Just Another Miracle!
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Caroline Anderson
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Chapter 1
SHE should have known better.
If she hadn’t been so busy ogling the elegant Georgian façade framed by that magnificent cedar tree, she might have paid more attention to the screaming of her instincts.
As it was, she was totally involved with rubbernecking at the glorious symmetry of the many-paned windows, admiring the architectural grace of the fanlight over the door and the echo it found in the wide sweep of gravel on which her mother’s manky old runabout had now come to rest.
Oh, my, she thought. Oh, wow.
It was gorgeous. Not ostentatious, not pretentious, just beautiful enough to take her breath away, with the morning sun bathing the mellow cream bricks with gold and sparkling off the window-panes. She sucked in some much-needed air, then climbed out of the car, straightened her shoulders and marched up to the front door. It was slightly ajar, and she heard a clanging in the distance as she tugged the old bell-pull. In the silence that followed there was a muffled giggle.
‘Hello? Is anybody there?’ she called through the crack.
The giggle got louder, and was shushed vigorously.
She really should have known better. After all those years with Tom and David and Peter, she should have anticipated it—but she hadn’t.
Pushing open the door cautiously, she stepped in—just as the bag of flour reached head height.
The giggles escalated to a shriek, followed by the thunder of running footsteps on the stairs.
Poppy didn’t hesitate. Her wits firmly back in place, she kicked off her shoes and sprinted up the sweeping staircase after the villains.
A door slammed along to her right, and she whipped it open and caught them on the way into the wardrobe.
‘Good morning, boys,’ she said firmly, and hooked them out of their bolt-hole.
They were twins—that much was obvious. They had the skinny arms and legs of growing boys, and at rest their faces, under the wild mid-brown curls, would have been positively cherubic. However, for the first few seconds they were still caught in the high spirits of the prank, and devilment danced in their nut-brown eyes.
Poppy released them, folded her arms and waited.
The enormity of what they had done finally catching up with them, they at last stood motionless and stared at her flour-splattered form in awe.
‘Well?’ she prompted.
‘Sorry,’ they mumbled in unison.
‘You will be. Who are you?’
‘I’m George—’
‘He’s George.’
She turned to the one who wasn’t George. ‘And you are—?’
‘William.’
‘And are there any more of you?’
They shook their heads unhappily.
‘Right, George and William, you have a little domestic task to perform, I believe?’
They gazed at her blankly.
‘Cleaning up the mess?’
Their faces fell.
‘Come on—downstairs, find a brush and sweep it up, then wash the floor. Good job it isn’t carpet; you’d be brushing it for weeks.’
A hand firmly on each collar, she marched them downstairs to the marbled hall, helped them find the cleaning tools and then, retrieving her shoes, she disappeared into the cloakroom for some running repairs.
It was hopeless. She was dredged in flour, like icing sugar on a mince pie. Removing the worst from her shoulders with a few angry swipes, she uncoiled her now white hair, shook it over the basin and wound it back up again, securing it with a few hastily stabbed pins.
There was precious little trace of the dark honey-blonde she was used to seeing. Instead she looked like a refugee from a pantomime—Old Mother Hubbard or the Widow Twankee. And as for her clothes—!
There was no way she could create a good impression now, and no way she would even bother to try. Let him keep his job and his rotten, horrible little kids! TLC, indeed—
She yanked open the door and marched up the hall, heels clacking on the black and white marble slabs.
‘Stick at it,’ she told them grimly. ‘Where’s your father?’
They looked panic-stricken, and her anger faded slightly.
One of them—George, possibly?—pointed. ‘In the library, over there—but you won’t tell him, will you?’
‘I hardly think that will be necessary, do you?’ she said drily, and walking over to the heavy mahogany door he had indicated, she rapped sharply on it and went in.
He hadn’t heard her knock. Either that or he’d ignored
it—no, he raised a hand in a ‘hang on a tick’ gesture and then dropped it again.
‘That won’t do—no, Mike. It has to be better than that.’
Poppy wondered idly what wouldn’t do, and studied the progenitor of the horrors in the hall. At least, she assumed he was their progenitor—or was the word she was looking for ‘perpetrator’? That usually applied to the person committing a crime. Yes, she thought, perpetrator fits.
He sat with his back to her in a large swivel chair, his feet propped on the edge of a huge mahogany desk, telephone in hand. It was obviously a business call, so Poppy let him get on with it. There would be plenty of time for the little she had to say.
She tried to imagine what he would look like from the front. Difficult with such. a restricted view.
He was big, she could see that instantly, even from the small amount of him that was visible over the high leather back of the chair. And definitely the boys’ father. The short brown curls that rampaged over his head gave that away.
How old? Thirty? Thirty-five? she speculated. Somewhere round there. Not older. His voice was deep, confident, assertive, the voice of a man who knew what he wanted and meant to have it. His hair was thick, and looked soft and glossy, with no visible signs of balding—yet. She’d probably change all that in a moment.
Eye colour? Blue, she decided, ice-blue to go with that commanding voice—that slightly exasperated, commanding voice. His nose would have been broken at some time—probably because he had tried to dominate some ungrateful peer at school who had failed to appreciate him. His lips would be full—no, perhaps not. Firm,
though, with a decisive set. He didn’t smile often, even though he had a sense of humour.
Poppy wondered how she could tell that from the dry conversation she was forced to eavesdrop. There was no humour in it, no humour at all.
But there had been in the advert, she reminded herself. One of her brothers had pointed it out to her in The Lady the night before.
“ARE YOU OUT THERE, MARY POPPINS?”‘ Tom had read. “’We’re good kids really, we just need a firm hand and a little bit of TLC.”’
‘Oh, yeah?’ David had snorted. ‘That’s given the advert the kiss of death!’
‘I could do with a little tender loving care,’ Peter put in.
‘More like the firm hand,’ his father commented drily from the depths of Farmers’ Weekly.
‘Hush, all of you. This looks interesting. Anyway, they couldn’t be worse than you lot. “Own flat, car, excellent pay and conditions—and if you can cook better than Dad, we’ll all be grateful!”’ She put the paper down and looked round at her expectant family. ‘I wonder where it is?’
‘Who it is, more importantly,’ her father said. ‘Sounds like a widower or divorcee—’
‘Whoopee! A little love interest for big sister!’
‘You mean s—’
‘Thomas! That’ll do—and get your feet off the table!’ Audrey Taylor reached across and swatted at her son’s toes. The chair-legs hit the floor with a crash. ‘What else does it say?’
Poppy made a little face. ‘Nothing. There’s a phone number with a Norwich code. That would be handy, just as a stop-gap until September.’
Her last nannying job had come to an end weeks ago when the family went abroad. She’d spent Christmas at home on the Taylors’ Suffolk farm, but now it was time to find something else to do just until she started college after the summer—if she did decide to go.
She eyed the advert, her interest piqued, and wondered who had placed it. Whoever they were, they had a sense of humour, she thought. ‘It won’t hurt to ring,’ she said with a dismissive little shrug, and, picking up the paper, she went out of the big rambling kitchen and into the farm office.
A large, sleek ginger cat was coiled comfortably on the chair, and she dumped him on the floor. Offended, he stalked off, tail high, the tip twitching reproachfully at her as she dialled the number in the advert.
There was no reply. At eight-thirty on a Friday evening, they were probably out somewhere. Conscious of a vague feeling of disappointment, she was about to hang up when there was a clatter from the other end and a voice shrieked, ‘I’ve got it!’
She closed her eyes and switched sides with the phone, rubbing the insulted ear ruefully.
‘Hello, could I speak to—’
‘Dad’s just coming, hang on. It’s a woman.’
‘Right—get into bed. Hello?’
The voice was deep and gravelly, sexy as all get out and harassed to death. Poppy’s lips twitched.
‘It’s Mary Poppins,’ she said. ‘I believe you’re having a little difficulty?’
There was a strangled sound from the other end that could just have been laughter. Then again, it could just as easily have been despair.
‘You might say that,’ he agreed. ‘Look, I can’t really talk now—when are you available to start?’
Poppy blinked. Just like that? ‘Now,’ she said promptly.
‘Fine—could you come for an interview tomorrow morning? Say, nine o’clock?’
And so here she was, wondering how she had thought he had a sense of humour. Probably his secretary had drafted the advert. If so, she was way off the mark. A little bit of TLC? Those kids in the hall needed more than tender loving care. They needed boot camp—and the man with his back to her probably needed a lobotomy.
She took a few seconds out to admire the sheer breadth of the charcoal-grey suit stretched taut over those rather fascinating shoulders. After all, there was nothing else to do but wait.
It was a good suit. It had that faint sheen of pure wool, perhaps with a touch of silk, and it fitted him beautifully. It seemed a little excessive for a Saturday morning at home with twin boys of about eight, but that didn’t stop Poppy admiring it, and wondering how that fine, soft fabric would feel under her fingers—
Dragging her eyes from his shoulders, she looked round the room. You could tell a lot about a person from their home ground. She, for instance, was a natural hoarder and couldn’t resist a good junk-sale. Scanning the magnificent room, she doubted this man had been to a junk-sale in his life.
The walls were lined with shelves, except for the chimney breast which housed a beautiful and very simple marble fire surround with a heavy cast-iron black grate that she guessed hardly ever saw a fire. There were bits of paper screwed up and chucked at it, some in the grate, others on the tiled hearth, and an old oil painting of a bowl of overblown roses hung over the mantelpiece.
Beside it was a big, comfy sofa with a stack of papers at one end and a heap of crushed cushions in the corner—obviously a favourite perch. Otherwise the room was empty except for the desk and the books.
Stuffed to bursting, the enormous old mahogany shelves gleamed with the patina of age, but the books were modern, a vast collection of well-thumbed tomes on an eclectic range of topics. She pulled out one on Suffolk houses and flicked through it.
He was winding up now, so she waited until he hung up.
‘Not now, boys,’ he muttered, punching in fresh numbers on the phone. ‘I’ll be out soon.’
Boys? ‘Ahem,’ she said pointedly, and shut the book with a snap.
The chair spun round, and she met his eyes with commendable composure.
Hazel, she thought, not blue. Hazel. Lovely, rich nut-brown and olive-green shot through with gold, and rimmed by dark brown lashes that she would cheerfully have sold her soul for.
After a second or two in which those hazel eyes tracked disbelievingly over her ruined clothes, he looked back to her face, his expression stunned.
‘Good Lord! What happened to you?’
‘I’ve been making pastry,’ she said sarcastically. ‘I believe you were expecting me? I’m-’
‘Mary Poppins. I know. I recognise the voice—you’re late.’
She arched a slim brow. ‘Actually I was early—perhaps unfortunately. Had I been late you might have intercepted the crisis.’
He set his pen down with great deliberation. ‘So what happened,’ he asked slowly. ‘Or don’t I want to know?’
‘You need to ask?’
‘You’ve met the clones.’ He dragged a hand down his face. ‘Look, I’m sorry—’
‘So am I. I just wanted to let you know that they’re clearing up the mess at the moment, and I’m going. Goodbye.’
She turned towards the door but he was there first, his large hand reaching over her head to hold it shut.
‘Wait—please. I’m sorry you’ve got off to a shaky start—’
‘Shaky?’ Poppy almost laughed out loud. ‘Look at me, for goodness’ sake!’ She let her breath out on a sigh and turned to face him—and swallowed. She was used to big men—God knows, her brothers all towered over her, but they had the lightness of youth. This man—good grief, he was huge! ‘Mr...?’
‘Carmichael,—’
‘Mr Carmichael, while you were sitting in here in your ivory tower, those children were running wild out there. They could have been in danger.’
A muscle worked in his jaw. ‘I wasn’t far away.’
‘No, but you were oblivious. You can’t afford to take your eyes off them for a moment—’
‘How dare you walk in here, knowing nothing of the situation, and presume to tell me about my obligations?’ he demanded savagely, his voice rising.
His firm, full mouth was set in an uncompromising line, and he was angry—livid, in fact.
She stood her ground.
‘Don’t shout at me because you’ve got a guilty conscience!’ she retaliated hotly. ‘I dare because when I innocently crossed your threshold I was flour-bombed by a booby-trap set by your sons, and you knew nothing
about it! Lord knows what other mischief they might get up to unchecked—’
‘Damn it, I don’t need lessons in childcare from some little slip of a thing not much more than a girl herself!’ he retorted angrily. ‘I didn’t advertise for a nanny because I could cope without one!’
Poppy tipped back her head and met his eyes, her own flashing blue sparks. She took a steadying breath and deliberately lowered her voice, regaining control of the situation.
‘Well, I wish you luck with your search, Mr Carmichael,’ she said, with all the dignity she could muster. ‘It’ll be a very special person who can cope with your family. Excuse me, please.’
She looked pointedly at his hand on the door, and after a second he dropped it and yanked the door open.
Drawing herself up to her full five feet seven, she nodded coolly and walked out into the hall.
The boys were standing in a muddle of mops and brooms, their eyes like saucers.
‘Sorry, Dad,’ they mumbled unhappily.
‘I’ll deal with you two later—go to your room!’ he thundered.
They fled, pausing on the half-landing to poke out their tongues.
It was a foolish move. With a muttered oath he started towards the staircase, but Poppy had seen the fear behind the defiant little gesture, and she caught his arm, blocking his way.
‘Don’t,’ she urged. ‘They’re only attention-seeking. Anger’s the last thing they need. Wait until you’ve cooled off and then go and talk to them.’
She sensed the internal struggle that lasted a few seconds,
and then his shoulders sagged and his face registered defeat.
‘I’m sorry. You’re right, of course.’ His breath left him in a rush. ‘Forgive me—can we start again?’
His smile was tentative, almost rusty, and Poppy felt something inside her give way. ‘I think that would be a good idea.’ She smiled back.
Respect dawned in the warm hazel eyes. He thrust out his hand.
‘James Carmichael.’
‘Poppy Taylor.’ His hand was hard and warm, engulfing hers in a firm grip. To her surprise the warmth spread up her arm and suffused her cheeks. She eased her hand away and tucked it out of mischief in her pocket.
‘Are you going to save my life, Poppy Taylor?’ he asked lightly, but there was a hint of desperation in his voice.
She almost laughed. Here he was, ten times their size, obviously a powerful and successful man, and reduced to chaos by the antics of two small boys!
‘Is it really that bad?’
He snorted. ‘At least! Why don’t I tell you all about it over a coffee?’
‘Thank you, that would be lovely.’
She followed him out to the big old-fashioned kitchen in the back part of the house, and closed her eyes.
It looked as if a culinary bomb had gone off.
‘Sorry, my cleaning lady’s been off sick for a week and it’s got a little out of hand,’ he explained lamely.
Poppy blinked. A little?
Why was it that a man who was so obviously highly capable should be so completely at sea when faced with domesticity? she wondered.
He pushed a pile of clothes off one of the chairs and held it out for her.
‘Have a seat. I’ll find the coffee.’
‘Shall I wash up some of the mugs?’ she suggested, and he agreed with such alacrity she almost laughed aloud.
He put the kettle on and then found a teatowel, coming to stand beside her and dry the mugs as she washed them.
There was something about the simple, homely task that broke down barriers, Poppy had always thought. This occasion was no exception.
‘I’m really sorry about the boys,’ he said after a moment, and there was no doubting the sincerity of his apology. ‘You’ve been very reasonable.’
‘I’ve got three younger brothers,’ she told him by way of explanation.
‘Ah,’ he said. That was all, but they exchanged a wealth of understanding in the smiles that followed.
‘So,’ she said after a moment, ‘how come you need a nanny?’
His smile faded. ‘I’m a widower—my wife died five years ago when the boys were three. We had a housekeeper, and she had a niece who looked after the boys during the day until they went to school. After that I had an au pair, but that didn’t work. Since then they’ve had a succession of nannies and helpers and God knows what during the holidays, and the last nanny...’ He hesitated, his mouth tightening into a firm line. ‘Let’s just say she left rather suddenly in August.’
‘Oh.’
‘Oh, indeed. Right in the summer holidays. I managed to persuade my old prep-school headmaster to take the boys as boarders from September, but they didn’t settle
well. I sent them back at the start of this term, hoping it would go rather better, but the head rang me last week and asked me to take them away.’
‘Were they unhappy?’, she asked sympathetically.
‘Not as unhappy as he was—they’d found some white paint and written something unrepeatable on the cedar shingles of the cricket pavilion.’
Poppy stifled a smile.
James picked up another mug and dried it thoughtfully. ‘It wouldn’t have been so bad,’ he added, ‘if they’d been able to spell the word.’
She laughed then, a little bubble of fun that refused to be suppressed, and he shot her a wry grin.
‘It’s funny now, but it wasn’t,’ he went on. ‘My housekeeper, who was nearly sixty, had decided at Christmas that she was going to retire—with immediate effect. That meant I would have no one here except the rather forbidding Mrs Cripps, so I had to drive down to Kent, pick the boys up from school and bring them back and somehow get them into another school as quickly as possible, and keep the business running and sort out the domestic arrangements. Then Mrs Cripps decided it was all too much and she was going off sick...’ He shrugged helplessly. ‘You see why I need a nanny.’
Poppy shook her head. ‘You don’t need a nanny, Mr Carmichael,’ she told him frankly. ‘You need a miracle.’
‘What—just another miracle? I’d order it but I seem to have lost the phone number.’ He turned towards her and she was touched by the bleakness in his eyes that underlined the bitter sadness of his remark. ‘I’m sorry they put you off. I had such hopes—still.’
He set the mug down and sighed, then reached for the instant coffee.
‘I don’t suppose you know a paragon of virtue who’s fool enough to take us on?’
Poppy had done some idiot things in her time, but she had a feeling they would pale into insignificance any second.
‘As a matter of fact, I do.’
He turned his head. ‘You do?’
She smiled faintly.
He regarded her in silence for a second, then hope flickered like a pale flame in the back of those beautiful eyes. The corner of his mouth lifted slightly, and the years seemed to fall away. ‘When can you start?’
Poppy was lost. The hope in his eyes did something terminal to her insides, and that slight lift to his mouth—the cautious little twist that made her heart thud and her palms itch to cradle that firm, stubborn jaw—it wiped away all her resolve. She opened her mouth to retract her words, but it betrayed her.
“That was a short interview,’ she said instead.
He grinned, and her last vestige of self-preservation puddled at her feet. ‘You want to be interviewed? Fine. Tell me, Miss Taylor, what makes you think you’re qualified to look after my sons?’
She smiled weakly, dried her hands and sat down at the table before her legs gave way. What had she let herself in for?
He put a mug of coffee in front of her, hitched up a chair and turned it round, straddling the seat and folding his arms along the back. He had shed his suit jacket and turned back the cuffs on his undoubtedly pure silk shirt, and she found herself suddenly fascinated by the soft curls that dusted his powerful forearms and sprinkled the
backs of his large hands with their slender, blunt-tipped fingers—
‘Well?’
Poppy blinked.
‘Your qualificadons?’
‘Oh-yes. Um—I’ve done a two-year nursery nurse training and worked for six years as a nanny—the last two and a half with the same family. The children ranged from eighteen months to nearly teens. On top of that, I’ve helped my mother with my three younger brothers, so I think I’m fairly familiar with the convoluted workings of a child’s mind!’
He gave a wry snort. ‘Thank God for that! One of us needs to be. OK, so you’re qualified. Can you cook?’
She smiled slightly. ‘Better than you, I imagine, if the advert was anything to go by! What do you have in mind in the way of domestic duties?’
He lifted one shoulder expressively. ‘Not a lot. There’s a cleaning lady—the aforementioned Mrs Cripps—five mornings a week to do the basics. It would only be a question of cooking for the family, and a lot of the time I’m out. The boys will be at school all day, so it’s a doddle.’
She looked round at the chaotic kitchen. ‘It is?’
He gave a helpless shrug. ‘If you have that sort of mind. I don’t.’
She met his eyes with a level look. ‘I can see that,’ she said drily. ‘OK, when would you want me to start?’
‘Don’t you want to know about your salary or see the flat or whatever?’
She arched a brow. ‘Are you intending to cheat me?’
He snorted. ‘Me?’ His mouth curved in a wry grin. ‘No, Mary Poppins, I’m not intending to cheat you. I’m just only too grateful that you’ll take us on. As for starting—whenever
you like. I’ll have to get a signature from you for the bank, so you can use the household account, but there’s a cashpoint card with it so if you can manage with that for a few days it would help.’
‘You’re very trusting.’
Their eyes locked. ‘I’m a big man, Miss Taylor. Anybody who’ll stand toe to toe with me and remind me of my obligations has integrity enough for me.’
She flushed. ‘I should never had said all that...’
‘Forget it. You were absolutely right; I know that. I’ve done my damnedest, but it hasn’t been enough. Perhaps you’ll sort us all out.’
He stood up, tall and powerful and very close, and gestured towards a door. ‘Let me show you the flat.’
They went up the back stairs to a small suite of rooms over the kitchen area. There was a good-sized sitting room with a window overlooking the garden, and a neat little bedroom beside it, both recently decorated with fresh, pretty florals and soothing pastel accents. The bathroom was small but spotlessly clean, and there was even a tiny kitchen.
Poppy’s heart lifted. By the time she’d filled it with her possessions, the little flat would be just like home. She could picture herself curled up on the chair by the window, a cracking good romance in one hand and a steaming mug of cocoa in the other, the boys asleep, and maybe even on occasions James opposite her in the other chair, a game of chess under way on the low table between them.
She’d have to let him win, of course, but perhaps not always. The occasional victory would go a long way to make up for his first impression of her as a flour-dredger.
‘It’s lovely,’ she told him. ‘Just fine.’ She turned, a smile ready on her lips, and faltered.
He must have been standing right behind her because he was scant inches away, his big body almost completely blocking the tiny hallway. She stepped back and stumbled, and his big hands came out and caught her shoulders, saving her from falling. Somehow her hands ended up on his chest, and the heat of his body through the fine silk shirt almost burned her palms.
‘Steady,’ he murmured, and that deep chocolate voice melted over her nerve-endings and jammed the air in her lungs.
Poppy took a deep breath. It was a mistake. He smelt warm and clean and masculine, untouched by any artificial fragrance, his scent wholly exclusive and absolutely intoxicating.
Her heart crashed against her ribs, and she felt the most absurd urge to lean against him until the strength returned to her disobedient legs. Their eyes met, and after an endless, heartstopping moment, in which Poppy wondered rather wildly if he would kiss her, he released her gently and moved away.
‘I’m glad you like it,’ he said, his voice carefully neutral. ‘I don’t know when you want to start—as you can see, we’re ready whenever you are.’
Her stupid heart fell. So he wasn’t going to kiss her after all. Damn. ‘Fine,’ she replied, her voice as light as she could manage. ‘Shall I move in this afternoon?’
‘That would be excellent. You can bring your own car if you like, but there’s one here for your use on or off duty—unless you’re going to tell me you can’t drive anything bigger than a shopping trolley?’
Poppy’s lips twitched. ‘If it’s smaller than a combine harvester, I’m sure I’ll manage!’
He laughed then, and Poppy felt the tension ease a little. ‘Somewhat smaller,’ he agreed.
She followed him down the stairs and out into the hall. The evidence of the booby-trap was still strewn around the floor, which was now coated with generous dollops of flour and water paste. It looked like the aftermath of a nursery school papier mâché session, and Poppy had no illusions about how difficult it would be to remove all traces of the flour from the black marble squares.
‘Don’t be too hard on them,’ she said gently. ‘I’d like to get off to a good start with your boys, and if they think I’ve got them into awful trouble, it’ll just make it all the harder.’
He moved a mop out of the way with his foot and opened the front door for her. ‘I promise not to break any bones,’ he said with the merest trace of a smile in his eyes.
She smiled back. ‘You do that. I’ll see you this afternoon.’
‘I’ll look forward to it.’
He shook her hand, his warm and firm, the fingers strong but gentle. She turned away and ran down the steps to the car, conscious of a tremble in her fingers as she fumbled the key into the ignition, still vitally aware of the imprint of his palm on hers.
Was she mad? She could feel her pulse race, the surge of adrenaline that came with anticipation—but of what? As she drove away, she wondered how much of that anticipation was to do with the boys and how much to do with the glimpse of vulnerability she had seen in their father’s astonishingly beautiful eyes...
