
Heron's Landing Book 1: Say You're Mine
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Chapter 1
Joy McGuire glanced down at her chipped manicure and sighed. She had a feeling this was going to be an omen for the rest of her week.
The movers werenât even close to arriving in Heronâs Landing, and Joy had had to sleep on a few blankets and a jacket for a pillow the night prior. Her back aching and her neck sore, she couldâve cheerfully murdered someone when sheâd gotten a call that the movers were lostâagainâand they wouldnât be in town until later that evening.
It was nine oâclock AM. At least sheâd driven with the majority of her clothes and toiletries, so she could put on clean underwear and wash her face. She just hoped sheâd be able to sleep in a bed tonight, otherwise she was sorely tempted to book a room in the one inn this town of two hundred and fifty people hosted.
Heronâs Landing was a far cry from Chicago: tiny and quintessentially Midwestern, it had a single main street with no more than a dozen shops and restaurants, while its main feature was a vineyard on the north side of town. Tourists wandered around, fanny packs and cameras in tow, taking photos of the old-timey architecture. It was the beginning of June, and the day would promise to be a fairly warm one. Cicadas hummed in the trees, and the trills of sparrows and wrens filled the air.
Sometimes Joy wondered if sheâd completely lost her mind, moving here. But sheâd wanted to start over, and what better way to start over than to move somewhere the complete opposite of what you were used to? Heronâs Landing wasnât going to have the crime sprees and drug busts like Chicago would, but there were stories here. Joy was rather looking forward to writing pieces on the opening of a new restaurant or how the town came together to fix a senior citizenâs roof. She wanted staid. Normal. Boring. Sheâd had enough drama to last a lifetime, thank you very much.
So, Heronâs Landing it would be. At least for now. Glancing down at her chipped nail polish, Joy sincerely hoped there was at least one decent manicurist in the town. She really hated to have her nails go bare.
Wandering down main street, Joy found what she was looking for: a cafĂ©. A cafĂ© had coffee. And maybe some kind of pastry. Her stomach rumbled, and she realized she hadnât eaten since yesterday afternoon. Sheâd been so preoccupied with her lost movers that food had completely slipped her mind. Now her stomach was reminding her of her neglect, and she hoped this sleepy little cafĂ© called Trudyâs had more to it than just weak coffee and dry biscuits.
âJust one?â the hostess asked with a bright smile, and Joy nodded. The hostessâGrace, she read on her nametagâhad her hair in a configuration of braids on top of her head, some falling down already. Her uniform had been haphazardly put on, and her skirt was crooked. Freckles dotted her peaches and cream complexion, and her smile could put any toothpaste commercial girl to shame. âAre you visiting?â Grace asked as she placed the menu in front of Joy. âJust so you know, our pancakes are kinda famous around here.â
âNo, Iâm here to stay. At least for a little while.â Joy glanced over the menu, but she was so tired that she could barely read the words in front of her.
Graceâs eyebrows rose. âA new person? Oh, we havenât had a new person sinceâŠâ She tapped her lip, thinking. âWell, probably not since I came back, but Iâm not really new. Just one of the locals who couldnât stay away.â
âWhyâd you come back?â Joy couldnât help but ask. Sheâd grown up in Springfield, Illinois, but had been in Chicago for the last few yearsâbut had never really felt particularly drawn to one place over the other.
âOh well, I just graduatedâa degree in studio artâand unfortunately for us artists, itâs hard to make a living on painting and drawing.â The brightness in Graceâs smile turned brittle for a moment, like she hadnât wanted to return at all, and Joy felt a little guilty for pressing.
âI understand that all too well. Iâm a writer. People are always trying to pay me in pats on the back.â
âA writer! I donât know if we have any around here. Not beyond Mrs. Jenkins, whoâs always talking about writing that romance novel about Vikings. But sheâs been talking about that for twenty years now.â Seeing the front door open, Grace added, âI have to get these guys, but Terry will take care of you. Welcome to town, Joy.â
Joy ended up ordering the pancakes, and she couldnât help but agree with Grace: they were damn good. The coffee was strong and hot, and Joy slumped in the well-worn leather of the booth and simply enjoyed the food and drink. She hadnât really sat down in what felt like weeks: not with packing up her apartment in Chicago, driving five hundred miles south to Heronâs Landing, trying to help her directionally-challenged movers get on the right highway, and then sleeping on the floor last night? It was a wonder she was still standing.
Having finished her pancakes, Joy wondered if she should go back to her apartment above Mikeâs general storeâyes, a real general store, and Joy had fallen in love with it the moment sheâd stepped inside itâbut there was nothing there. She couldnât unpack; she couldnât set up her new bookshelves; she couldnât even cook something. She tapped her nails on the plastic tabletop, thinking. Maybe she could go for a walk? Explore the town? But at the thought, her body groaned. What she really wanted was to go take a nap, but that wasnât really a great idea, given her bed situation.
Beds inevitably made her think of her old apartment, overlooking Lake Michigan. Her bed was a brand-new, king-sized pillow-top with an expensive duvet and matching pillows. It had been a rather large splurge on her partâit wasnât as if she made a ton of money as a freelance journalistâbut sheâd always dreamed of a bed just like it. Even the bright white of the duvet hadnât put her off. Sure, it would be close to impossible to keep clean in the grand scheme of things, but what did she care? It was hers. And it was gorgeous.
Jeremy had made fun of her for it. So I guess this means we arenât sleeping in the bed? heâd said the moment heâd first seen it. Joy had shown him how wrong heâd actually been soon thereafter.
Joy bit her lip, covering how her body shivered when she thought of Jeremy. Sheâd left Chicago and her apartment and Lake Michigan and the trains and the bustle mostly because of him. She didnât want to admit that to herself, but it was true. The second sheâd found out heâd been cheating on her with her supposed best friend Regina? Her world had fallen apart. She and Jeremy had been together for five years, and he repaid her by sleeping with the woman sheâd loved as much as sheâd loved Jeremy. The double betrayal had done a number on her, and because Joy preferred things to be clean and final, sheâd cut off the both of them without looking back.
She wished cutting them out of her life had concluded everything. But the wound still gaped and bled, no matter how hard Joy tried to ignore it.
Shaking her head, she set some money on the table and got up, deciding that sitting and thinking about Jeremy wasnât going to improve her mood. Sheâd left Chicago for that very reason, and she refused to let his betrayal ruin this fresh start. As she made her way to the door, a man stepped in. He was tallâat least a head taller than Joyâwith dark hair and dark eyes. But what brought her to attention the most was how rugged he was, with muscled forearms and a firm jaw sprinkled with stubble. He was also rather dirty, with leaves in his hair, and Joy found herself intrigued despite herself.
âWhenâs the last time you took a bath? Did you roll in the mud this morning?â Grace demanded, her hands on her hips. She then looked at Joy, her expression changing to one of entreaty. âLet me get you a piece of cake to take home. We always give newcomers some.â
The man made a face. âSince when was that a tradition?â
âSince this morning!â Grace called out from the kitchen.
Joy found herself standing next to the man, and she had to stop herself from staring at him. He wasnât handsome, per se, but he was striking, in a masculine kind of way. Sheâd gotten so used to men like Jeremy, who were always perfectly dressed and their hair perfectly coiffed, that she couldnât help but want to know more about a man who was the antithesis of the men she knew.
Or so she told herself when her heart wouldnât stop pounding. He was very tall, and very rugged, and his handsâ
âI havenât seen you around here.â The man held out his hand, surprisingly clean despite the rest of his appearance. âIâm Adam Danvers.â
Joy had to tilt her head back to look at him. Damn, he was tall. She was of average height, and Jeremy had only been an inch or two taller than her. But this man seemed particularly giant. He took up the front entrance of the restaurant, his presence overwhelming. She could almost feel his body heat radiating, and her skin prickled.
She realized she was staring, and, embarrassed, finally extended her hand. âJoy McGuire. Iâve just moved to town.â
Adamâs eyebrows rose. âAn actual new townsfolk? We havenât gotten one of those in a while. We get a lot of tourists, but not a lot of people staying here for good.â
âWell, I like to be original.â
Looking her up and down, Adam said, âI can see that.â
Joy suddenly felt self-conscious: her long, purple hair and bright nails and arm tattoo hadnât been all that odd in Chicago. But here, she was like a cardinal amongst a bunch of plain, hardy sparrows. Well, not that Adam was even remotely like a sparrow. Joy thought he was more like a hawk: watchful, even cunning. There was something in his eyes that made both her heart pound and the storyteller in her want to know more about him. Sheâd had a few daydreams about finding some hot country guy out here as she drove the five hundred miles from Chicago, but she certainly hadnât thought sheâd meet one on her first day.
âHere you go!â Grace handed Joy the piece of cake, now placed in a Styrofoam container. âItâs fresh out of the oven this morning.â
Joy knew sheâd have to eat this soon, as she didnât have a fridge yet, but at Graceâs happy smile, she didnât have the heart to tell her as much. âThank you. Iâm sure itâs amazing.â
âOh, did you meet my brother? This is Adam. Adam, this is Joy. Sheâs a writer.â
Adam had stuffed his hands into his back pockets, and at Graceâs words, he made a noise in the back of his throat. âA writer? What kind of writing?â
Joy cringed internally. She hated that questionâit was almost impossible to talk about with people who werenât writers because it inevitably led to awkwardnessâso she gave her standard answer: âIâm a freelance journalist, actually.â
âA journalist? Thatâs a first for this town.â Adamâs tone seemed, if not annoyed, at least not particularly enthused.
âI write primarily for online news blogs and magazines. Depends on what kind of stories come my way.â
âSo you wait for something bad to happen and then cash in on it.â
âAdam!â Grace looked to Joy. âHeâs a bear in the morning without his coffee. Donât listen to him.â
Joy, though, kept her gaze on Adam, refusing to be cowed. Sheâd gotten a variety of reactions to her profession over the years, but outright disdain was a rare one. She was torn between outrage and curiosity: what would bring such a reaction from a guy she didnât even know? Had a journalist run over his dog or something? âNo, I wait for something where the truth needs to be uncovered and brought to light,â she explained, her voice edgy. If Joy was anything, she was not a woman easily intimidated. âAre you against telling the truth, Mr. Danvers?â
âIf it hurts other people and itâs only for your own gain, yes.â
âWhoâs to say I do this only for monetary gain?â
Adam gestured, his mouth curling. âYou do this to pay your bills. Sounds like youâre getting something out of the deal.â
Tipping her chin up, Joy crossed her arms. âAnd are you always this rude to people who have just moved here? Because if youâre the welcome committee, itâs a pretty shitty one.â
âIâm not here to coddle anyone.â
âCoddling is one thing. Being a jerk is another.â
âIâm only saying what I thinkââ
Grace sighed, loudly. âAdam, will you shut up already? Hereâs your coffeeââ she stuffed a cup into his hand, âânow get out. Go take a shower, too.â
He looked at Grace, transferring his gaze away from Joy. Joy sighed inwardly, suddenly glad she wasnât the center of that angry look.
âAnd you, dear sister, need to learn that an iron is an invention that works.â He pulled out a phone encased in pink and handed it to her. âAlso, I came here to give you this. Mom texted me to tell me you left it at home again.â
âOh, I didnât even realizeâthanks. But youâre still a jerk.â Grace play-kicked him, and Adam held up his hands.
âSee you, Grace. See you around, Miss McGuire,â he said in a tone that Joy knew wasnât at all trying to be polite.
As he stepped outside, she couldnât help but yell at his back, âItâs Ms. McGuire because itâs 2016, not 1916!â Turning back to Grace, Joy raised an eyebrow. âYour brother always this polite to strangers?â
Grace cringed. âKind of. Heâs never been all that nice in general. Especially not since Carolyn died.â
âCarolyn?â
âHis wife. She died three years ago. She kept him from being outright mean, but nowâŠâ Sighing, the girl fiddled with her hair. âHeâs not been the same, you know?â
Joy did know. Or at least, she understood how heartbreak could mark a person. That didnât mean she would excuse his rudeness, but it at least offered somewhat of an explanation. âJust assure me he wonât try to run me out of town for posting a story on the Internet.â
âHe can try, but I wonât let him. Because you have to show me how you do your nails like that first.â
Joy laughed. âWell, Iâve always paid someone else to do them for me, but I might have to figure it out on my own now. One of the sacrifices of small-town life, right?â
âDanaâs the manicurist at the salon, and I think she could do something like that. Or at least near to it. But she just had a baby and is on maternity leave for a while, so I donât know when you could get an appointment with her.â
Before Joy could rethink it, she said, âHow about you come over to my place for a girlâs night sometime this week? Once I get furniture, that is. I need some quality girl time. And we could even paint our nails.â
âOh, sure! Iâd love to. Iâll bring my famous Bloody Maryâs.â
âSounds like a deal. Iâll see you later, then?â
Grace called out her goodbye as Joy left the café, the sun so bright overhead that she had to shade her eyes.
What to do now? She could explore the town some more, but tiredness swamped her limbs at the thought. She desperately wanted to take a nap, but without a bed, that might be more pain than it was worth.
Cake in hand, Joy walked down Main Street, looking in shop windows as she passed. Eventually, she got to the outskirts of town and began walking a well-tread path that she thought would lead to the vineyard. The trees burst with color, emerald green in the sunlight, and she hadnât seen so much color in one place in what seemed like ages. Chicago was all grays and rust, metropolitan and metallic, but here, it seemed like technology hadnât even really touched it. They had apparently only recently gotten high-speed Internet, but otherwise, the area felt untouched. Virginal, almost. Joy smiled at the thought. The last place she thought sheâd end up would be somewhere virginal in aspect, but her heart calmed simply being here.
If she ever thought this had been a poor decision, being in the midst of such natural beauty put those fears to rest.
Her phone rang, and looking at the number, she saw that it was from a Chicago line. Assuming it was the moversâwere they lost a third time?âshe picked up. âHello?â
âJoy?â
She stilled, the voice on the other end one sheâd recognize anywhere, but not one she ever wanted to hear again. âWhy are you calling me?â
âBecause you wouldnât pick up your phone or text me back. Donât hang up on me. Please?â Her ex-friend Reginaâs voice was pleading. Almost like she was about to cry.
Torn between crying herself or telling Regina to go to hell, Joy said in a tight voice, âWhat do you want, then?â
âI wanted to make sure you were all right. You up and move to the middle of nowhere and we didnât know if youâd gotten there or if you were okay. Are you okay?â
Gritting her teeth, Joy continued to walk in a random direction, not even heeding the trees or the birds or the creek bed flowing next to her. Everything was eclipsed by Reginaâs voice, reminding her of everything sheâd wanted to leave behind. âIâm fine. As fine as I can be after my boyfriend cheats on me with my best friend. So yeah, Iâm great.â
Regina sighed. âLook, I know I canât apologize enoughââ
âNo, you canât.â
âBut that doesnât mean I donât still care about you. Jeremy, too. We want you to be happy.â
Joy laughed, a bitter laugh. Regina wanted her to be happy, after sheâd destroyed her life? âYou have a lot of nerve. Iâm not remotely interested in your condescending hopes that I be happy. You know what wouldâve made me happy? My best friend not sleeping with my boyfriend.â She knew the words were harsh, cruel. But she hadnât spoken to Regina since sheâd found out about the affair, and they came spilling out, like a dam breaking. âSo spare me your attempts at reconciliation.â
Silence on the other end. Then, âFine. I wonât try to contact you again.â
âPlease donât.â
âBye, Joy.â
Joy felt nothing as she turned around, walked back to Main Street. She felt nothing as she climbed the stairs to her apartment, as she set the already melted cake on the kitchen ledge. She felt nothing as she kicked off her shoes and as she climbed into her pile of blankets on the floor.
But the nothingness then filled with something: it cracked, the wound gushing blood once again, and tears flowed in a torrent that she couldnât stop even if she wanted to.
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