of the Happy Mountaineer. Population five thousand, six hundred and twenty-seven.
Sig glanced in the rearview mirror. âDo you see my smokes back there?â
âNo, and Iâm not digging through a pile of old food wrappers and napkins to find them. Youâre a rolling health hazard, Detective Rayburn. Cigar stubs, cigarette butts and God knows how many million bacteria, all alive and thriving inside your vehicle. You inhale coffee like air, pour enough grease into your arteries to kill an elephant and probably havenât gotten eight hours of smoke-free sleep since you joined the force.â
He chuckled. âYouâre a shrink, Sera. What does a head doctor know about high cholesterol, lung disease and sleep deprivation?â
She lifted the dark hair from her neck. âAmong other things, my uncle does a weekend medical clinic in Haight-Ashbury. I help out when he needs it, which is often because he tends to be overrun and doesnât like to turn anyone away. How do you know him, Sig?â she asked after a brief pause. âThe cop with theâŠâ She started to say sexy mouth but changed it to ââŠblack hat?â
He peered into the setting sun. âOh, Logan and me go way back.â A finger tapped the windshield. âIs he pulling off the road? All I can see is dust.â
âGravel parking lot.â She let her hair fall. âMy skin hates you.â
âYour skinâs gorgeous, as, I trust, are your manners. Five starsâŠâ
âYes, I know. Only in the night sky. As long as the foodâs recognizable, Iâm good.â
And more than ready to stop, she realized, stretching her back as she slid from the car seat.
Every article of clothing she wore, from the pale-green linen halter to the white capris stuck to some part of her body. And it was going to be an adventure navigating the unpaved, pothole-filled parking lot in strappy three-inch heels.
A collection of trucks and SUVs sat at odd angles outside the weather-beaten one-story building whose sign read Frankâs Diner.
She stopped stretching to do a humorous double take down the side. âAre those horses?â
âThe bayâs Billy the Kid. The black is Jesse James.â
She suppressed an urge to jump when the cop in jeans wrapped his fingers around her arm.
âNadineâs grandfather swears one of his ancestors was related to Jesse.â
âSo he named a horse after him.â
She caught the quirk of his lips in profile. âNo one you knowâs ever been named for a dead relative?â
âNot a notorious one, OfficerâŠâ
âLeave it at Logan.â
âEvening, Chief. Rainâs coming.â The man shambling past, sprinkling tobacco in a rolling paper, barely spared them a glance. âItâs my night for poker if you feel like letting us win back some of our hard-earned cash. Wouldnât blame you a mite, though, if not. Sheâs a real pretty lady.â
Sera would have grinned if she hadnât caught the edge of a rut and almost snapped her ankle in two.
âHorses, poker and holes big enough to swallow small children. Iâm charmedâŠâ She cast the man whoâd caught her a sideways look. âChief.â
âItâs a label. Means nothing.â
âUh-huh. It only signifies that youâre in charge of a town containing five thousand, six hundred and twenty-seven souls. Which would make sense at this point in Sigâs life. But everything about you screams big city cop to me.â
His lips quirked again. âYou might want to check your inner voice, Doc. Cities and me donât get along these days.â
Meaning they had once? Interesting, she reflected, as they reached the dinerâs porch. But it wasnât as interesting as the fact that he knew her name and undoubtedly her story.
Several feet behind them, Sig sucked smoke into his lungs at an alarming rate. Because her arm was tingling, Sera eased free and strove for an unimpeded look at the man called Logan.
He was tall and rangy, with sleek muscles, long legs and dark hair that curled well below the back of his hat. He needed a cut and a shave. And she needed distance because not only was her skin tingling, but also her pulse was doing an erratic tap dance.
Food would help, she decided, plucking at the front of her top. âIs Nadine a good cook?â
âBest down home in Blue Ridge.â
âHe means if youâre expecting art on a plate, you wonât get it here.â Sig studied the black clouds massing over the distant Big Horns. âThose coming this way?â
âJoe says they are. Heâs usually right.â
âThen we should get down to business.â
Sera arched guileless brows. âWeâre doing business? I thought we stopped here for answers and a hearty meal.â
âIâm stopping, Doc. Got something different in mind for you.â
Where was a control button when you needed one?
âSigâŠâ
âYouâre not stopping, Sera. Youâre staying.â
Prepared for that response, she met his hard stare and simply asked, âWhy?â
âBecause I trust Logan. Heâs the best, and as bad as I wanted that bastard Blindfold Killer before, I want him doubly bad now. Heâs murdered sixteen people over the years. That includes his most recent victims, your friend and my partner. You saw his face, Doc. I know it, and so do you. Unfortunatelyâand this is where my faith in Logan comes inâone hell of a vicious killer knows it, too.â


