
Home on the Ranch: Montana Redemption
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Chapter 1
A backbreaking day on the ranch was better than his best day in prison. Ryder Slade welcomed hard work after getting paroled a week earlier. Unfortunately, his body had forgotten the punishing side of ranch life and heâd pay for it later. He wouldnât complain though. It may be in his job description to help rescue and care for animals at the Free Rein Wild Horse and Donkey Sanctuary, but they were rescuing him. So was his ex-wife, Tori James.
Despite their divorce and her subsequent remarriage, Tori had remained his dearest friend. Sheâd stood by him during his five-and-a-half-year stint behind bars, when most of his family had kept their distance. Not that he blamed them. After all, heâd been sentenced to ten years for killing his father. Confessing to involuntary manslaughter had been the best and worst decision heâd ever made. It had also had more consequences than heâd ever imagined.
âHow are you doing out here?â Tori braked beside him and handed him a bottle of water through the window of her seen-better-days pickup.
Ryder used the bottom of his T-shirt to wipe the sweat from his brow, then thirstily twisted off the cap. âThank you.â He took a long swig as he gazed out over the couple hundred acres his ex-wife had purchased after his incarceration. âIâm almost finished replacing this post, then Iâll head in. What time did you say the hay delivery was coming?â
Tori checked her watch. âAround four, so you have an hour. Iâm on my way to pick up Missy from school, but I should be back by then. And Nate will be home this weekend, so he can help you replace the remaining fence posts.â
He still couldnât believe Toriâs husband of two years had agreed to allow Ryder to live and work on the ranch while he stayed out on the road as a long-haul truck driver. âThereâs more than a weekendâs worth of fencing to repair. For now, Iâm choosing the absolute worst ones to keep the cost down.â
Free Rein operated on a bare-bones budget, relying mostly on donations and adoption fees. That lack of funding affected his wallet too, but housing was a condition of his parole for the next three years and that meant more to him than a decent paycheck. Besides, Tori had been the only person in Saddle Ridge willing to hire him. Moving back to his hometown in northwestern Montana gave him a better chance to salvage any relationship he had left with his family...if a chance even existed.
âIâm making tuna-noodle casserole for dinner, so be sure to come up to the house for a plate later.â
Ryderâs mouth watered at the mere mention of his favorite dish. His mother had given Tori the recipe along with many others on their wedding day with a note reading: The way to a manâs heart is through his stomach.
âWeâve already gone over this.â Ryder tightened his grip on the water bottle, almost crushing it. âAs much as I appreciate the invite, youâre not responsible for feeding me.â
âItâs the least I can do after the sacrifices youâve made.â
Ryder ground his back teeth. âLetâs not go there.â
âFine, I wonât force you to discuss it, but I wish youâd acknowledge what youâve done.â A worn belt screeched under the hood of her truck. âAnd thereâs another item on my list of things to do.â
âI can replace it for you,â Ryder said, grateful for the subject change.
âI just may take you up on that offer if Nate doesnât get to it on Saturday.â She reached for her phone and typed in a note before tossing it onto the passenger side of the worn bench seat. âAs I was saying, I donât know anyone who would throw away their life for a crime they didnât commit.â
A chill ran down his spine at the memory of that fateful night. âTori, please. You promised to drop it. I canât risk someone else finding out. Not even Nate.â
Tori paled at the mention of her husband. âAbout that.â
âYou didnât.â Ryder gripped the pickupâs windowsill. âHow could you?â
âBecause Nate wouldnât have agreed to you moving into the old bunkhouse unless I told him the truth.â Toriâs amber eyes blazed, almost matching the fiery color of her hair. âWe have a solid marriage and I want it to stay that way. But what man wouldnât question his wifeâs motivation for wanting to hire her ex-husband, let alone give him a place to stay? You can trust Nate.â
Like I trusted you to keep my secret. âGo pick up your daughter.â
She didnât attempt to explain any further as the truck rolled forward. âIâll see you later.â
âYep,â he mumbled as she drove off. An uneasiness settled in his gut. Ryder grabbed the shovel heâd left leaning against the four-wheeler heâd ridden out on earlier and jammed it into the ground, breaking open a blister on his palm. His newfound freedom threatened to destroy everything he had managed to protect. Now his familiesâ fate rested in Nateâs hands. A man heâd only met a few times when Tori visited him in prison. He seemed nice enough on the surface, but could he be trusted?
An hour later, Ryder stood on the back of a flatbed truck, tossing one hay bale after another onto a smaller tractor rack heâd driven into the barn to off-load. At almost seventy pounds apiece, they were more of a workout than anything heâd done in prison. How had Tori managed to run the ranch while Nate was away with only a handful of volunteers?
A childâs laughter echoed in the barnâs entrance as a flash of blonde hair tore past him. âYouâll never catch me,â she sang as she rounded the front of the truck.
âHey, kid!â Ryder called out as he tossed another bale. He looked around for Tori and Missy. The girl couldnât be over nine or ten years old. âYou canât play here. Itâs too dangerous.â
âWho is that?â the feed driver asked from the rack as he straightened the bales Ryder threw down to him.
âMaybe sheâs one of Toriâs daughterâs friends.â They were close to the same age, although Missy had been deaf since birth and unable to speak that well; this girl sang as clear as the wind. After off-loading the top row, Ryder jumped down and worked on the next. âWhere did she go? I donât see her.â
âI think sheâs under the bed.â The driver crouched down. âNope, not there.â
Ryder released the last set of straps and continued to off-load when the girl began singing again. He looked at the driver. âI thought you said she wasnât under there.â He leaned forward, trying to see over the side without tipping the bales. âGet out before you get hurt.â
âShe must have been hiding behind the tires.â He shrugged and called to the girl as Missy ran past the truck. âIs that the deaf kid?â
Ryder halted midlift and set the bale down. âHer name is Missy, and yes, sheâs deaf.â He was fairly certain the driver hadnât meant anything derogatory by his remark, but Ryder was extremely protective of the girl heâd help raise until his arrest. Heâd been there the day Missy was born, much to the dismay of Toriâs boyfriend at the time. Good thing Ryder had been because the jerk took off the minute Missy failed the newborn hearing test.
Heâd learned sign language alongside Tori and even married her so she wouldnât struggle as a single parent. He loved them both, but heâd never been in love with Tori. When their marriage finally fell apart, Ryder felt heâd let them both down.
Ryder waved his arms to get Missyâs attention. When she looked his way, he attempted to sign before realizing he still had on his heavy work gloves. He tugged them off and heard the other girlâs laughter again before seeing her head poke out from under the bed between the truck and the rack.
âKid!â When she didnât flinch at the sound of his voice, Ryder assumed she was deaf, as well. The side of his body hit the bales as he jumped off the flatbed, causing a three-high stack to lean.
âWatch out!â the driver shouted.
Ryder turned to see the blonde girlâs back to him, oblivious to the danger inches above her head. He wrapped his hand around her arm and yanked her out of the way a split second before the entire stack crashed to the ground, almost crushing her. She screamed, and Ryder worried heâd inadvertently hurt her. He spun her around to face him and signed, âAre you okay?â
Blue eyes wild, she said, âYes,â without signing in return.
Missy ran between them signing, âWeâre sorry. Please donât tell my mom.â
âI have to,â Ryder signed. âI need to tell her parents, too.â
âNo, my mom will get mad at me,â the blonde girl spoke as she signed.
âWhatâs your name?â Ryder asked.
âPeyton.â She finger-spelled each letter before demonstrating her name sign.
âMy name is Ryder. Iâll tell your mom it was an accident, but you have to promise to be more careful.â He turned to Missy. âAnd you know better.â
âThere they are.â Tori saw the fallen bales and rushed to the girls. âDid they do this?â
âNo, but Peyton could have been crushed,â Ryder said.
Tori signed wildly to her daughter. âHow many times have I told you not to play near the outbuildings or the animals if me or Nate arenât around?â She turned to Ryder without waiting for Missy to respond. âWhat happened?â
The driver groaned as he climbed onto the truck bed and began to off-load the hay alone. Ryder had too much work to do for a lengthy blow-by-blow. âIâll let Missy and Peyton tell you and Iâll fill you in on any missing details when Iâm done here.â He watched them walk away and thought about how lucky Peyton had been as he adjusted his back-support belt and grabbed the first fallen bale, forgetting his hands were bare. The sharpness of the baling wire bit into his blistered palms as he swore under his breath. He yanked his gloves from his back pocket and tugged them on as the truck driver laughed at him. âWhatâs so funny?â
âAre you sure youâre cut out for this? Working on a ranch is tough.â
âI grew up on one, thank you.â Ryder spat, annoyed at the insinuation he was too soft for the job. âIâve just been away from it for a while. Give me time.â He was a patient man and prison had strengthened his determination. Nothing would stop him from regaining his life and earning his familyâs forgiveness.
Nothing.
Chelsea Logan enjoyed her evening drives to the horse sanctuary to pick up her daughter, Peyton. Seeing the wild mustangs run across the lush green pastures as she turned onto the ranch road was the stress relief she needed after a drama-filled day in family court. While most of her clientsâ time spent before a judge set the steadiest of nerves alight, today had been particularly rough. Watching a parent lose custody because they couldnât earn enough to support their child rankled her to the core. Especially when the ex-spouse had erected one roadblock after another. But, those injustices would make her fight twice as hard when she appealed the ruling.
A rescued burro brayed near the adoption center as she parked her Chevy Impala in front of the corral fence. She stepped out of the car and inhaled the scent of fresh-cut hay. It was only the third week of September, but snow already dappled the majestic Swan Range in the distance. She and Peyton had moved to Saddle Ridge a year ago from the bustling metropolis of Helena and she still hadnât found the time to explore the area.
She reached into her car for her bag when a pair of nice-fitting Wranglers and a Stetson caught her attention through the window. âOh, thatâs definitely not Nate,â she murmured as she watched the man saunter toward the barn. She stood for a better view and sucked in a breath as he turned toward her. Between his chiseled jawline and broad chest, she didnât know where to look first. Instead, she settled on his belt buckle, which was a mistake when he followed where her eyes landed. The wave of heat warmed her cheeks as a slow, easy smile spread across his face. Have mercy.
âMama!â Peyton ran across the yard and hugged her tight. Instantly, she knew her daughter had done something wrong since her normal greeting consisted of a shrug and sometimes a wave if Chelsea was lucky.
Chelsea tried to set Peyton at armâs length, but her daughter refused to let go. A tactic she had learned after losing her hearing. In her daughterâs mind, she couldnât get in trouble if Chelsea was unable to sign to her. Before she could pry Peytonâs fingers from her back and find out what had happened, the man had closed the distance between them.
âGood evening.â He touched the brim of his hat in greeting. âIâm Ryder. You must be Peytonâs mom.â
He was even more attractive up close. Blue eyes the color of a glacier pool coupled with a hint of sandy blond hair gave him a James Dean vibe that made her toes curl inside her high-heeled sling-backs.
âItâs nice to meet you, Ryder. Iâm Chelsea. Iâd shake your hand, but I donât think my daughter will let me.â Thank God for small favors. She shook hands all day with people, yet she suspected Ryderâs touch would leave her wanting more. Maybe it was time to download a dating app because drooling over her friendâs ranch hand could only lead to trouble. âAre you new here?â Peyton lifted her head to look at Chelsea, most likely sensing the reverberations from her voice. When she saw Ryder, her eyes widened. Uh-oh. Peyton had definitely done something wrong.
âI started a few days ago, but Iâve known Tori for a lifetime and then some. Iâve mostly been working on the other side of the ranch. I met your daughter for the first time this afternoon.â He knelt on one knee beside Peyton and signed as he spoke. âI need to explain to your mother what happened. Donât worry, it will be okay.â
Chelsea groaned and freed herself from Peytonâs stronghold, allowing her to use her hands. âWhat did she do?â
âMissy and Peyton were playing near the barn while I was off-loading hay from a flatbed. A stack of bales fell off the truck and almost hit her. She didnât get hurt, but it gave her a good scare.â
Chelsea forced the fear that grew deep within her to remain at bay. Ever since Peyton had gone deaf three years ago because sheâd contracted osteomyelitis after surgery for a broken leg, Chelsea couldnât stress enough how important it was to always be aware of her surroundings.
âWhat did I tell you when we first came here?â she asked Peyton.
âNot to wander around the ranch.â
Chelsea blew out a breath in frustration. âYou need to sign when you speak. Itâs the only way youâll improve.â The teachers had already cautioned her that Peytonâs lazy signing would become a hindrance as she got older.
An eye roll was Peytonâs only response.
âOkay, thatâs not helping the situation. Weâll discuss this later.â She returned her attention to Ryder and continued to sign. âI appreciate you telling me what happened. I apologize, and Iâll pay for any damage.â
Ryder rose, standing close enough for her to touch him, but not nearly as close as she would like. Good Lord, itâs been too long since Iâve been on a date.
âThere wasnât any. And it was an accident. Right, kiddo?â He winked at Peyton. âTori told me the feed deliveries usually come in the morning, so this was probably the first time your daughterâs been here for it. It was an honest mistake.â
âI appreciate your understanding.â She wrapped an arm around Peytonâs shoulder. âThank you.â
âMy pleasure. I hope to see you soon.â He tipped his hat briefly before walking away.
Chelsea averted her eyes from the magnificent view of him leaving and returned her attention to Peyton. âIâm glad youâre all right, but you need to be more careful. I canât watch you twenty-four hours a day.â
The corners of Peytonâs mouth turned slightly upward. She was doing her best not to smile and Chelsea didnât find humor in the situation. Being a single parent was hard enoughâraising a child who was still adjusting to being deaf and learning to communicate all over again was even harder.
âChelsea.â Tori ran down the walkway toward them. âIâm assuming Ryder filled you in on what happened. Iâm so sorry. The phone rang and when I went to answer it, they took off. I figured they were in the stables and headed down there when I heard Ryder trying to warn Peyton. I should have told him there was another deaf child around.â
âI understand.â Chelseaâs concern began to subside. âI donât expect you to have eyes on them nonstop. Theyâre kids, and they want to play. They know better though. This was on them.â She signed to Peyton, âLetâs get your things and head home.â
Riding in a car with Peyton always proved challenging. Her daughter could chatter away in the back seat, but Chelsea couldnât respond...at least not fully. Ryder was proficient in signing and she wondered if he had learned for Missyâs benefit. She wanted to drill Tori about him, beginning with is he single followed by doesnât your husband mind?
âMissy said Ryder and her mom used to be married.â
That got Chelseaâs attention. âReally? Wow.â Chelsea signed with her right hand.
âHe just got out of jail, so Mrs. James gave him a job.â
Chelsea braked hard, twenty feet before the stop sign. She twisted in her seat to face Peyton. âWhat do you mean he just got out of jail?â
âMissy said he killed his dad and has been away for a long time.â
The sound of a car horn behind them startled Chelsea. She had a million more questions she wanted to ask her daughter, but theyâd have to wait until they got home.
Forget that! She wasnât about to wait for an explanation. She pulled over, allowing the other car to pass as she pressed the phone button on her steering wheel. âCall Tori.â
âCalling Pizza.â
Crap! Chelsea disconnected the call. She pushed the button again as Peyton continued to tell her about her day. âCall Tori.â
âCalling Mom.â Oh, come on! She ended the call, waved her hand to get Peytonâs attention and brought a finger to her lips, signaling for her to be quiet.
âThird timeâs the charm.â She tried again. âCall Tori.â
âCalling Tori.â
Chelsea inhaled deep, trying to calm down as she waited for Tori to answer. How could she allow a man like that near Peyton or even her own daughter?
âHey, Chelsea.â Toriâs voice boomed through the car speakers.
âPeyton just told me something about Ryder and I need to know if itâs true. Was he just released from prison for killing his father?â
âYes, butââ
âBut nothing.â How dare she have the nerve to make excuses! âI realize you can hire whoever you want, but you had an obligation to tell me.â
Tori paused before responding, leaving Chelsea to wonder if sheâd hung up on her. âHello?â
âIâm here.â Tori sighed. âYouâre right. I should have. But Ryder Slade isnât who everyone makes him out to be.â
âRyder Slade? How do I know that name?â Slade. âIs he related to Harlan Slade, one of the deputy sheriffs in town?â
âTheyâre brothers.â
In the rearview mirror, Chelsea watched Peyton touch the speaker next to her head and detect the sound vibrations were from a phone conversation and not music. âWho are you talking to?â
Chelsea shook her head and continued her conversation with Tori. âPeyton said Ryder killed their father.â
âAccidentally.â
âI donât care if it was an accident or not.â Toriâs casualness began to irk her further. âHow long has he been in prison?â
âFive and a half years.â
âOh, good Lord. And let me guess, heâs out on parole.â
âYes. He needed a job and a place to liveââ
âHeâs living with you?â How much worse could this get? âYour husbandâs okay with this?â
âIâm sorry.â Toriâs tone thickened with sarcasm. âThatâs none of your business. I apologized for not telling you about Ryder. And I should have informed you before he arrived, but as for my relationship with him or my husband, thatâs off-limits.â
âFine, but Peytonâs not allowed over there again.â Chelsea jabbed the steering wheelâs phone button, ending their conversation.
Fifteen minutes later, she pulled into their driveway and parked, almost forgetting to unfasten her seat belt as she got out. How dare Tori allow an ex-convict near her nine-year-old daughter. She shoved her key in the front door so hard, she was surprised when it didnât snap in half. Peyton grabbed the mail from the box before following her into the house. Not bothering to even take off her jacket, Chelsea dropped her briefcase and bag on the floor and beelined for her desk on the other side of their small craftsman-style living room.
Answers. She needed answers.
She flipped open her laptop and fumbled for the power button. Just great. Now she had to tell her daughter she couldnât go to Missyâs anymore. She hated to leave her in the after-school program and dreaded the fallout. Peyton was crazy about the sanctuaryâs rescued horses and donkeys. They fed her dream to become an equine vet one day. She started talking about them at breakfast and didnât stop until her head hit the pillow at night. Hearing loss wouldnât hold her child back from reaching for the stars. Now Chelsea had to be the bad guy and take away the thing her daughter loved most.
They hadnât had these problems when theyâd lived in Helena. Her parents had watched Peyton every day after school, and most nights theyâd had dinner over there too. It had been the perfect arrangement until the deaf school closed. Without another school nearby, Chelsea had been forced to move. When a law firm in Saddle Ridge near the highest-rated deaf school in the state made her a lucrative offer, she jumped on it. The four-hundred-mile move away from family and the only place theyâd ever lived had been tough on Peyton. It took a while for the two of them to adjust, but after renting an apartment for a few months, theyâd finally found a home and settled into a solid routine...until today.
âMama? Are you mad at me?â
She closed her eyes and gripped the edge of the desk. Peyton was too young to understand Chelseaâs anger and fear. She turned to her and signed, âNo, sweetheart. Iâm not mad at you. I love you.â Chelsea needed a minute alone to think. âDo you want to help me make dinner tonight?â
âCan we have homemade pizza?â Peyton signed, restoring her faith that her daughter had paid attention to their earlier conversation.
âThe dough takes a long time to rise. Do you really want to wait that long?â
âI had a snack at Missyâs house. Please, Mama. We havenât made it in months.â
âOkay, youâre in charge of the menu tonight. Go find the recipe and get all the ingredients ready. Iâll be in to help you in a few minutes.â
Peyton spun around and skipped out of the room, giving Chelsea a chance to do a little research on Ryder Slade.
Within seconds, the screen filled with hundreds of search results. Numerous articles detailed the events that had occurred the night of his fatherâs death. Ryder and Toriâs marriage had just ended, and he had drowned his sorrows at a bar. Tori picked him up and drove him home, where an argument ensued with his father, resulting in Ryder getting behind the wheel of a truck and running him over. Frank Slade had been pronounced dead at the scene. Ryder confessed to involuntary manslaughter and had been sentenced to ten years in prison. He had just become eligible for parole last month.
Chelsea scanned article after article, the most recent from the morning of his release last week. Her hands shook as she logged on to the county website and entered his name. Two pagesâ worth of charges from his late teens and early twenties filled the screen. Nothing serious. Mostly disorderly conduct, speeding and trespassing. But it was enough to show a pattern of bad behavior.
Regardless, he had killed a man, spent time in prison and there was no way her daughter was going anywhere near Ryder Slade ever again.







































