
Fallen Crest Book 6: Logan Kade
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CHAPTER ONE
I got back from running early in the morning. Everything was still dark; the slightest hint of light was starting to creep over the lawns and the pavement where I jogged.
The last two weeks Iād gotten into the habit of waking around four in the morning, rolling out of bed, and pounding the cement five minutes later. I didnāt know what it wasārunning in the dark, running when no one could see me, or even just knowing I was out ahead of everyone elseābut Iād become a dark figure blending in with the other darkness.
I loved it, and when Iād return to my stepmotherās house, I was usually still feeling that running high. Iād start the first pot of coffee, and as the machine began to spit and churn, Iād slip out to the front porch to finish stretching. The first morning, I was just about done and planning to head back inside to pour myself a cup when the door opened. I think Malinda had been woken by the coffee smell, like a vampire rising at the first whiff of blood.
My stepmother appeared, her rich chestnut hair looking like sheād hastily raked her fingers through it, and a glaze of sleep still over her eyes. She had two cups and handed me one, sinking down onto a porch chair before tightening her robe.
This morning was the same as that first time.
I was just lowering my leg from behind me when she appeared, giving me a warm smile. āHey there, my little chickadee.ā She pulled the ends of her plush robe tighter together before sitting.
āMorning.ā
I sat on the chair next to her, propping my feet up so I could rest my coffee cup on my knees. It warmed my hands, and I inhaled the smell.
āYou ran extra long today?ā
I stiffened. I hadnāt realized Malinda knew when I got up or that today had been an extra hour earlier. But I shouldāve known. She was the stepmother extraordinaire.
āDonāt say anything, would you?ā I asked her.
She gave me a knowing look over her mug. āTo your father or to those two young men who protect you like theyāre guard dogs?ā
āBoth?ā A girl could hope.
She laughed, sipping her coffee. She patted my knee. āDoes Mason know?ā
āThat I got up early?ā
āThat youāre running so much every morning. I know youāre going in the afternoons, too.ā A second knowing look. āAnd why you did a two-hour run this morning.ā
Ah. There it was. āI didnāt know anyone else knew.ā I shifted on the seat, ignoring the pounding that was starting behind my temples. Every time I thought of her, it would start.
Itād been with me the whole run.
āI overheard a phone conversation between Mason and his father, and it didnāt go well.ā
I glanced over to her. Did that mean Mason knew, too?
She sipped her drink, getting more comfortable on the bench. āDid you know James is forcing him and Logan to be his groomsmen?ā
I did. āIām worried the same will happen to me.ā
āNo, no, no.ā Malinda shook her hand in the air. āSheāll be lucky if you even attend the wedding. Analise wonāt push her luck. She might haveā¦ā She paused. āā¦issues, but sheās one smart cookie. Trust me. You donāt need to worry about that.ā
Her words shouldāve been a relief, but they werenāt. Only two people fully understood the lengths Analise would go if she wanted something: myself and Malindaās husband, Davidāotherwise known as the man who raised me. There was a reason we were both scared of the woman. Malinda, though I loved her dearly and was so grateful sheād come into my life, hadnāt been around during Analiseās darkest hours. Yes, my mother had gone away for almost two years to get help. Yes, she seemed to be doing better and had been back in Fallen Crest for an entire year and a half, and yes, sheād left me alone, for the most part. But sheād left the treatment facility and was living not just in Fallen Crest, but across the road, and I was here now, too.
I avoided her this long, but time was up. I couldnāt anymore.
Mason and I were spending the summer in Fallen Crest because he had an internship with his fatherās company to fulfill a requirement for his business degree. He even had approval to return to school later than normalānot until the week before classes instead of earlier for football training like usual. A personal trainer was supposed to come out to make up for any practice he was missing, but it wasnāt needed. If I was insane with my running, Mason was equally crazy with his training. He was in the gym for three or four hours a night, and I felt the proof every time he was on top of me, under me, and inside of me.
My body heat rose now as I thought of our lovemaking the night before. It had a different feel to it. There was a desperation and hunger I hadnāt felt in a long time. Like we couldnāt get enough of each other, like we knew there were things set in motion that could tear us apart.
I didnāt believe that was true, but it still made me tense.
Masonās dad and Analise had been on a trip to London for the past three months, but they would be home sometime today.
Malinda sighed, yawning. Her smile was tired, but filled with warmth. āYou really donāt have to worry about her. Iāve talked to Analise over the last year and a half. Sheās accepted that everything has to be on your terms. You choose when and if you want her back in your life. She wonāt pressure you. She wonāt even say hello to you in public if you see her. You can approach her if you want to do that. Itās all you.ā
Despite what Malinda thought, to say Analise was mentally stable wouldāve been an overstatement. To say she wasnāt a danger to me was another overstatement. There was a laundry list of things sheād done, and hitting me and threatening to destroy Masonās life were among the last sheād gotten to before she went away to the hospital.
The one silver lining was James Kade, Mason and Loganās father. When Analise left David, she and I moved into the Kade mansion, and two families were born: I joined Mason and Logan, and Analise partnered with James. Both Analise and James were cheating assholes, but at least James proved how much he actually loved her. Theirs was a match made in heaven as far as I was concerned.
Mason and Logan had their own issues with their father, but the relationship was a bit more congenial than mine with Analise.
The exhaustion from my run was starting to set in when a pair of headlights lit up the street. My hands tightened around the mug, but years of training took over. I always froze up when Analise was near, but that transferred to a ready feeling. Okay, Mother Dearest, I thought. My lips parted and a half snarl formed. I could feel my lungs expand with my deep breathing. I was ready. I was willing, and whatever she was going to send my way would get sent right back at her.
Two black SUVs slowed before the Kadesā gate. It opened slowly, and both SUVs pulled into the driveway. The gate closed behind, and our view was obstructed, but I knew what that meant.
My mother was officially back.
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