
Fallen Crest Book 4: Fallen Fourth Down
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Tijan
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My mother tried to destroy me. She doesnât exist to me anymore and my father, the one who raised me and the biological one, are both works in progress. The only two people that I can trust are Mason and Logan, and theyâre the two people who I could lose. It wonât happen. I wonât let it. No matter the truth, no matter who loves me, I wonât let anything or anyone come between us.
Theyâre my world. Theyâre my life.
Theyâre my family.
CHAPTER ONE
SAMANTHA
Logan loves me.
Tateâs words had been haunting me for three months. They could destroy everything. I already lost one family; I didnât want to lose another. It would fuck everything up if my soul mateâs brother loved me. I thought about those words even now, sitting in bed as Mason slept next to me. As I watched him sleep, tears threatened to spill.
The fear, terror, paralyzing horrorâyou name it, I felt itâsurged up in me again. Mason was leaving for college today. This was the day that would start my most challenging year ever.
Mason had become my rock, my soul, my way of living. Some say that I depended on him too much, but I didnât give a damn. He and his brother, Logan, protected me when everyone had abandoned me. If Logan did love me, everything would be destroyed. The family unit we had would be gone. Jealousy and mistrust would take its place. I couldnât shake the fear that Mason would follow through on a threat he said a year ago: No girl would come between him and his brother.
Well. Hello. Here I am.
He opened his eyes, and it was like heâd been awake the whole time. His green eyes looked right into me, like he always did, immediately alert and focused, and he reached over. Trailing a hand up my arm, he tugged the blanket down, then curved his hand around my waist. He pulled me down, and asked, âWhatâs wrong?â
He positioned me so I was laying on top of him, and I just savored being with him. Mason Kade was beautiful to look at and even more beautiful to touch. He was all muscle, so solid and powerful, all right beneath me. He was over six feet tall. Sculpted broad shoulders. His back was contoured, and his muscles tapered down to a trim waist, making him look like a perfect specimen. With black hair cut in a crew cut, chiseled cheekbones, a strong jaw, and a perpetual smirk that tugged at the corner of his mouth, he couldâve been a model. He wasnât. Instead, he was the future star wide receiver for Cain Universityâs football team.
Heâd been a god in Fallen Crest. He and Logan both were. Iâd endured hell over the last year just because I was his girlfriend, but he was going to a Division One school. That meant his games would be televised nationally. ESPN coverage. Future NFL talks.
âHey,â he murmured, his nose nuzzling my neck. His arms tightened their hold on me, pulling me tighter on top of him. âTalk to me.â
âYouâre leaving. Enough said right there.â
âSam.â
I shook my head. Weâd been inseparable over the summer. I wasnât sure if it was on either side, or more from me. I should tell him my fear, what Tate said to me, but I couldnât. Couples are supposed to tell each other the bad stuff, even if it might hurt. I knew Mason would want me to tell him, but my vocal cords shut down. I couldnât say a word.
I wanted it to go away. Logan didnât actually love me. It was all a lie or a horrible joke.
âHey,â he murmured again, catching my chin and turning me so I was looking right into his gaze. âTell me whatâs going on? I know somethingâs up. Youâve been off all summer, running more than usual.â He paused. âWhat is it?â
Tell him. Just tell him, let the chips fall how theyâre supposed to. Then his voice came back in my head, âIâm not going to let anyone get in between my brother and me.â
I couldnât say anything. I was a coward.
âSam?â He cupped the side of my face, and his thumb brushed a tear aside. âEverything will be fine. Weâre going to talk every night. Eleven at night, every night. Itâs set in stone for me, no matter what. And youâre in a good place. David was a fuck up before, but heâs coming around. Heâs trying to be a good father to you, and you have Malinda; sheâs awesome. Analise is still in that treatment center. My dad said sheâs going to be there for a long time. Loganâs across the road. Thereâs no Kate. No one will mess with you this year, and if they do, just tell Logan. Heâll deal with them. You and I are good. Thereâs nothing to worry about. I love you.â He sat up. As he did, he held me in the air, holding me in place, and he rested against the headboard. I was placed back down, straddling him. Feeling the strength of his muscles underneath me, a rush of adrenalin went through me.
My hand fell to his waist, lingered there, and he trembled under my touch. That was me. That power over him, was all me. He was mine. So many wanted him, but he was all mine. I let that filter in. That gave me reassurance. That made me feel like I was on top of the world, having him love me so much. When I thought about that and felt Masonâs love, Tateâs words were shoved to the back of my mind.
What she said didnât matter. It couldnât.
âAssholes, get up!â Loganâs voice came from the hallway, and he pounded a fist on Masonâs door. âHeâs not just yours today, Sam. You have to share. Heâs my brother, and heâs leaving me too.â He pounded again on the door. âThis is your thirty minute notice. You have a half hour to do your deed, ride him hard, and then get dressed. I want my time with him.â
Masonâs chest moved as a laugh came from him. His hands went to my legs, and he pressed them down, moving me so I was grinding on him, and he said back, âYou want to ride me?â
There was a brief pause before Loganâs response. âOnly if Sam isnât getting the job done. Iâll pull on my brother shorts and make you feel all girly and pleasured.â
I rolled my eyes.
Mason called back, âGo suit up.â
Logan groaned, and his voice muffled through the door. âHow did this conversation take this turn? This is very weird.â
I shook my head and yelled back, âThey always do with you. Youâre the common denominator.â
Logan laughed. âDenominator. Donât you mean dominator? Come to think of it, take your time. Whereâs Kris? I feel like finding my own dominator. I like being submissive. It makes me feel special and precious all at the same time.â As he kept talking, his voice faded when he walked down the hallway. Then he called back, from further down, âBe done in two hours, Sam! I call dibs with my brother after that.â
Mason chuckled, and the sound of it acted like a caress, rushing through me and making my insides curl. He cupped the back of my head, anchoring me as he looked into my eyes again. âEverything will be fine. I promise.â
I wanted to believe him. âI know.â But I didnât. I should tell him, but I couldnât. Not yet. It would come out, though, and that was the day my world would be threatened. I closed my eyes again and let my head fall forward so it was resting softly against his. Moving to kiss me gently, he whispered, âI love you, Samantha.â
âI love you, Mason.â I would relish this moment with him, go with him to help him move into his room, and Iâd come back to start my senior year. Itâd be me and Logan in Fallen Crest.
Iâd have to figure everything out later, one day at a time. With that final decision made, I moved to meet his lips with mine and applied pressure. He groaned, meeting my command for more, and it wasnât long before he slid into me. As he did, I held onto him. I didnât want to let him go.
Sam
Weâll get through the year. I promise.
Mason
This year will suck. Donât lie.
































