
The Arrangement Book 2
Autore
S. S. Sahoo
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1,2M
Capitoli
30
Open Your Eyes
XAVIER
My eyelids felt like they were made of cement. There was no goddamn way I wanted to open them, the darkness was so soothing right now. After all that harsh light, that unforgiving sun, that time Angela and I had shared on the islandâŚ
Angela.
My wife had taken care of me, fed me, and dressed my wounds. Iâd constantly insulted her, and called her a gold-digging bitch. But sheâd saved my life. Hell, sheâd even caught a fish with a spear wearing only her underpants. It was hot.
I blinked open one eye. Then the other. It took a minute for my eyes to adjust to the light, but I was in a cold, sterile hospital room. For a second, I wanted to shut my eyes and go back to sleepâI was so damn tiredâbut then I thought of Angela.
I needed to see her. I needed to make sure she was okay. âNurseâŚâ I croaked. âNURSE!!!â
My throat felt parched, like Iâd swallowed sand. A heavy-set, frowning nurse stepped inside with a tablet and began to check my vitals.
âWhere is she?â I demanded.
âHello,â the nurse said. âItâs good to see you awake, Mr. Knight.â
âMy wife,â I said through gritted teeth. âWhere is Angela?â
I didnât like the feeling of my heart being squeezed by a strong fist. Was this how it felt to care about someone? I needed to know that Angela was okay after getting the wound on her leg stitched up. I thought about the way she had looked at me with those bright blue eyes. That blonde tumbling hair. That perfect body descending into the waterâŚ
What the hell?
Was I fantasizing about her?
âMr. Knight, youâve suffered a concussion,â the nurse said, as I sat up. âPlease lie down.â
âThe fuck I will!â I said angrily, swinging my legs over the edge of the bed. To be honest, I felt pretty dizzy when I placed my feet on the floor. My body was sore, like Iâd lost a prizefight. But I figured that was the consequence of being thrown from a fucking plane. I stood up on shaky legs and prepared to storm down the hallway when Angela appeared in the doorway.
She smiled at me. âXavier! Youâre awake.â
And there she was.
My wife.
Angela Knight.
The girl I thought was a gold-digging devil, but who was, in fact, an angel in disguise. Seeing her standing before me, I felt a strange sensation wash over me. What we had shared on the island was so primal, so special, so raw, and so real, there was no going back now to how we used to be. For a second, the craziest thought in the world crossed my mind. That I should run to her and kiss her, lift her off her feet and spin her around.
Yup. Definitely concussed.
Angela walked over to me and gently squeezed her hand. She looked so delicate. Vulnerable. My heart leapt in my chest. Her eyes were bright-blue orbs staring right into mine.
âAre you okay?â I asked, my voice gentle.
âI am,â Angela said, smiling at me. âI got twenty stitches in my leg. But, after some IV fluids, Iâm feeling much better. You?â
I wanted to tell Angela that I felt lucky actually, to have made it off the island, all because of the way she took care of me. I wanted to thank her. But at that moment, my father burst in.
Iâd never seen him appear soâŚunkempt. His hair was sticking out in different directions and his Italian suit looked like itâd been up, wrinkled, off the floor. His eyes were puffy and red, not hard and clear like the eyes Iâd respected and feared growing up.
âDad?â I asked, surprised. âYou look like shit.â
Brad Knight grabbed my shoulders, and there were tears in his eyes.
âI thought I lost you, Xavier. I thoughtâŚâ
âHey, itâs all right, old man,â I said, feeling slightly uncomfortable.
I didnât like seeing someone so powerful brought to his knees. The only other time in my life Iâd seen my father act like this was when Mom died.
He turned to Angela and hugged her. âOh my dear. Iâm so glad youâre all right.â
Angela patted him on the back, like she was also surprised to see him so emotional. âItâs okay, Brad. Weâre okay. The helicopter rescued us.â
Dad shook his head. âThis is all my fault. If I hadnât forced you to go on that honeymoonâŚâ
Angela gave him another pat. âIt was a wonderful gift. Really, Brad.â
Dad pulled away from her. He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. When he opened his eyes again, they were watery.
âJack, your pilot, didnât make it.â
âWhat?â Angela gasped, covering her mouth. âBut I thoughtâŚthey were alive. They wereââ
âJack died at the hospital,â Dad said. âAfter he was rescued, he succumbed to his injuries.â
Shit. Iâd known Jack almost my whole life. Heâd flown my father and me around the world more times than I could count.
âWow,â I said, gutted by the news. âHas anyone spoken with his family?â
My father nodded solemnly. âWe reached out and offered generous compensation, not that it could ever replace him.â
âThatâs good,â I said, but it didnât feel good. It didnât feel right at all.
âIâm just so grateful, son,â my father said. âAfter your mother, the idea of losing you tooâŚI couldnât bear it.â
He looked like he was going to cry. The enormity of what heâd experienced, the terror and heartbreak, finally hit me. Every second that passed without knowing what had happened to me and Angela must have been goddamn agony.
I took his hand, though it was uncomfortable for me to show affection.
âIâm okay, Dad. Weâre okay.â
Angela took Dadâs other hand, and for a strange moment, it felt like we were a real family. Like this wasnât an arranged marriage. Like Angela wasnât a woman I hated, but a woman I could give my heart to. Could this feeling last?
I was concussed, but I wasnât a changed man.
ANGELA
After the hospital discharged us, Xavier and I returned to New York. Marco picked us up from the airport, and was driving through the usual city traffic. Sitting next to Xavier in the back, our hands were so close, they were nearly touching. I could feel his warmth next to me and I wanted to reach out and hold his hand, to talk about everything weâd been through.
But Xavier was staring at the window, lost in thought. Would he continue to hate me now that we were back in New York? I hadnât forgotten how heâd looked at me on the island, like I was the most important person in the world. I had to admit, Xavier being moody and quiet was certainly preferable to him screaming at me.
âMarco,â Xavier said. âDrop me off at work, will you? I have a lot to catch up on.â
âOf course, sir,â Marco said, always obedient.
âWork?â I said. âReally? Xavier, you just survived a plane crash.â
Xavier looked at me like he wanted to say something rude. But then his face softened and he cracked a smile. âPressure makes diamonds, right? See you at home. Take care, Angela.â
Then he slammed the car door shut and headed inside his building. My shoulders slumped. Iâd hoped Xavier would come with me back to the penthouse, so we could hold onto the closeness weâd shared. That heâd be less of a workaholic.
But who was I to make Xavier Knight change?
A plane crash, a near-death experience, bonding on a faraway islandânone of it mattered now that Xavier was back where he belonged. He wasnât comfortable being vulnerable. But he hadnât been cruel to me either. Heâd actually beenâŚkind of nice. If I was patient, maybe Xavier would open up and reveal his true feelings.
Marco turned around in the driver seat. âAll right, Ms. Knight. Back home?â
The huge penthouse apartment I shared with Xavier still didnât feel like home.
âYou know what, Marco,â I said. âIâd like to stop somewhere else first.â
***
âYou did WHAT?!â
âI caught a fish! Is that so hard to believe?â
Danny was staring at me in disbelief. Dad, Lucas and Em were looking at me as if I were a completely different person.
âGuys, itâs not that big of a deal,â I said, blushing. âDad used to take us camping. You donât think I picked up a few tricks along the way?â
âI didnât think you were capable of killing anything,â Danny said. âIâll admit it. Iâm scared of you now.â
We all laughed. Lucas and Em were holding hands under the table. It was still weird for me to see them as a couple, but I wanted them both to be happy.
I looked at my dad, whoâd improved so much since Iâd last seen him. The trial treatment was finally working, which was a huge relief. âSo, how are you feeling?â
âBetter, sweet pea,â he said, taking a big bite of lasagna. âSo much better. My appetiteâs back, and Iâm no longer having an adverse reaction to the treatment.â
âIâm so glad to hear that,â I said, giving Danny a hopeful look. My brother smiled in a reassuring way. Iâd been so worried the last time Iâd visited Dad in the hospital, but heâd clearly turned a corner. There were so many questions I wanted to ask, but they could wait.
Everything seemed to be looking up. I was eating a home-cooked meal. Laughing at Dannyâs jokes, and spending quality time with my family. I thought again about what Xavier said to me. Pressure makes diamonds. We had faced our fair share of challenges. And in spite of everything, I had feelings for Xavier. Deep, strong feelings.
But which version of Xavier was I going to get? The grateful husband I nursed back to health on the island? Or the cruel husband who made my life a living hell?
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