His Pregnant Housekeeper
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Caroline Anderson
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CHAPTER ONE
‘WHAT on earth—?’
Daniel paused, thumb poised on his car’s remote locking button, and watched the woman in amazement.
She was going to do herself a mischief, struggling about in the dark trying to get that huge mattress into the skip—never mind the fact that it was his skip and she had no business putting anything in it, but since she was clearly bent on the task—literally—he had no choice but to intervene.
‘Here—let me.’
And shouldering her gently out of the way, he slid his keys into his pocket, seized the mattress and lifted it towards the skip—
‘No!’
For someone so tiny, she was surprisingly strong. ‘That’s the wrong way!’ she cried, running round to the other side and hauling on the mattress. ‘I’m not putting it in the skip, I’m taking it out!’
He stopped struggling with it and studied her thoughtfully over the top. It was about shoulder height on her, and he could clearly see her stubborn, defiant chin, tilted slightly up as if daring him to argue. He scanned her face, bare of any make-up, taking in the lank brown hair scraped back into a ponytail, the wide, determined eyes and the firm set of that really very soft, lush mouth. He dragged his eyes from it and met her eyes again. ‘Excuse me?’
‘I said, I’m taking it out—’
‘I heard you. I just don’t understand. It’s an old mattress. Why would you want to take it out of the skip?’
‘Because it’s better than the one I’ve got? For goodness’ sake, it’s unmarked—or it would have been if someone hadn’t put it in the skip. Ridiculous waste. So I’m—recycling it.’
‘Re—?’ He folded his arms, propping them on the top of the mattress, and met those fiery eyes over the great divide. Not the physical object that separated them, but the light years that divided their understanding. She really wanted this old mattress?
‘That’s right, and we’ve only got a minute before the security guard comes back round. Either give me a hand, or get out of my way and let me move it, but don’t just stand there leaning on it until he’s back!’
Daniel glanced over his shoulder towards the door of the security guard’s Portakabin, then back to the girl. ‘You want me to help you steal the mattress?’ he said incredulously, suppressing the urge to laugh.
‘Well, it’s hardly stealing, it’s been thrown out,’ she said logically, and he couldn’t argue with that. He’d sanctioned it himself. ‘So—what’s it to be? Are you getting out of the way so I can do it, or are you going to help me?’
He hesitated a moment too long, because she reached out to grab it and move it herself before he could react.
And he couldn’t let her do that. What if she hurt herself? She was only a little bit of a thing.
Damn.
‘Get out of the way,’ he said, sighing in resignation and glancing at the security guard’s door again. If he got caught—
He grabbed the handles and lifted. ‘Where to?’
‘Round the corner—it’s really not far.’
It wasn’t, but it felt far enough. One end bumped the ground, and he lifted it a bit higher and thought it might be time to take Nick up on his offer of the use of his home gym. His biceps were clearly suffering from lack of exercise—either that or it had been a rather good mattress in its day, which would have surprised him since nothing else coming out of the old hotel was much cop.
But then she stopped, sooner than he was expecting, and fumbled for a key. ‘In here,’ she said, pushing open a door that led into the derelict rear annexe of the hotel, and leaving him to follow, open-mouthed in surprise, she headed up the stairs. ‘Be careful, there aren’t any lights—they’ve cut off the power to this part,’ she warned him, then, reaching the top, she opened a door and went into a room.
He paused on the landing to get his breath back, and a smell in the air caught his nose. He sniffed. Damp. Definite, overwhelming damp. No wonder she’d needed a new mattress, he thought, wrestling it through the doorway and wondering if he’d lost his mind.
Yup. Definitely. He shouldn’t be doing this, making it easier for her to stay. Nick and Harry would kill him, but—
In the harsh glare of the street light outside, she bent and moved a few things out of the way, then pointed to the space she’d cleared, on a floor scarcely big enough to take the mattress. ‘There will do fine,’ she said, straightening up, and he got his first proper look at her without the mattress in between them, and it stopped him in his tracks.
She was—pregnant?
Squatting in their hotel, holding up progress on the renovations, screwing up their budget and deadlines, piling on the legal fees, and she was pregnant?
Oh, dear God. It went from bad to worse.
He put the mattress down, just because it was easier than standing there holding it, and she promptly lay down on it, sighed hugely and grinned up at him, her bump sticking up into the air like a little football. Her T-shirt had rucked up to reveal the safety pins holding the bottom of her jeans zip together—or trying to. The baby seemed to have made that impossible, and through the gaps he could see a glimpse of smooth, pale skin, curiously vulnerable in the harsh light.
He had an almost overwhelming urge to reach out his hand and touch it, to trail his fingers over her taut abdomen, to rest his palm against that firm swell and make ludicrous promises—
He dragged his eyes away, to find that she’d tucked her hands behind her head and closed her eyes. She patted the mattress beside her and cracked an eye open, still grinning.
‘It’s fabulous! So much better than the floor—come on, try it!’
Try it? Lie on it next to her? Was she mad? He listed the reasons in his head why this was such a horrendously bad idea, starting with a) it was stolen—albeit from his own skip!—b) it was out of said skip, and c) she was lying on it, their sitting tenant, their bête noire, the thorn in the side of their development, looking sexier than any pregnant woman had a right to look, and she was asking him to lie down with her?
He backed hastily towards the door.
‘Um—can’t. I haven’t got time. I need to get home and make a phone call.’ To Nick and Harry, to tell them that he’d met their squatter. Their pregnant squatter!
Her eyes were unreadable in the confusing light, but her actions weren’t. She scrambled to her feet and headed towards him, ducking past on to the landing and going into the next room, a woman on a mission. ‘In which case, on your way, do you think you could just get rid of this for me, because it stinks.’
‘This what?’ he asked, his heart sinking as he followed her.
‘This old mattress, of course. What else?’
What else, indeed? He closed his eyes, then opened them and studied her expectant face. Not that he could see much of it in the dark, but he knew what he’d find there if he could see. He could hear it in her voice, and he was glad he couldn’t see her eyes, or he’d go belly-up like a lovesick poodle, and he really, really wasn’t going to do this for her.
He really wasn’t—
‘You want me to dump a stinking mattress on someone’s skip?’ he asked, feeling suddenly very tired and confused and wondering what the hell he was doing in here with a pregnant woman who had no business living in their hotel and screwing up their schedule with her nonsense.
She grinned, her teeth flashing white in the gloom, and he felt his heart kick against his ribs. ‘Well, it’s only swapping it, technically. I’m sure, compared to all the other grief I’m giving them, the developers won’t care in the slightest about one miserable smelly mattress. I mean, it wasn’t great before, but it got soaked in the rain the other night when the ceiling came down.’
On the mattress? The ceiling had come down on the mattress of a pregnant woman? He swallowed the panic, tried not to think about the public liability implications and followed her further into the room.
She was right. It did stink. More than that—it was ancient, filthy and covered in lumps of ceiling. And she wanted him to carry it down the street in his home town—a town where he was trying to carve out a reputation that would hold him in good stead for the next thirty-odd years—and throw it in his own skip?
Oh, bloody hell, he thought, and grabbed hold of the handles and hefted it. Even sopping wet it weighed considerably less than the other one, such was its quality or the lack of it. He gave it another heave until it was upright, and wet plaster fell to the floor with a crash. ‘Open the door,’ he said in resignation, and wrestled it down the stairs and out on to the pavement.
‘Gosh, it really does stink,’ she said, walking along on the other side of it and wrinkling that pretty little nose. ‘All that mould—I was worried it was bad for the baby.’
Not nearly as bad as the ceiling would have been, he thought, but he bit his lip and carried the wretched mattress round the corner. Knowing his luck, the security guard would catch them, he thought, and then the game would be up. Fantastic. He could just imagine that conversation!
She halted him at the gateway and peered round it into the car park. ‘OK,’ she said in a piercing stage whisper, and he stifled a chuckle and dragged the offending article across the car park and heaved it into the skip just as light spilling from the doorway heralded the security guard.
‘Hey! What d’you think you’re doing?’ he yelled, and the girl grabbed his hand and ran for it.
What could he do? She was dragging him, laughter bubbling up in her eyes and bursting out into the night, and her hand was firm and bossy and surprisingly strong.
So he ran with her, catching her as she stumbled at the corner, and pulling her into a darkened doorway a few paces along the road, his hand over her mouth, the firm jut of her pregnancy pressing into him and jiggling as she tried hard not to laugh.
And all he could think about was the softness of her mouth under his hand, the feel of her belly against him, the strength of her hand in his as she’d tugged him away.
Then the baby kicked, a solid little thump against his gut, and the laughter faded, driven out by an urge to protect her so powerful, so immense, that it nearly took his knees out from under him.
He knew nothing about her, other than that she was claiming some title to the hotel and her right to it was being heavily disputed by the son of the late owner, who’d sold it to them just before he’d died. The son himself had assured them that her claim was totally spurious and he’d have her out in no time.
That had sounded fine six weeks ago, but then she’d refused to move, and now Dan had met her, now he’d discovered she was pregnant, that changed everything. Suddenly he needed to find out more about her, to know everything there was to know. His head was telling him it was everything to do with the hotel and nothing to do with her laughing eyes and the feel of that baby’s kick against his gut, but his heart knew better.
For the first time in nearly a year, Daniel Hamilton was interested in a woman, and everything else, including his common sense, paled into insignificance.
Her co-conspirator and press-ganged mattress-wrestler stuck his head out of the doorway and scanned the street. ‘There’s no sign of the security guard. I think he’s given up.’
‘Good. I didn’t think he’d bother much. He’s too lazy.’ She tipped her head on one side, knowing that she ought to move away but enjoying the feel of his hard, lean body against hers rather too much. ‘Well, I suppose I ought to go and find something to eat,’ she told him reluctantly, trying to summon some enthusiasm for another tin of cold baked beans, but he just eased away from her, dropping the hands that had settled warmly on her shoulders and leaving her feeling oddly bereft.
‘Haven’t you eaten?’ he said, tipping his head on one side and studying her with a little frown. She couldn’t see his eyes—it was too dark in the doorway—but the look on his face was kind, and he’d heaved mattresses for her. He couldn’t be all bad.
‘Well—no, I haven’t, or I wouldn’t be thinking about food,’ she explained patiently, and his mouth twitched, as if he was suppressing a laugh.
He stepped out of the doorway into the light of the street lamp, and for the first time she was able to see him clearly. Not the colour of his eyes, but the expression—thoughtful, curious, a little hesitant, maybe? Then he seemed to make up his mind about something, and he straightened up.
‘Fancy a take-away?’
‘I thought you had to make a phone call?’ she said, and could have sworn he went a shade darker.
‘It’ll keep,’ he said gruffly. ‘Anyway, I have to eat, too. We can take it down to the beach—my treat.’
The beach sounded OK. She wasn’t keen on the idea of going to his house or flat or whatever, but the beach seemed safe enough. Nice, even, and ‘my treat’ was music to her ears. And she didn’t have to be gone long.
‘OK,’ she said, unwilling to turn down the offer of food, whatever the source. She’d been hungry for weeks—that was pregnancy, of course, because the baby was stealing everything it needed and her diet at the moment was a little hit and miss, to say the least. She wasn’t able to earn anything, and every penny she had was destined for legal fees—
‘Chinese, Indian, Thai, Italian…?’
‘Not Thai,’ she said quickly, not yet ready to revisit the emotional minefield that was Thailand. ‘Chinese, perhaps?’
‘Sure. There’s a good one on the front. Come on, we can walk from here—unless you’re not feeling up to it?’
She shook her head. ‘I’m fine to walk. I’m fit—I’m just hungry and pregnant.’
‘Then let’s get you some food. Any preferences?’
‘King prawns, stir-fried vegetables and egg fried rice,’ she said promptly, not holding back if he was offering to buy. He took out his phone, speed-dialled a number and rattled off the order, adding Singapore rice noodles and chicken in ginger and spring onions. Oh, joy, more of her favourites! It was looking even better, she thought, and tried not to drool.
The restaurant was on the sea front, at the bottom of the steep, winding little hill that led down to the beach. She’d eaten there once, with Jamie, when they’d first come back to Yoxburgh. It seemed a lifetime ago.
Two lifetimes—
‘Coming in?’
‘Sure.’
She got her first proper look at him in the lights of the restaurant as they waited by the take-away counter, and her eyes widened. Her mattress-heaving benefactor was seriously hot! She’d already known he was tall, but now she could see the perfect geometry of his face—the high cheekbones, the chiselled jaw, the firm, full lips—and a body that even in her ‘condition’ made her pulse crank up a notch.
He was wearing a white shirt with the neck open and the cuffs turned back, showing strong, lightly tanned forearms and the powerful column of his throat. His shoulders were broad and solid under the shirt, his chest deep, his abdomen flat, his legs long and lean and clad in soft old jeans just snug enough around the hips to hint at things she shouldn’t even be considering. Fit, in every sense of the word, and he looked good enough to eat. Or touch, at least. His dark hair was soft and glossy, making her fingers itch to rumple it, and she wondered what her own hair looked like after weeks of washing it in cold water and washing up liquid and letting it air dry.
Dire.
It wasn’t speculation, it was fact, and she swallowed hard and dragged her eyes off him. He was so far out of reach it was ridiculous, and she had no idea why he was bothering with her.
Pity, probably, but she wasn’t going to walk away from a square meal on the grounds of a moral victory. Not even she was that stupid.
He picked up the bag and led her out of the restaurant and across the road to the prom beside the beach. ‘Here?’ he asked, pausing by a bench, and she nodded. There was enough light from the street lamps behind to see by, the moon was sparkling on the water, and the food smelt so good she really was starting to drool.
‘Perfect,’ she said, making herself forget about him and how far out of reach he was and concentrate on the core business. She sat down with one leg hitched up and tucked under the other thigh so she was facing him, and more importantly the food, while he pulled all the containers out of the bag, laid them out on the bench between them and ripped the tops off, then handed her a pair of chopsticks.
‘Sorry it’s not a fork.’
‘Chopsticks are fine,’ she said, stripping the paper off them and piling right in, and the first king prawn to hit her teeth made her sigh with joy. ‘Oh, boy,’ she said round it, and grinned at him. ‘Fabulous.’
It was the last thing she said for ages.
‘Better?’
She finally seemed to have eaten herself to a standstill, and her smile was a little embarrassed. ‘Oh, yes. I think I’m probably going to burst, but yes, fantastic. Thank you—and thank you for lugging that mattress for me.’
He gave a grunt of laughter. ‘Which one?’ he asked drily. ‘The one you stole, or the one you donated?’
She laughed, and her eyes lit up and sparkled like the sea. ‘Both,’ she said, then her laughter faded and she turned her head, staring out over the water and catching her full, lush lower lip between her teeth and worrying it gently.
‘Penny for them,’ he prompted softly after a moment.
She sighed. ‘I was just wondering if it was worth it—all the hassle of moving the mattress. I mean, it’s not going to be for long, is it? I can’t stay there, anyone can see that, but if I don’t—well, I won’t have any chance of getting anything for my baby, and it’s her birthright. She’s entitled to it, and I have to stay and fight for her.’
‘Her?’ he asked, ignoring the rest. There’d be time to deal with that later, when he’d spoken to Nick and Harry, but for now—
‘My baby. She’s a girl. They told me when I had the scan. I wanted to know—I mean, it’s only the two of us, and I wanted to start getting to know her. That seemed like a good place to start. We can have more meaningful conversations now.’
He didn’t even comment on that, just smiled to himself and decided that it was a rather nice idea, if a little wacky. ‘Have you got a name for her?’
She laughed. ‘Well, it won’t be Yoxburgh, that’s for sure.’
‘Pardon?’
‘I’m Iona,’ she explained with a smile. ‘Named for the place where I was conceived, apparently. It could have been a lot worse. Knowing my mother, I’m lucky it wasn’t Glastonbury or Marrakesh!’
He chuckled. ‘I have to say Iona’s far and away the best of the bunch, but I always did have a weakness for the Scottish islands.’ He held out his hand and smiled. ‘I’m Daniel,’ he said, withholding the rest of his name because he didn’t want to spoil this brief interlude. It wouldn’t be long before she knew who he was. Time enough to hate him then, he thought, and then stopped thinking for a heartbeat because her hand, slim and firm and a little greasy from the food, gripped his and, like a trip-switch in a power surge, his mind shut down and his body took over.
‘So—your daughter, whatever you’re going to call her—where will she be born?’ he asked, dragging his mind back from oblivion and retrieving his hand, and a shadow crossed Iona’s eyes.
‘I don’t know. It depends.’
‘On?’
‘Whether I can win my fight.’ She sighed. ‘It’s a long story.’
‘I’ve got time,’ he said, shifting so he was facing her and settling back against the bench, his arm propped along the back. He could see her like that, watch her body language, try and get to the root of this problem that was threatening to cause havoc with the development. And he could see her hands, curved protectively over her baby, which wasn’t, of course, nearly as important in the great scheme of things as establishing the facts, and yet seemed curiously like the most significant fact at this point.
‘It’s messy,’ she warned, and he nodded.
‘I don’t doubt it for a moment. It usually is,’ he agreed, and waited for her to go on.
She was quiet for a moment longer, then she lifted her head and squared her chin. ‘I met Jamie when I was travelling. I’d been dragged round the world from birth—my mother’s an anthropologist and a bit of a hippy, and I’d spent my life moving from place to place. I’m not sure she knew who my father was apart from the fact that he was called Rick, but it was irrelevant because he never featured in our lives after I was conceived anyway.
‘I’d scraped an education, ricocheting from one international school to another, sometimes taught by my mother when there wasn’t a school near enough, which was quite often, and somehow I got enough points in my IB—my International Baccalaureate—to go to university.’
That surprised him, and he sat up a little straighter, intrigued. ‘What did you read?’
‘Law. I wanted to be a human rights lawyer, but I didn’t finish my degree. My mother got some horrible tropical bug midway through my second year and nearly died, and I went to look after her and never went back. She recovered, amazingly, considering how ill she was for a while, but I’d missed too much by then and if I was going back I had to redo the year. I hadn’t had a gap year, and I wanted to travel on my own, to follow my own agenda for the first time in my life, so I did, meaning to go back to Maastricht at the start of the next academic year, only of course I didn’t. I went to Thailand, and I met Jamie, and we just started travelling together. We backpacked round the world, and I showed him some of the places I’d been to, and then after a year we came back to Yoxburgh to see his father.’
She stopped talking, a frown pleating her brow, and he waited, watching in fascination as emotions chased each other across her face.
‘His father, Brian, wasn’t well. He wanted Jamie to stay, to help him run the hotel, but he wouldn’t. He wanted to go, and he wanted me to go with him. I refused, so he went anyway and I stayed with Brian, helped him with the hotel and continued my studies part-time. One of the advantages of my upbringing is that I’m multi-lingual, so I’ve been working as an interpreter part-time and doing translations for a bit of extra cash as well, and I carried on doing that. Brian couldn’t afford to pay me, so it was essential, really. Then Jamie came back in November after nearly a year away. I really thought that this time he’d stay, do the decent thing, but I might have known he wouldn’t. And if I’d known—well, anyway, yet again he wouldn’t stay, not even till Christmas. He blagged some money out of his father and went back to Thailand after a fortnight, caught Japanese encephalitis and died. He never knew about the baby.’
Oh, hell’s teeth, Dan thought. This was so much more complicated than they’d imagined. He didn’t say he was sorry. It would have been a lie. If he was anything, he was disgusted at the man’s careless and irresponsible behaviour, but it wasn’t his place to say so and, anyway, there was no real sign of grief on her transparent face, just acceptance. So he kept quiet and watched her, her thumb stroking rhythmically, soothingly over the curve of the baby—a tender, comforting caress for her unborn child.
He couldn’t take his eyes off that slowly moving thumb.
After a small, thoughtful pause, she went on quietly, ‘Brian was devastated. He had a bad heart, and the shock of Jamie’s death was awful. He had a heart attack, and they told him to sell up and settle down, so he put the hotel on the market. He’d managed to get a really good deal from these developers, considering how run-down the place had got, and he was going to make sure the baby was all right. We’d found a house for the three of us to live in, and he was going to give the other half of the money to his other son, Ian. And then, a month before we were due to move, he died, and Ian, who’d never even been to see him until he was on his deathbed, came up to me at the funeral and told me his father had asked him to look after me, so he gave me five hundred pounds and a week to move out.’
He crushed down the anger brought to life by her stark rendition of the facts. ‘What about the will?’
‘He said he was going to change it,’ she told him, and a sad little smile touched her lips. ‘Like just about everything else it was on his to-do list, though, and when he died his will was nowhere to be found. He’d told me that in his original will it was all left to Jamie and Ian, and by then Jamie was dead, which was why he wanted to change it, but he obviously never got round to it, and because the will couldn’t be found, under the intestacy laws Jamie’s share will go to his brother, of course.’
‘Isn’t the baby entitled to Jamie’s half?’ Dan suggested, not sure of the facts but thinking of the justice of the situation.
She shrugged. ‘Not necessarily. It depends on the wording of the original will, but, since we can’t find it, it’s all a bit academic. I thought maybe Ian might give the baby something out of goodwill, knowing what his father’s wishes had been, but apparently he doesn’t have any goodwill where I’m concerned, so my only hope is to prove that the baby is Jamie’s and hope that the will turns up and there’s a clause in it about issue—you know, children and unborn children and so forth.’
‘Is the will likely to turn up?’
‘I doubt it. Ian ransacked the place looking for it, because without it probate takes for ever, but he didn’t find it and I think the hotel’s been cleared now ready for the builders to move in. And Brian was so horrendously untidy and disorganised that it could have been anywhere. It’s probably been thrown out by mistake, but of course I can’t go in there and look. I don’t have access to the main hotel, only the disused annexe. Anyway, I’m not allowed.’
‘Allowed?’
‘By the security guard. Site rules. We aren’t best friends.’
He made a mental note to organise a search. ‘So—what happens now?’
‘I stay in the hotel, and I’m a thorn in everyone’s side and hold things up in the hope that Ian will give in and help me out for the baby’s sake, but I can’t have a DNA test done until she’s born, and by then I’ll have had to move out of the hotel, and that’ll be that. And I don’t want to move out, because possession is nine-tenths of the law and all that, but I can’t have her there. And Ian’s refusing to budge without a valid will to force him to give me money. I can’t blame him—he doesn’t know me from Adam. He’d never met me before the funeral and I haven’t seen him since he finished tearing the place apart to look for the will. I’ve had plenty of threatening letters, though.’
Dan clamped his teeth shut to keep in his thoughts. They were unprintable, and if Ian had wandered into range just then, Dan would cheerfully have hung him out to dry. Lucky for him that he didn’t, but Iona’s situation was infinitely more complicated than they’d imagined, and the implications of her sorry little account of the events leading up to this point were huge. He needed to speak to Nick and Harry, but it was too late now, and anyway, Iona was yawning her head off and he needed to walk her home.
Home?
He nearly snorted in disbelief that she was living like that, her few possessions scattered around her on the tired carpet, the ceiling down in the next room, the all-pervading stench of mould filling the building. There was a lingering aura of it hanging over them even now, in the sea air—because of handling the mattress, or because her clothes were permeated by it? Whatever, it couldn’t be healthy living in that atmosphere.
There was no power in the annexe, no light, although the water was still on. That, apparently, was a legal requirement, and they were still at the point of trying to negotiate her removal with the solicitors.
Or they had been.
What they did now in the light of this new information he had no idea.
‘You’re tired. Let me walk you back,’ he said, and she started scraping all the leftovers into one container, squashed them down and put a lid on.
‘For tomorrow,’ she said, her words tinged with defiance as if she was daring him to challenge her. ‘Unless you want it?’
He lifted his hands. ‘Be my guest,’ he said, and vowed to sort her situation out once and for all. First thing in the morning, he was contacting the others, and if he had anything to say about it, she’d only spend this one night on her recycled mattress in that dank and dismal room with her leftover Chinese for company.
She wasn’t going to let him in, but he insisted on checking that it was safe, that nobody had broken in. Then he went out and listened to her as she closed the door and locked it. There was the scrape of keys and slide of bolts, and he wondered who she was trying to keep out. He stood there, deep in thought, worrying about her, before finally walking round the corner to his car in the car park. The security guard came out of his Portakabin and hailed him as he unlocked his car and the lights flashed.
‘You off, Guv?’
‘Yup. Everything all right?’
‘Fine. Someone put a mattress on the skip, but I chased them off,’ he said. ‘They were only kids.’
Daniel kept a straight face with difficulty.
‘Happens all the time,’ he said and, lifting a hand in farewell, he got into his car and drove home.
Home to his newly built, just commissioned house, with its five bedrooms and guest wing, stunning views of the sea and only one person rattling around in it.
Guilt pricked at him as he walked through the door and turned on the lights. Guilt, and shame. Not because of the opulence, because it wasn’t opulent at all. If anything, it was stark and spare, with nothing to detract from the purity of the spaces. The house flowed naturally from one area to another—uncluttered, simple, a perfect symphony of glass and brick and wood and stone working in harmony.
And empty.
Hence the guilt, because all this space, for one person—that was the obscenity. That, and the fact that Iona, alone and without support, was fighting a battle she should never have had to fight, in the squalid environment of that near-derelict hotel annexe. Fighting it not really with them, but with her baby’s uncle, and not for herself but for the child.
He’d have to talk to Nick and Harry first thing in the morning and see what they could sort out, because she couldn’t stay there, even without the pressing consideration of their refurbishment schedule and the fact that that wing of the hotel was due for demolition in the next couple of weeks.
They’d have to make sure she was all right, find her somewhere safe to go, he thought. He’d get on to it first thing in the morning. At least it didn’t look like rain tonight.
His conscience as clear as he could get it, he went up to bed and lay staring out over the moonlit sea and wondered if she was asleep yet on her new mattress, and if she was more comfortable, and if she was safe behind all the locks and bolts, in that dismal room with her scant possessions and her leftover Chinese meal in its little box.
When the rain lashing on the window woke him in the small hours, he lay there listening to it and wondering if the ceiling in the new room was safe or if that, too, was going to fall down on her while she slept.
Two hours later, unable to sleep again and calling himself every kind of a fool, he went down to the kitchen, made a savagely strong espresso and sat sipping it with the doors flung wide while the sky lightened and the pale disc of a watery sun rose out of the sea and sparkled on the water, tranquil and soothing, and wondered what they could do to help her.
