
A Mother for His Adopted Son
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Lynne Marshall
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Chapter One
SAM MARCUS STOOD in the observation room above the OR suite in St. Francis of the Valley Hospital, waiting for his child to lose an eye. Heād seen his share of surgeries before, being a pediatrician, but never for someone he loved. This time he needed an anchor, so he leaned against the window to see his son better and to offer support against the threat of his buckling knees.
He watched as the anesthesiologist put his tiny boy under and while the surgeon measured the eye globe and cornea dimensions, the length of the optic nerve. His heart thumped in his chest, and a fine line of sweat gathered above his lip as the surgeon made the first incision. He swiped it away with a trembling hand, trying his best to get his mind wrapped around what was happening.
Enucleation.
His barely three-year-old newly adopted son had retinoblastoma and needed to have his left eye surgically removed. He swallowed hard and shook his head, still unable to believe it.
Heād fallen in love with Danilo, an orphan, on his last Doctorsā Medical Missions trip to the Philippines. The mission had been in response to their latest typhoon, to tend to the countless new orphans. He hadnāt been in the market for a son or daughter. No, it had been the last thing on his mind then. Yet there had been one particular one-year-old boy whoād lost his entire family in the typhoon and whoād miraculously managed to survive for forty-eight hours on his own. A little hero.
Over the days of the two-week mission, Sam and the other doctors had performed physicals and minor procedures, as well as arranged for other children who had required more extensive medical care to be transported to where they needed to be. Dani had used his new walking skills to follow Sam everywhere. Itād made Sam remember one of his favorite childhood books, Are You My Mommy? A story his own mother had read to him, where a little bird whoād fallen out of the nest went looking for his mother, asking everyone, even machines, if they were his mother, and it had broken his heart.
All the children on this mission were orphans dealing with their losses in their own ways, yet this child, Dani, seemed to have chosen Sam. He gave in and took the boy with him everywhere at the orphanage clinic, cautiously opened his heart, then fell in love in an amazingly short period of time. Then it was time to leave. Dani cried inconsolably, and one of the sisters at the orphanage told Sam that it was the first time the child had cried since arriving there six weeks before.
What was a man supposed to do? He knew how it felt to be homeless. Heād been taken away from his mother when he was ten. She hadnāt abused him, but sheād had to leave him alone most nights so she could work a second job. Her plan had backfired and the authorities had taken Sam and put him into foster care. Yeah, he knew how it felt to be left all alone.
Fortunately for him heād been placed into a big happy family and currently suffered from missing them, with everyone fanned out all across the United States. Thereād been five natural siblings in all, and heād become kid number six, yet his already overworked foster mother had insisted on bringing in more foster childrenāa long, long list of foster kids had come and gone over the years. Why? he used to ask whenever heād been instructed to share his bunk bed with yet another new kid. We donāt have room for more, Mom. Sheād always insisted he call her Mom.
Even after all these years her response never left his subconscious. āWe donāt always know how weāll make ends meet or where theyāll sleep, Sammy, but we just know weāve got to bring them in because the child needs a home.ā
The child needs a home.
Heād been one of those children. And heād been trying to prove himself worth keeping ever since.
When heād returned home from the Philippines, heād been unable to get Dani out of his mind. Missing his infectious smile and unconditional love, heād decided to try for the adoption in honor of his deceased foster mother, because that child needed a home.
Though it had taken a year and a half to jump through all the hoops to arrange for Daniās adoption, six months ago he and Dani had teamed up and never looked back. And what an adjustment being a single father had been. Itād always been hectic, growing up with so many foster siblings, yet under the chaos there had been stability. Something heād never had when heād been a young boy. That was his goal for Dani, to give the boy stability, but heād never been a parent before and they were both on a stiff learning curve, working things out, juggling the logistics of his busy career, child care and father-son time.
Then this cancer nightmare had happened, and any stability theyād established had been replaced with utter mental and emotional turmoil.
Theyād discovered the tumor on Daniās very first eye examination in the United States. The simple yet disturbing fact that his pupil had turned white instead of red when the ophthalmologist had shone a light into it had heralded the beginning of more and more bad news. The child had intraocular retinoblastoma.
The team of doctors, headed by the pediatric oncologist, had recommended the surgery after all other avenues of treatmentāeach with drawbacks and no guaranteesāhad been considered and rejected. Dr. Van Diesel, the pediatric eye surgeon, had come highly recommended, and since there wasnāt a chance that Daniās vision could be saved, theyād opted for enucleation.
Sam watched from behind the viewing window as the surgeon, through a dissecting microscope, removed the outer covering of the eye. Next the four rectus muscles were detached from the eyeball, then the surgeon placed a hemostat on the stump of the last severed eye muscle. With special long, minimally curved scissors, he cut the optic nerve. Samās battered heart sank, realizing the monumental change that single surgical incision had made to his sonās vision. He stood motionless, unable to take in a breath, emotion flooding through his veins as next the surgeon removed the eyeball.
Unable to swallow the thickening lump in his throat, Sam watched as a nurse stood nearby with a small specimen container to collect a tiny piece of the optic nerve for histopathologic study. For their next huge hold-your-breath diagnosisāhad all of the cancer been removed or had it spread? His stomach pinched at the potential outcome. The doctor worked painstakingly to also open the eye globe to harvest tissue from the retinoblastoma. Before closing, he placed a plastic temporary conformer into Daniās eye socket to avoid a shrunken look and maintain a natural shape. Theyād discussed in advance how this would be done in preparation to ensure the proper size and motility for the future eye prosthesis.
When he finally could, Sam took a deep breath. The worst was over, no, check that, the worst had been getting the damn diagnosis of cancer in the first place. Since he wanted to keep a positive outlook, heād deemed today the first step in Daniās healing. He watched like a hawk as the anesthesiologist prepared his son for transfer to the recovery room and the surgical nurse bandaged Daniās left eye with a special patch to help decrease swelling.
He rushed out of the observation deck and hustled down the stairs to be the first to talk with Dr. Van Diesel when he exited the OR.
āAll went well,ā the white-haired man said, as he tossed his gloves in the trash and removed the surgical cap then the mask from his face. āNo surprises.ā He forced a smile that looked more like a squint. āShould be a couple of days before we get the pathology reports.ā
āThank you.ā And Sam probably wouldnāt sleep until he knew whether the tumor had spread or not. But he was determined to keep that positive attitude. As of right now the tumor was gone, his son was free of cancer. That was how it had to be.
The doctor continued on to the locker room. Sam stood outside the OR doors and waited for the team to transport Dani. Several minutes later the doors swung open and his son, looking so tiny on the huge gurney, got rolled toward the recovery room.
He followed the medical parade out of the surgical suite, down the hall and into Recovery. As he was a staff member as well as a parent, he was also allowed to accompany the boy rather than be instructed to wait outside until he was ready for discharge. The receiving RR nurses bustled around the gurney, transferring him to their bed, disconnecting Dani from the OR equipment and attaching him to theirs. Heart monitor, blood-pressure cuff, pulse oximeter, oxygen.
Sam remained by his sonās side, taking his tiny yet pudgy fingers into his own, feeling their chill and asking for a second blanket to cover him. Every once in a while his son moved or took a deeper breath. His heartbeat was steady and strong, blipping across the monitor screen; his blood pressure read low for a three-year-old, but he was still sedated. One particular Filipino nurse looked after Dani as if he were her own. That gave Sam reassurance.
āIs your wife coming, Doctor?ā Her Filipino accent made the sentence staccato.
āNo.ā Sam shook his head. āNo wife.ā
Heād lost the woman with whom heād thought heād spend the rest of his life. Sheād walked away. But heād committed to adopting little Dani and he couldnāt bear the thought of disappointing the boy who would finally have a home and a family of his own. Even if it was just the two of them.
āI will watch him,ā the nurse said. āDonāt worry. You should take a break.ā
He stretched and glanced at her name tag. āThank you, Imelda. I could use a cup of coffee about now.ā
She nodded toward the nursesā lunchroom. āWe just made some.ā
He thought about taking her up on the offer but realized how much he needed to stretch his legs, to get his blood moving again. To help him think. To plan. Maybe with more circulation to his brain heād be able to process everything thatād happened today. āThanks, but Iām going to take a walk.ā
He stood and started to leave, then blurted the first thought in his mind. āBy any chance, do you know where the prosthetic eye department is?ā
Imelda pulled in her double chin. āDo we have one, Doctor?ā
He tipped his head. Good question. Hadnāt Dr. Van Diesel mentioned it at one point? āI hope so.ā
As he left the recovery room, he made eye contact with the charge nurse. āIāll be back in twenty minutes but beep me the instant Dani wakes up, okay?ā
She nodded, so he pushed the metal plate on the wall and the recovery room department doors automatically swung inward. With one more glance over his shoulder to his sleeping son, and another pang in his heart, he stepped outside.
The one-hour operation under general anesthesia was fairly routine, and because the eye was surrounded by bone, it made it much easier for Dani to tolerate. If all went well, his son could even be discharged later that afternoon.
He walked down the hall, entered the elevator. His mind drifted to Katie, wondering if this pain would have been easier to take sharing it with someone else, but that was never to be. Katie had stuck with him all through medical school and his pediatric residency at UCLA while sheād tried to launch her acting career. Sure, theyād talked about marriage and children, but mostly heād avoided it. Heād been left by the most important woman in his life, his mother, at a tender age, and it had marked him for life. Toward the end of their relationship, sheād kept insisting on wedding plans and heād kept sidestepping them. When heād finally brought up marriage because of the adoption, after screaming at him for making such a huge decision by himself Katie had suddenly decided her acting career needed her full attention.
Heād screwed up by not consulting her, but heād thought heād known her, and sheād very nearly wrenched his heart right out of his chest when sheād walked away.
Not a great track record with the women heād loved. At least his foster mother, Mom Murphy, had never sent him back.
The elevator stopped at the first-floor lobby and he headed to the information desk. āDonāt we have a department that makes facial prosthetics here? You know, things like eyes?ā
The silver-haired gentlemanās gaze lit with knowledge. āYes, as a matter of fact, I believe we do.ā He scrolled through his computer directory, then used his index finger to point. āItās called Ocularistry and Anaplastology.ā The man had trouble pronouncing it and made a second attempt. āAnd itās in the basement, with Pathology.ā He placed his hand beside his mouth as if to whisper. āI think itās next door to the morgue.ā
āWhatās the name of the head of the department?ā Sam asked.
āJudith Rimmer. Or, as we volunteers like to call her, Helen Mirren without the star power. Hubba-hubba, if you know what I mean.ā
Samās brows rose at the thoughtāso even old guys had crushesābut off to the dungeon he went. Once he exited the elevator, he wondered why the fluorescent lights even looked dimmer down in the hospital basement, but pressed on. He passed the MatĆ©riel Management department, then Central Serviceāthe cleaning and sterilization area. He knew where Pathology wasāheād visited there regularly to get early reports on his patients and to discuss prognoses with the pathologists. Heād also unfortunately been to the morgue far more often than he cared to in the line of duty. Nothing cut deeper than losing a child patient, and for the sake of science heād sat in on his share of autopsies to help make sense of the tragedies.
Sam sidestepped the morgue double doors, refusing to even glance through the ocean-liner-style windows for activity, then squinted and saw the small department sign for Ocularistry and Anaplastology in bold black letters. How many people would even know what it meant?
The office was shoved into the farthest corner in the hallway, as if it had been an afterthought. The panel of fluorescent lights just outside the door blinked and buzzed, in need of a new tube, making things seem eerier than they already were. He wasnāt sure whether to knock or just go inside. He glanced at his watch, heād wasted enough time finding the department, so without a momentās further hesitation he pushed through the door of the āprosthetic eye peopleāsā department.
A dainty, young platinum-blonde woman with short hair more in style with a 1920s flapper than current fashion arranged flesh-colored silicone ears under a glass display case, as if they were necklaces and earrings in an upscale jewelry store. She looked nothing like Helen Mirren but might pass as her granddaughter. What had that volunteer been talking about? On the next table sat a huge model of an eyeball. He narrowed his gaze at the odd juxtaposition.
The woman glanced up with warm brown eyes surrounded with dark liner and smoky underlid smudges. Not the usual look he noticed in the hospital, and the immediate draw caught him off guard. His son was in Recovery, having just lost an eye, for Godās sake. He had no right to notice an attractive woman! The fact he did ticked him off.
āIām looking for Judith Rimmer.ā Okay, so he sounded gruffer than necessary, maybe impatient, but it wasnāt even noon and heād already been through one hell of a no-good, very bad day, to paraphrase one of his sonās favorite books.
* * *
āSheās currently in Europe,ā Andrea Rimmer said. The intruder had barged in and brought a whole lot of stress with him, and her immediate response was to bristle.
The brown-haired man with intense blue eyes, of which neither was prosthetic, stared her down, not liking her answer one bit. He may be a head taller than she was, but she wasnāt about to let him intimidate her. Sheād had plenty of practice of standing up to men like that with her father.
āWhen will she be back?ā He seemed to look right through her, which further ticked her off. Wasnāt she a person, too? Was her grandmother the only one who mattered in this department?
āNext week.ā She could play vague with the best of them.
āIāll come back then.ā
It hadnāt been her idea to take the apprenticeship for ocularist four years ago. Nope, that had been good old Dadās plan. Sheād barely graduated from the Los Angeles Art Academy when heād pressured her into getting a āreal jobā while she found her bearings in the art world. Now that she was in her last year of the apprenticeship, and since Grandma was threatening to retire and was expecting Andrea to take her place, sheād felt her back against the wall and resented the narrow choice being shoved down her throat. Work full-time. Run the department. The place didnāt even have windows!
What about her painting? Her dreams?
Had the demanding doctor brushed her off by assuming she was an inexperienced technician because she was young? She didnāt think twenty-eight was that young, but being short probably made her seem younger. If he thought he could be rude because she was young or a nobody, this guy with the tense attitude had just pushed her intolerant button.
āShe may not be coming back.ā She sounded snotty, which wasnāt her usual style, as she rearranged the ears again. But she didnāt really care because this guy, who may be good-looking but seriously lacked the charm gene so who cared how good-looking he was, had just ruined her morning for no good reason.
She glanced up. He raised a brow and stared her down in response to her borderline impudent reply, and she saw the judgment there, the same look sheād seen in her fatherās eyes time and time again. Iām a doctor. You dare to talk to me like that?
The imaginary conversation quickly played out in her head. What? Am I not good enough for you? A feeling, unfortunately, sheād had some experience with on the home front most of her life. After all, wasnāt she the daughter of a woman with only a high-school education? A stay-at-home mother keeping a spotless house for a husband who rarely visited? A woman so depressed sheād turned into a shadow of her former self? Half of her DNA might be genius, but the other half, often insinuated by her father, was suspect. Well, good olā Dad should have thought about that before knocking up her mother if it meant so damn much to him.
The invading doctor continued to stare down his nose at her. Andrea wasnāt about to back down now. The nerve. Did he think she was a shopgirl, a department receptionist minding the store while Granny frolicked in France? Sheād just spent a week making this latest batch of silicone ears, measuring the patients to perfection, matching the skin color, creating the simplest and most secure way to adhere them to what was left of their own ears. And unless anyone looked really closely, no one would notice. Just ask the struggling musician Brendan, whoād had his earlobe chopped off by a mobster, what he thought about her skills!
āWhat do you mean, she may not be coming back?ā His tone shifted to accusing as if he should have been privy to the memo and voted on the decision. Wasnāt that how demanding doctors, just like her father, behaved? I need this now. Donāt annoy me with facts. He stood, hands on hips, his suit jacket pushed aside, revealing his trim and flat stomachāwait, she didnāt care about his physique because he was rudeārefusing to look away from the visual contact theyād made. Something really had this guy bothered, and she was the unfortunate party getting the brunt of it.
āItās called retirement.ā
His wild blue stare didnāt waver, and, as illogical as it seemed under the circumstances, something was going on with the electrical charge circulating around her skin because of him.
A beeper went off on his belt, breaking the standoff and the static tickling across her arms. He glanced at it. She was glad because she really didnāt know how much longer she could take him standing in the small outer office, and most especially gazing into those intense eyes.
It was her job to notice things like that. Eyes. Yeah, sheād become quite an expert during her apprenticeship. If she kept telling herself that, maybe she wouldnāt scold herself later for falling under the spell of a completely pompous stranger based solely on his baby blues.
āIāve gotta go.ā Obviously in no mood to deal with her touchy technician act, he turned and huffed off, right out the door.
Wilting over her bad behavior, she tossed her pen onto the countertop and plopped into the nearest chair. Why had she behaved that way with him? Sheād knee-jerked over the intruding and demanding doctor, but wasnāt he acting exactly like her father? Arrogant and overbearing. Lording his station in life over her. Whereās the head of the department, because youāre not good enough. Step out of my way. He didnāt need to say the words; sheād felt them.
Andrea caught herself making a lemon-sucking expression and let it go. Maybe she was the one with the attitude, and she hadnāt even tried to control it. That man had just got the brunt of it, too. Truth was, she needed to be more accommodating to clients and doctors, especially if she actually ever agreed to take over as the department head. Which she sure as heck wasnāt certain she wanted to do. Especially if catering to demanding doctors like that guy would be part of the routine.
She hadnāt expected a young doctor with such interestingly pigmented irisesābecause that was what sheād learned to notice since beginning her apprenticeshipāand penetrating eyes as that guyās to set her off on a rant. And sheād acted nothing short of an ass with him.
Shame on her.
Guilt and longing intertwined inside her. Sheād fallen short of the mark just now, and it was a symptom of the battle she fought every day when she came to work. This was her job, creating prosthetic eyes for people who needed them, silicone ears, noses and cheeks for cancer victims and veterans, too, and it was a noble profession. She actually loved it. Loved the patients and making their lives better. But she liked things the way they wereāworking four days a week at the hospital and painting the other three. Her heart yearned to paint, not run a windowless department in the bowels of a hospital.
Andrea put her elbows on the counter and rested her forehead in the palms of her hands. If Grandma ever retired, some lousy department head she would make.
A week later...
It had taken Sam a good day and a half to calm down after his ridiculous encounter with the young woman in the O&A department. Where did they find the employees these days anyway? But to be fair, she didnāt have a clue that heād just come from watching his son have his eye removed in surgery. He may have been more demanding than usual, but heād been in no shape to judge how heād come off to her, or, at that moment, to care. All heād wanted had been to ensure his boy could have the best person possible make a realistic-looking eye to replace the one Dani had lost.
That woman couldnāt have been more than in her early twenties. How could she possibly have the skill...? Yet, he reminded himself, heād eventually realized that Judith Rimmer had a reputation known all over the country for excellence in her specialty. Heād read up on her online while little Dani had napped one afternoon. She wouldnāt leave her beloved department in the hands of a novice. Would she?
Now, having completely calmed down, and being back on the job with a miraculous break in his schedule that morning, thanks to a no-show patient, Sam prepared to return to the basement to discuss Daniās need for an eye.
He reached the ocularistry and anaplastology department door, took a deep breath and entered with a plan to apologize for inadvertently insulting the still-wet-behind-the-ears ocularistāif that was even what she was. How could he know for sure? They hadnāt gotten that far. Because his foster mother hadnāt raised an ungracious sonāsheād knock him upside the head from the grave if she found out, too. Nor had she raised a son to judge a book by the young coverānot with the revolving door of foster kids with whom heād grown up. He smiled inwardly, then swung open the door, and much to his surprise found Helen Mirrenās double, not retired but standing right in front of him beside a row of unblinking eyeballs in all colors in a display case. She wore something that looked like a sun visor but with magnifying glasses attached and a headlight, examining one specific eye as if it were a huge diamond.
Sitting with an expectant gaze on her face was the girl, who, on second encounter, and with all that eye makeup, looked more like the iconic 1960s model from Great Britain. Twiggy, was it? But not nearly as skinny. This girl had curves. She obviously waited for Judithās approval on something, a project sheād made? Maybe, but, no matter what the scene was about, Sam was ticked off. Again.
The young woman finally noticed someone had entered and glanced at him, a quick look of surprise in her double take. Yeah, heād caught her in a childish lie, so he glared back. He could act as juvenile as the next person, thanks to his four older foster brothers and two younger foster sisters, countless other foster siblings constantly coming through the family revolving door and foster parents who hadnāt been afraid to make threats in order to tame the often out-of-control tribe.
āReconsidering retirement, Ms. Rimmer?ā His vision drifted to a perplexed Judith.
Judithās gaze flitted back and forth between the woman and Sam, obviously trying to figure out what their history had been.
āTechnically I wasnāt lying, because my grandmother plans to retire as soon as Iām ready and willing to take over.ā She stood, which hardly made a difference. What was she, five feet, tops? And jumped right in with an explanation. āAnd, for all I knew, she couldāve been swept away by the beauty of Europe and decided not to come home. To retire on the spot. It couldāve happened.ā
Her outlandish cover nearly made him smile. Nearly. But he held firm because he found himself enjoying her flushed cheeks and her mildly flaring nostrils as she explained, her raccoon-painted eyes taking on more of a fawn-ready-to-bolt appearance.
āWhich makes it okay that you lied to me?ā He wasnāt ready to let her off the hook, though.
She stepped around the counter, taking two steps toward him, never breaking the visual connection, which was surprisingly stimulating. āYou came in with a nasty attitude that day and proceeded to make me feel like a novice who couldnāt possibly be of help to you. So I decided not to be any help at all.ā
So thatās how sheād read him. For a second he felt like a chump, but she deserved the full story. An explanation for why heād been that jerk. āIād just come from watching my sonās enucleation. I needed reassurance he could look normal again.ā
Her challenging expression instantly melted into an apologetic peacemaking plea. āOh.ā Those huge eyes immediately watered. āIām so sorry to hear that.ā
āDr.āā Judith read his name badge āāMarcus, Iām sorry the two of you got off to a rocky start, Iām also very sorry about your son, but I assure you Andrea is as skilled as they come. And because Iām completely booked up with projects, having just returned from vacation, sheād be happy to help you with your sonās eye prosthesis. I assure you, with her artistic background, sheāll make a perfect match and fit.ā
Andrea sent a quick questioning glance toward her grandmother but immediately recovered, as if sheād gotten the clear message to play along. Was she a novice? Sam still wasnāt convinced. She looked so young.
āSo, what Iāll need to doāā Andrea used an index finger to lightly scratch the corner of her mouth āāis make an appointment for you to bring in your son. Is he completely healed yet? We shouldnāt take measurements until he is.ā
āItās only been a week, but heās doing really well.ā
āLetās make it next week, then, to be safe. Iāll need to take photos of his other eye and make a silicone cast of his healed eye socket. After that Iāll make a wax version, which Iāll be able to mold as needed to fit. Whatās your sonās name?ā
āDanilo, but he goes by Dani.ā
She nodded, sincerity oozing out of those huge brown eyes. āWhat day is good for you?ā She brought up a calendar on the computerāback to businessāand he fished out his pocket phone, tapping through to his work calendar.
Back and forth they went, politely trying to work out an appointment day and time. His schedule was overbooked, since heād taken off a week to be with his son after the surgery, which was why he was aggravated that one of his patients was a no-show today and would need to be rescheduled, further keeping him backed up. Yet that was the only reason heād been able to sneak down here at this moment, which had turned out to be a good thing. Which would all be beside the point if he couldnāt make an appointment.
At least for now, since his return to work, his former foster sister Cat could be Daniās caregiver during the day. She lived within five miles of him and was a stay-at-home mom who needed the extra cash. Their arrangement worked out for everyone, since she also had two children under the age of five, and Dani loved to play with the other kids. He scratched his head, at a loss.
Why hadnāt he considered his work issue when heād known Dani would need the prosthetic eye right off? The bigger question was why hadnāt he considered how difficult it would be to become a single father in the first place?
Of course, that hadnāt been his original plan...
Yeah, he was in over his head, but it made no difference, because he was proud and happy to be Daniās father, no matter how hard and complicated life had become because of it. Add another point to foster Momās tally, the kid needed a home. āDo you do house calls, by any chance?ā
Andrea dipped her head, thinking for a second. āNo. But since I gave you a hard time last week, Iāll make an exception for you, Dr. Marcus.ā
All was forgiven. Sweet brown-eyed angel from heaven. āCall me Sam, please,ā he said, on a rush of relief. āI really appreciate that.ā
Their earlier glowering contest faded to a distant memory when she smiled at him. It was more of a Mona Lisa smile, but it drew his attention to her mouth and he noticed a pair of classic lips with the delicate twin peaks of a Cupidās bow.
āSo how about this day next week, at your house, say, sevenish?ā
āSounds like a plan, Ms....?ā
āRimmer, but please call me Andrea.ā
āAre you related to Dr. Rimmer?ā The tyrant of Cardiac Surgery?
āYes. Andreaās my granddaughter,ā Judith spoke up, reminding Sam that Dr. Rimmer was her son. Why he hadnāt made the connection earlier was beyond him.
āI hope you wonāt hold that against me,ā Andrea said drily, as though reading his thoughts and bearing the weight of her fatherās perilous reputation. She glanced sheepishly at her grandmother, a good sign that Andrea cared about her and didnāt want to insult her son, though it seemed clear she knew what Samās surprised reaction had been about.
Since theyād skimmed over last weekās argument and had moved on to peace talks, he wouldnāt bring up his multiple grievances about the curmudgeon cardiac surgery department head who wanted to throw his weight around the entire hospital. Instead he dug deep into his bag of tricks and pulled out a smile. Admittedly, since his breakup with Katie, and Daniās diagnosis, heād nearly forgotten how, but seeing Andreaās immediate relieved reaction, her expression brightening and those lovely lips parting into a grin, he was glad he had. Plus heād meant that smile and it felt pretty damn good.
Because she was the first lady to get him riled up in ages, and he liked how that jacked up his ticker. Sheād made him feel nearly human again.
āNext Tuesday, then. Seven. Itās a date, Andrea.ā
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