Rebel Lady, Convenient Wife
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June Francis
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Driven from her home by accusations of witchcraft, Lady Anna Fenwick embarks on a dangerous quest. Her reluctant protector is darkly brooding Jack Milburn, a merchant venturer with a shadowed past. Jack exists only to exact his revenge on the man who killed his lover and their son, but Anna slowly teaches him how to feel again. So when fate returns Jack's son to him, miraculously alive and well, marriage seems the answer. But will Anna ever be more to Jack than his convenient bride?
Chapter One
England, summer 1475
The air felt hot and humid. As she left the village, Lady Anna Fenwick could hear the rumble of thunder in the distance. If she was to reach home before the rain came, then she was going to have to hurry.
Something sharp hit her on the cheek and she heard a manâs whispering voice say, âTake that, witch! May God strike you down dead.â
Shock brought her to a halt as blood trickled from a cut on her face. Only recently had she become aware of the servants looking at her askance and whispering in corners. Her heart was heavy as she recalled a couple of village women holding out horn-shaped amulets, believed to be effective against the evil eye, as she passed by.
âMurderess! Adulteress!â hissed the voice.
Anna wanted to shut her ears to the accusations. But what good would that do? She found it difficult to believe that anyone who knew her could speak of her in such a way. It was a year since her four-year-old son, Joshua, had died of the whooping cough. Her grief had been almost unbearable, worse than when her husband, Sir Giles, had died a year earlier. During the last few months she had felt ill at ease in her own home with just the servants and Gilesâs nephew, the son of his dead sister, and his wife, Marjorie, for company. Whilst Giles had been alive, Willâs manner towards her had always been circumspect but she knew he resented her. He had lived with Giles since being orphaned as a youth and had been his heir until, at the age of forty, Giles had fallen in love with Anna and married her. On his death bed her husband had told her about the marital agreement that he and her eldest half-brother, Owain ap Rowan, had drawn up on the eve of Anna and Gilesâs wedding.
âYouâll burn in hell,â said the voice, forgetting to whisper this time.
She recognised the voice and a shudder passed through her. Will! What a fool she had been to trust him this past year, but her sorrow had blinded her temporarily to his devious ways. He had believed he would inherit Fenwick Manor on Joshuaâs death, but he had been mistaken. A codicil in Gilesâs will had left all to Anna should aught happen to their son.
After Joshua had been laid to rest with his father, she had been emotionally exhausted and hoped that the goodly sum of money that Giles had left Will would suffice to keep him happy. Sheâd had reason to believe that was so, for the following day he had been so caring that she had willingly accepted his suggestion that he and Marjorie continue to live with her to keep her company. Feeling numb after this second terrible blow, she had been glad of his help in running her manor. But slowly she had come alive again and shown a determination to manage her own affairs. It was then that Will had begun to reveal a much darker side to his nature and Marjorie had become less than friendly. Yet if Anna had not overheard the gossip whispered behind her back, it would never have occurred to her that they might wish her dead.
âMurderess,â whispered the voice, again.
Her heart beat rapidly. âCome out of there and face me if you dare!â she cried.
There was a rustling in the hedge that bordered the field of ripening corn. âYouâll get your deserts. Like mother, like daughter, youâll meet the same fate as she did,â called the voice.
The words puzzled her and she turned full circle in an attempt to pinpoint Willâs location. âMy mother died in childbirth. Explain yourself!â
âThey lied to you.â
âIf youâre referring to Owain and Kate, I donât believe you, Will,â said Anna firmly, peering through the thicket of hawthorn, but unable to see him. âAnyway, Iâve had enough. Iâm for home before the storm breaks. You and Marjorie can pack your bags and leave Fenwick.â
A flash of lightning and a crash of thunder almost drowned out her voice, warning her that the storm was nigh. Picking up her black skirts, she raced for home, wanting to be indoors before the rain came.
She took a shortcut through the herb garden where the fragrance of lavender, thyme and gillyflowers filled her senses. The air was stifling and the earth was thirsty for moisture. She tore open the wicket gate and ran towards the back of the house. Once indoors she expected to find some of the servants in the kitchen but it was empty. She searched the ground floor, but there was no one there. Had they all decided to desert her whilst she was out of the house? What about Marjorie, who had still been abed when Anna had left to walk to the village an hour or so ago? Perhaps she and her maid were upstairs.
Anna took the stairs two at a time to the first floor but she saw no one as she made her way along the passage to her bedchamber. She felt hot and sticky and decided to change her garments as soon as she was in the safety of its confines. She pushed open the door and froze as a figure stepped out of the shadows. There was a crash of thunder and it seemed to echo the pounding of her heart as she gazed at the demonic red face with horns protruding from its head. A red cloak swirled about the black-clad apparition as it moved towards her. She backed away and would have turned to run if the door had not slammed behind her.
âHave your way with her quickly and then Iâll see she burns,â said Willâs voice behind her.
Terror overwhelmed her as she felt a shove in her back that catapulted her towards the gruesome figure. Black-gloved hands seized her, holding her in a vice-like grip. She was aware of heavy breathing and averted her face. On doing so, she realised that a couple of inches of flesh showed between glove and sleeve. This creature was no devil, but human. Anna sank her teeth into his wrist and drew blood. A curse issued from beneath the devilish mask and then he was tearing at her clothes. She struggled violently, aware of Willâs laughter in the background.
âYouâll regret this,â she panted, attempting to prise the manâs hands from her breast.
As soon as she spoke those words a flash lit up the darkened sky outside her window and there was a violent crash of thunder that shook the whole house. Her captor jumped violently as there came a roar and a crackle from overhead. She looked up and saw smoke issuing from a break in the ceiling. He began to shake and released her abruptly.
She glanced at Will and saw the fear in his face. She put out a steadying hand to the bedpost and clutched her torn garments so that they covered her nakedness. âHow dare you lay hands on me! You will pay for this infamy,â cried Anna, pointing an accusing finger at him. âLeave now or it will be you and your accomplice who will burn.â
Willâs eyes darted from her to that devilish figure. Then he wrenched open the door and shot out of the chamber. Annaâs assailant quickly followed hot on his heels. She collapsed on to the bed. Her shaking hands still clutching her ruined gown of black linsey-woolsey. She could hear the thudding of their feet on the stairs as they made their escape. For a moment, she did not move and then the smell of smoke caused her to gaze upwards. More thin streams of smoke were issuing through other cracks in the ceiling and she realised the thatch must be alight. She had to get out of there!
She sprang to her feet, thinking there were items that were precious to her in this room that she must save, in case the whole house caught fire. She changed out of her torn garments and into another gown. She hurried to pack a few clothes, legal papers, Gilesâs precious parchments, as well as items essential for her toilet. Then she fastened a pouch, containing as much coin as she could carry, about her waist. The sound of breaking glass, as the window shattered, caused her to jump out of her skin. She must make haste. From the chest at the foot of the bed, she took out her tapestry work and then lifted her lute from the wall. The instrument had been a Christmas gift from her half-brother Owain, made in Venice and delivered into her hands by merchant venturer Jack Milburn. He had vanished whilst in France six years ago.
Swiftly she wrapped the instrument in the folds of the tapestry and tucked it under her arm. She gave one last glance about the room. Here she had spent many contented moments, as well as heartbreaking ones. Giles had breathed his last and her son had died in her arms in this bed. With tears trickling down her cheeks, she hurried from the bedchamber. With a bundle held up to her nose and mouth against the smoke, she raced along the passage, only to pause when she reached the door of Will and Marjorieâs bedchamber.
She could hear snoring and remembered that she had been going to look in on Marjorie. She banged on their door. âMarjorie! Is that you in there? Wake up! The roof is on fire and you must get out of the house.â
There was no reply, but Anna thought she heard a break in the snoring. She lifted the latch, but the door did not yield so she banged again. âMarjorie, you must get up!â
A sleepy voice called, âGo away!â
âNo! Rise and save yourself,â said Anna, attempting to open the door once more.
âI will not!â Marjorie yawned. âWill said I must not listen to aught you say because you will cast a spell on me.â
An exasperated Anna said, âIt is not true! I donât know why Will should say such things, but I am no witch. Do get up or you could die in your bed.â
âIâm not listening,â said Marjorie in a sing-song voice. âI have my hands over my ears.â
Anna groaned. âMarjorie, donât be a fool! If you do not leave now, it could be the end of you.â When there was no answer, her heart sank. If she herself did not hurry, then she, too, could be trapped in the house by the fire. What was Will thinking of to leave his own wife possibly to die in her bed? And whose face was behind that devilish mask? She prayed to God to protect her from the pair if they were laying in wait for her somewhere downstairs, or in the grounds. She called to Marjorie again but she did not answer her.
With a terrible sense of foreboding, Anna hurried downstairs. She went through the hall, but it was deserted. Cautiously, she entered the kitchen, but that, too, was empty. She went outside, but there was no sign of anyone. She placed her belongings outside the stable and then gazed up at her house. The whole roof was aflame. Pausing only to remove the veiling that covered her wimple, she soaked it in a water butt before running back to the house. She had to try to persuade Marjorie to leave one more time.
Anna covered her nose and mouth with the wet veiling and hurried upstairs as fast as she could through the ever-increasing smoke. She found Marjorie lying prone outside her bedchamber door. She was still alive, but scarcely breathing. Anna wiped Marjorieâs face with the damp cloth, but still she did not stir. Anna felt a rising panic and struggled to lift the other woman to her feet, but she could not do it, so instead she dragged her along the passage towards the stairs.
Annaâs chest was wheezing and she was fighting for breath by the time she got Marjorie outside. Then she herself collapsed on to the ground beside her. It seemed an age before Anna felt able to make the effort to pull Marjorie farther away from the house on to the grass. There she sank to the ground again and this time it seemed longer still before she had the strength to get to her knees. To her dismay, Marjorie had ceased breathing despite all Annaâs efforts.
She staggered to her feet and gazed at her house; she could only stand by helplessly as the flames consumed her home. Her heart felt like a stone inside her. She had loved this house, but with her husband and son gone from this earth, it had been a lasting reminder of the sadness of their deaths. She wept afresh for them and the happy times spent inside its walls, as well as for Marjorie.
âWhy has fate dealt me such agonising blows?â cried Anna to the skies. âAre you punishing me, God?â
No heavenly voice answered her and, frustratingly, the storm clouds had passed, spilling hardly any rain. But where was Will and his accomplice? She could not place any faith in his caring about her safety, but what about his wife? She doubted he would accept that she had tried to save Marjorie. Instead, she was convinced he would use that timely flash of lightning and his wifeâs death to strengthen his accusation that Anna was a witch. A chill of fear ran through her. She had to leave here now, in case the two men returned, and ride for her old home at Rowan Manor. Owain and his wife, Kate, had reared her from babyhood and she could trust them to help her.
Fortunately the fire had not spread to the outbuildings and she went in search of her saddle and bridle. On finding them, she paused only long enough to drink some water and pack her belongings in a pair of saddlebags, before hurrying to where her horse was cropping the grass in a nearby field. Nervously, she kept looking over her shoulder. No doubt Will would realise she had survived the flames when he saw that her horse was missing. It was possible that he might even guess her destination and follow her. But hopefully, she would have enough of a head start to manage to escape his clutches. Rowan Manor lay several leagues away; although she felt weary with fear and grief, she prayed that God would have mercy and enable her to reach Owain and Kate before nightfall.
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Anna darted a look behind her and thought she caught sight of a lone rider half a mile or so to her rear. Terror caused her heart to jerk within her breast. She could not see him clearly, but was convinced it was Will and wondered what had happened to his accomplice. She had ridden some five leagues along byways and tracks through the Palatine of Chester and her whole body ached after her ordeal. But she was now within a couple of miles of Rowan Manor and urged her palfrey from a canter to a gallop. She was relieved that the sky had cleared and the ground was neither too wet nor too dry, only yielding slightly beneath her horseâs hooves. God willing, she would reach Rowan before Will caught up with her. She whispered encouragement in her horseâs ear and dared to risk another glance behind her.
To her dismay, the rider was now close enough for her to recognise Willâs cadaverous features and tall, bony figure. She told herself that she must not let fear disable her, causing her to lose control of her horse. Ahead lay the crossroads that signalled the turning into the lane that led to Rowan. Once she was within the bounds of Owainâs lands, then most likely there would be men in the fields and she would be safe.
As her horse took the turning, Anna saw too late the sycamore split in half, so that part had fallen and blocked the path. Her horse reared and, despite all her effort to remain in the saddle, she was thrown to the ground. Luckily she landed on grass, but the breath was knocked out of her. The shock of the fall affected her vision so that colours appeared to be washed out of everything. Feeling half-blind, she gasped for breath, scared that her horse would lose its balance and crush her. She forced herself to make the attempt to claw her way out of the reach of its flailing hooves. Then, unexpectedly, she was seized by the back of her cloak and hoisted into the air. Deposited in a sprawling heap in front of a saddlebow, she was aware of the scent of sandalwood and male muskiness. She struggled frantically to gain control of her limbs and get a grip on the horse.
âHold tight,â ordered an unfamiliar, steely voice.
Relieved that it was not Will who had arrived on the scene first, Anna did her best to comply with the manâs order. Still suffering from the effects of her fall, obedience proved difficult; she could feel herself slipping from the beast. Simultaneously, she realised that her rescuer had managed to control her horse. Its front hooves were on the ground; despite a great deal of snorting and blowing from the animal, all this had been accomplished in a matter of moments. But before Anna could catch a proper look at the man, she completely lost her balance and toppled to the ground.
This time she managed to land on her feet. Finally upright, on solid ground, her first thought was for the horse that had been hers since it was a foal. She loved her mare dearly and hastened to comfort her, stroking her nose and whispering soothing words into its flickering ear. So it came as a complete surprise to find herself being seized again from behind. This time she felt as if she was being strangled as she was yanked off her feet and placed face down across a very different horse. She was in no doubt about who dared to mishandle her in such a way.
A hand pressed down on her head and Will snarled, âKeep your eyes away from me, witchâs daughter, or it will be the worse for you.â
âBy the Trinity, what do you think youâre doing?â demanded Annaâs rescuer in a harsh voice. âRelease her at once or you will taste steel!â
She tried to get to get a glimpse of him, but that proved impossible with Willâs hand crushing her face into his horseâs neck. âKeep out of my affairs,â said Will. âThis oneâs a witch and a murderess, just like her mother, and will burn for her latest foul deed.â
âItâs not true,â gasped Anna in a muffled voice.
âShut your mouth, madam!â ordered Will, pressing down harder on her head.
âDid you not hear me?â thundered her rescuer. âRelease her at once, I say.â
âIf you value your life, I suggest you keep out of this,â warned Will. âI repeat, this woman is a witch and she is dangerous.â
âIf that were true, then you should have more sense than to treat her so disgracefully,â said her rescuer, his tone deceptively soft. âI will not ask you again to release her.â
âWho are you that I should obey such commands?â sneered Will, reaching for the amulet about his neck. âThis protects me. Now go before she bewitches you.â
As soon as Anna felt Will remove his hand, she lifted her head so as to see how her rescuer would respond. He had manoeuvred his horse alongside Willâs mount and her first sight of him was of long muscular legs clad in black hose and leather boots, clamped against his horseâs flanks. Raising her eyes, she saw that he sat tall in the saddle. His shoulders were broad beneath a black woollen doublet that was open at the neck to reveal a white shirt and sunburnt throat. A scar snaked down his right cheek, lending a certain harshness to his features. Suddenly she became aware of chilling blue-grey eyes beneath hooded dark brows returning her gaze. Her heart performed a peculiar somersault; there was something familiar about this man. Yet she could not remember where she had seen him before.
Even so she said, âOf your courtesy, sir, I beg you not to listen to him. None of what he says is true.â
Her rescuer inclined his dark head. âFrom my experience it is a great mistake to leave women to the mercy of cruel bullies.â
Will flushed with anger. âYou should not have gazed upon her. Already, she has bewitched you. I tell you that she has bad blood in her. Not only is she a witch, but murdered her husband because she had a lover!â
âYou speak false,â cried Anna indignantly, digging her gloved fingers into Willâs leg in an attempt to drag herself upright. Instantly he slapped her hand away.
Within seconds her rescuer had seized Willâs wrist and had his knife at his throat. âI did warn you,â he said in an icy tone.
Willâs eyes glinted with fury. âYouâll rue this day, for daring to set your will against mine, stranger.â
âYou would be wiser thinking before you open your mouth. First, you threaten a so-called witch and then the man holding a knife to your throat. You will beg the ladyâs pardon or I will slit you from ear to ear.â
Her rescuerâs voice reminded Anna of iron encased in velvet and she shivered, despite herself.
âIf youâyou think you c-can get away with m-my murder then youâre mistaken,â stuttered Will. âThere are those who know my errand and she will burn and so will you.â
âI donât know how you can live with your conscience, Will,â cried Anna angrily. âAnd what about Marjorie? Where were you when my house was burning and she was in need of rescue? You lied to her, too, and so you are to blame for her death!â
An unexpected sob broke from Will. âI did not intend for her to die. I thought she would have gone with the servants. Only they saidâŠâ His face turned ugly again. âIt is your fault, you witch!â
Without hesitation the stranger slashed the ties that fastened Willâs cloak, causing him to squeal in terror. Hastily he stammered out an apology to Anna.
âLouder,â ordered his captor.
Will swore, but the prick of the blade drawing blood had him yelling out the words.
Anna did not feel sorry for him at all; she wanted to get down from his horse and be rid of him. She had done her best by him, but he had betrayed her. âThank you, sir,â she said to the stranger. âBut I deem that will do for now.â
âIf that is your wish.â Her rescuer replaced the dagger at his belt and loosened his grip on Willâs wrist. Immediately the villain attempted to push Anna to the ground, but the other man acted with speed, seizing her by the waist and dragging her on to his horse. Will cursed the pair of them and then digging his spurs into his stallionâs flanks, he rode off in the opposite direction to Rowan Manor.
Weak with relief, Anna clung to the front of her rescuerâs doublet, conscious of the strength in the arm that held her. âIâm afraid that, by rescuing me, youâve made an enemy, sir.â
âI would have done the same for any woman in distress,â he said coolly, disturbed by the response of a certain part of his anatomy to the close proximity of her soft curves and the scent of lavender that mingled with a strong smell of smoke. He told himself this would not do; he could not allow himself to be distracted from the task he had set himself. âWhat is your destination?â he asked, slackening his grasp on her waist.
âI am on my way to Rowan Manor, the home of my half-brother Owain ap Rowan. But let me introduce myselfâI am Lady Anna Fenwick.â She proffered him a hand gloved in dirty tan kid.
He stared at her intently before shaking that small, firm hand. âI deem we are already acquainted, Lady Fenwick, although it is some time since we met. My name is Milburn. I will escort you to Rowan as that is also my destination.â
Annaâs grimy brow knitted as she gazed into his weatherbeaten face. It had been some time since last she had visited Matt Milburnâs manor in Yorkshire. âMy thanks to you. Your escort is much appreciated, as was your coming to my aid.â He gave a brief nod of acceptance for her words of gratitude. She marvelled at his strong features and wondered about the scar on his face. She was almost tempted to touch it, but reminded herself that he was a married man with children. Such an act would be unseemly and, after Willâs accusation of her being an adulteress, her behaviour must be above reproach. Even so she could not resist saying, âThat scarââ She stopped abruptly for there was embarrassment and some deep sorrow in his face. âI beg your pardon. I shouldnât have mentioned it. If you could set me down, Master Milburn, I will ride my own mount.â
Relieved to have temptation so swiftly removed, he helped her to the ground, watching Anna as she went over to her horse. She called over her shoulder, âWhen did you leave Yorkshire? It must have taken you several days to get here.â
âI did not ride. I have a ship, the Hercules, anchored off West Kirby in the Dee estuary.â
His words surprised her into turning and staring at him. âNow that I did not expect to hear. Have you had news of Jack after all this time or are you here to buy horses from Owain?â
He smiled faintly. âYou mistake me for my twin, Lady Fenwick. I am Jack Milburn.â His eyes fastened on her luscious lips as they parted in astonishment. He took the opportunity to have a proper look at her for a few seconds. Beneath her light summer cloak, she wore a loose black gown made of quality linsey-woolsey cloth that did little to conceal her curves. Wisps of red-gold hair escaped her wimple to curl on a bloodied and grimy cheek. Had that swine attacked her? She appeared lost for wordsâbut was that surprising considering the years he had been missing?
He noticed the lute poking from a fold of material in a saddlebag and memories flooded back as he was reminded of the year his father had been murdered in Bruges. He remembered a mischievous-eyed girl, whose elfin features had beamed with delight when he had presented her with the Venetian crafted lute. She had seemed so alive, her red hair like a flame about her pretty little face. He had been fifteen at the time and, in any other circumstances, a future marriage might have been on his mind, only that year had proved to him that the life of a merchant venturer was extremely risky. Taking a wife would have to wait until he had made his fortune and the time was ripe to settle down in one place.
Anna found her voice. âButâbut youâve been missing for years! We thought you were dead. We even had a requiem mass said for you.â
âSo I was informed by your half-brother Davy.â
âDavy? What has your absence to do with him?â
âIt has naught to do with him,â replied Jack, hastening to add, âIt is solely that he was on business in Europe when I returned and he performed a commission for me. Iâm surprised that you have not heard that IâdâŠcome back from the dead.â
She looked bemused. âIt is a while since I have visited Rowan, but I agree that it is strange that Kate did not send word of your safe return. Maybe it was due to my closeting myself in the house after my son died, although my late husbandâs nephew and his wife lived with me and they would have been there to take a message.â A shadow crossed her face. âI wonder if Will destroyed it. Possibly it might have arrived when I sought spiritual consolation in a nearby convent.â
So the man he had just scared off was her husbandâs nephew, mused Jack, wondering why the man was so intent on convincing folk that Anna was a witch. But he must not involve himself in her affairs as he had enough on his mind without concerning himself about her. âIâd heard you lost your husband and son. I can understand how that must feel and extend my condolences,â said Jack with a stiffness in his manner that was almost cold.
âThank you,â she said, debating whether he could really understand how painful was the loss of a dearly loved child and husband, for as far as she knew he had never wed. UnlessâŠperhaps he thought that losing a parent was equal to the terrible wrenching grief that was the loss of oneâs child. She took a deep steadying breath. âI am pleased to see you alive, Jack. What happened to you? That scarââ She stopped abruptly. âThere I go again. Obviously, the memory is painful. You have suffered, too.â She felt tears well up in her eyes and hastily brushed them away.
âDamn you,â muttered Jack, turning his back to her.
How he hated seeing a woman in tears. It put him too much in mind of his final parting from Monique and Philippe before he had left for England, knowing he would not see either of them for a month or more. He would have taken them both with him, but Monique had refused to cross the Channel. Some happening in her past had filled her with a fear of the sea and he could not shift her from her decision. If he had suspected that her husband was on their trail, then he would have insisted that she and Philippe accompany him.
âI should not have asked. I beg your pardon for prying in your affairs,â apologised Anna in a low voice that roused Jack from his thoughts.
âThereâs no need for you to do so,â he said tersely, keeping his back to her, determined not to allow the sight of her tear-stained face to weaken him. âNaturally youâre curious about what happened to me. Another time, perhaps, I will tell you.â
He considered how strange it was that he had been able to recall Annaâs childish features so quickly. Yet, during his enslavement in Arabia, heâd had difficulty remembering Moniqueâs face. It was not that he had forgotten the colour of her hair and eyes or the shape of her nose and the feel of her lips. What heâd been unable to do was compose an actual image of her whole face. Yet his sonâs face continued to haunt his dreams. Reason enough for him to not allow a sudden protective feeling and tug of attraction to the mature Anna to sway him from his chosen path.
âI look forward to hearing your story,â murmured Anna, gazing at his strong back before giving her attention to her horse once more. Suddenly she noticed that a girth strap hung loose. âJack, if you please, I would have you look at this strap.â
He walked over to her and took hold of the girth strap she proffered. He noticed the leather was not only partially torn, but also sawn through. âYou believe this was done deliberately?â he asked, raising his dark brows.
âI am the only one who uses this saddle.â Annaâs eyes were angry as she tapped a finger against the leather. âI am certain Will must have done this, to bring me down if I managed to ride for help. If I broke my neck, it would save his having to rile the villagers further into burning me. I deem that he believes by destroying me he will gain Fenwick Manor.â
âThat would make sense of his insistence on your being a witch and wanting rid of you,â said Jack, reluctantly drawn into a discussion. âYet why should he gain it on your deathâŠunless there was a clause in your husbandâs will?â
âThere was no such clause. Neither is he my nearest kin that it would pass to him on my death.â
Jackâs frown deepened. âIt does not make sense.â
Anna nodded. âBut envy is a terrible emotion, Jack.â
He agreed, fingering the cut girth strap, knowing she would not remain in the saddle with the strap in that state. Yet for her to share his horse would be untenable. As for her riding his stallionâŠ
âEnough of such talk,â murmured Anna, noticing the sun dipping beyond the horizon. âIt is time we made a move. Iâll lead my horse as the house is only a short distance away. I suggest, Jack, that you ride on and inform Owain and Kate to expect me.â
âI would offer you my hired horse but I doubt youâd be able to handle him.â
She looked up at the stallionâs powerful shoulders and knew he spoke the truth. Taking hold of her horseâs bridle, she nodded in the direction of the manor. âYou go ahead. I will follow.â
Jack hesitated. He knew he could not leave her to walk alone. That cur of a nephew might return. But he hated being ordered about; heâd had enough of that in captivity. He experienced one of those flashbacks that left him cold. He was being forced to his knees and could almost feel the lash of the whip flaying his back. He had not even known why he was being punished, understanding little of the language of his master. It was then he had determined to learn Arabic and to escape.
âWhy do you linger, Jack? Mount your horse and ride on. I will be perfectly safe,â reassured Anna.
Jack scowled down at her, resenting the instruction. âI say it is a fine evening and there will be light in the sky long enough for us both to walk and reach the house before it gets dark.â
Anna flashed him a smile. âIf that is your wish. No doubt both horses will be glad to be relieved of their burdens for a while. I have ridden mine hard and presumably you have, too.â She heaved a sigh. âWhat a day it has been and it is not over yet.â
She was aware of a terrible sense of displacement, realising afresh that she was homeless. Although the loss she felt at the destruction of her home could not compare to the grief she still felt for her son, this was just another pain to bear. Tears pricked the back of her eyes and she blinked them away, knowing she must not give way to weakness.
She looked up and caught Jack Milburn watching her. There was a bleakness in his expression that caused her to wonder what had happened to him during the years he had been missing. For the rest of the journey, she kept her eyes fixed on the road ahead, thinking how he had changed almost out of all recognition from the youth she remembered.
