Finding Amelia Book 2: Becoming Amelia

Crimson. Burnt orange. Bright.

Last night, the first blood moon appeared in the sky—it was the first to appear in a long time.

My mother, when telling the story of my birth, used to say that the first blood moon in hundreds of years rose on the eve of my arrival.

I let out a heavy sigh as I stared out the window, watching the vibrant colors of the moon cast shadows through our room.

Alexander was sleeping soundly beside me. His breath was a distant hum in the quiet night, one I couldn’t quite recognize but sensed was familiar in some deep way.

Eventually, I drifted off to sleep, more from my own need to dream than anything else.

I woke before the sun even touched the horizon.

The dim blue light of dawn glowed against the lace curtains. Alexander’s breathing was slow and steady, his arm resting heavily across my waist, anchoring me somewhere between reality and dreams.

It hadn’t been a nightmare this time.

The kind of memory that doesn’t arrive simply in images but instead in sensation—the metallic tang of blood at the back of my throat, the unbearable heat of fire crawling across my skin, the sound of my own scream bouncing off stone walls. There was a voice—Alexander’s, I think—calling my name in desperation. And then, nothing but the cold silence that comes after loss.

I drew in a slow breath and let it out carefully, trying not to stir him.

For fifty years, we’ve lived like this—safe, quiet, and mostly forgotten.

And yet, as the memory faded, something else came in its place.

I slipped from beneath the linen blanket, my bare feet meeting the worn wood floors as I let out a breath. The cottage’s floors creaked as they always did, the old stone bones whispering beneath the weight of my presence. I pulled one of Alexander’s gray wool sweaters over my nightgown and started toward the kitchen area.

Outside the window, the forest stood like a wall of its own—bark in the form of concrete as birches and dark firs stood tall, their branches woven with frost-covered ivy and littered with moss. Latvia’s forests were ancient, older even than the partially rebuilt home we now claimed as ours.

I poured a cup of steaming tea—chamomile and lemon balm that I had dried last autumn. The steam brushed against my face as I inhaled the decadent scent.

It has been more than fifty years since I awoke in Rachelle’s body, with her mind but without my own memories.

Sometimes I forget what it was like before. Sometimes I wake and wonder if the time I lost was a dream.

But then I see him—his green eyes across the beautiful garden we built together, the warmth of his hand in mine, the way he says my name as though it’s a promise instead of just a word.

But this morning, the forest’s quiet felt different.

I set the mug down, crossed to the front door, and stepped onto the porch. As my gaze tracked across our boundaries, beyond the herb beds and the trees, my eyes lingered in the forest beyond.

Magic here had always hummed beneath the soil—candles lit with a single soft word, herbs grew in days instead of weeks. But lately, that hum has become a murmur.

For the briefest moment, the edge of the forest shimmered and shined, as though the air itself shifted between worlds.

I looked down at the place where the dark mark used to taint me. It was gone, but the lingering feeling still lasted even in its absence.

I blinked, and it was gone.

Behind me, footsteps sounded.

I turned to meet his heavy gaze.

“You’re up early,” Alexander said, his voice soft and steady.

“I remembered something.”

He stepped beside me, draping the burnt orange wool shawl from the rocking chair over my shoulders. “Perhaps a dream?”

“No,” I whispered. “A memory.”

His jaw tightened. “From then?”

I nodded.

He didn’t ask which one—there were too many to even name, and some memories were better left untouched.

My grip on the shawl tightened. “I think something’s here.”

“We haven’t had trouble in decades,” he said calmly.

“Magic doesn’t vanish,” I murmured. “It waits, and I think…it’s waking up again.”

“Your magic’s been growing, hasn’t it? Do you think it’s still affected by what happened…by the darkness you used? By the blood magic you harnessed?”

“Yes,” I admitted truthfully. “But it’s more than that. I hear the forest even when it’s silent. I feel the old wards in the soil. And this morning… I saw her out there, beyond it all.”

“Her?”

“Myself.”

He didn’t flinch; he just studied me with that steady patience I’ve always envied, the kind I could never quite harness myself.

“I saw myself—standing under the oaks. Watching me.”

For a long moment, neither of us spoke.

Then his fingers slid into mine. “You once told me that magic loops.”

“I said that the day we married,” I murmured.

“Then maybe this is another loop.”

But deep inside, I knew it was more than what I thought it would be.

Something was bleeding through—something that had been waiting for me to forget.

“Do you regret it?” I asked.

“Regret what?”

“Coming back here and rebuilding this place—starting over.”

“Never,” he said without hesitation. “This land is old, but it’s ours. We reclaimed what was stolen from my family, for my mother too, and we found peace.”

“Peace never lasts.”

“No,” he agreed softly. “But love does.”

I leaned back into him and closed my eyes against his chest.

Then—a noise sounded from the forest before silence overtook me again.

“I think we need to prepare,” I said.

“For what?”

“For something coming.”

Alexander didn’t argue. He never does when my magic tells me something. “Then we speak to them.”

Even after all these years, the word still carried weight.

Once, it was nothing more than a handful of us, something we formed for protection’s sake after what happened—after I was kidnapped, lost, memories torn from me, then witchkind was attacked as a whole.

The resistance was formed of witches who left their covens, werewolves—or in other words, shapeshifters—without packs, and Fae who had been cut from their courts. Those who didn’t want to stand with their own, or couldn’t for the sake of rigidity or tradition. Those who wanted to band together in order to keep magic kind safe.

And now, we were a part of that group, willingly, since the coven’s rigid traditions and power-hungry nature no longer fit our mold.

And slowly, over decades, our survival became structured.

The resistance became something more than just a scattered network—it became an underground society of its own. There were cells in every major city, hidden farms in the countryside, and strongholds far and deep into the wilderness.

It worked.

For thirty years now, no major raids. No burnings. No disappearances in the night. We had bought our safety with caution and secrecy.

And yet…

I felt something linger.

“The wards won’t stop what’s coming,” I said, because I felt it within my bones.

“You think it’s tied to the resistance?” Alexander asked.

“Everything is tied to the resistance,” I said simply. “We’ve been too quiet, and if I’ve felt the shift…the others will too.”

He didn’t argue. And I knew that his silence was agreement.

And I feared the forest was telling me that time had come.